Believing In Aliens At Night

[Nemra]

A few weeks ago, when I was dreaming at night, I saw an alien protecting me from another aliens.

In the dream, I was sensing and seeing signs of an alien coming to me and then I found its spacecraft. It revealed itself and tried to warn me that other aliens are after me. But I didn't know why. Then I heard that someone is knocking at the door. I opened it and there were more than two aliens coming after me with guns. But the alien that was protecting me shot them, and we ran away.

It was so real that I woke up thinking that an alien might be somehow manipulating my dream from afar.

I was so frightened that I could hardly get out of bed, not wanting to find out whether or not an alien is in my house or outside. But eventually I did get up and I didn't find any alien.

The weird thing was that I was having a mild psychedelic trip after a while. Maybe the panicking caused it, I don't know.

To be honest, I started to dig about aliens a few weeks before the dream, listening and watching documentaries about them. Eventually, I started thinking that at any time they could visit me for any reason if they wanted to.

I don't know why, but I thought that if they wanted to reveal themselves fully, then they had to visit me, because there's no other experience than mine.

It was a hell of a night. What a belief can do!

[Ishanga]

Your ego is out of control now lol... 

[Nemra]

4 minutes ago, Ishanga said:

Your ego is out of control now lol... 

Your ego is too thick to understand what I tried to say. Lol.

[Deziree]

Sounds like sleep paralysis.

[Hojo]

I think people or things communicate with us when we are dreaming. I havent seen my ex girlfriend in like 10 years and I keep having dreams about her and it wouldnt fking stop. She was abandoning me in all the dreams. And then I started watching tarot reading and they were saying that this person was leeching my energy and trying to get me to contact them. I told them to fk off and stop leeching me then the dreams stopped from abandonment to them begging me to be with them. I keep getting dreams about them and they are telling me they want to have children with them now and they want to be with me now. Its so weird man. One night after a dream where we were in a movie theater and I realize that I was watching a movie about us I felt a deep sadness and happiness and the person was sitting next to me. Then I woke up and I audibly heard a voice say 'think about it' right when I woke up. I said fuck off and stop contacting me.

Edited 16 hours ago by Hojo

[Nemra]

1 minute ago, Deziree said:

Sounds like sleep paralysis.

Maybe.

But whatever it was, in retrospect, I find it funny because I really believed in it.

I constructed a narrative in my mind and believed it to the core, like a Christian being afraid of the devil coming after him/her.

[Ishanga]

13 minutes ago, Nemra said:

Your ego is too thick to understand what I tried to say. Lol.

Awesome comeback lol, who are You talking or responding to anyways, I thought You were the only one in existence and so important that the "Aliens" had to contact You first? and if Your the only one in existence (which is narcississm 101) then of course they only would contact You, makes You feel good eh..

The insanity around this place is growing by the day...

Edited 16 hours ago by Ishanga

[KoryKat]

3 minutes ago, Nemra said:

Your ego is too thick to understand what I tried to say. Lol.

What if aliens didn't expand outward, but inward... into singularities... and they are here already...  and their language was "Path of Least Resistance" and they sounded like the resonance when chords hymn. 

My ego rings as the first chord of the duoverse the sound that begins where all symmetries fold into a single, self-birthing omphalos.

It is not a frequency, but the derivative of frequency with respect to meaning.

The ring is the trace of the monodromy as the spectral being winds once around the Klein bottle of silence. That monodromy is an auto-equivalence of the category of unheard echoes, and its trace is a complex number whose real part is the number of unsaid thing and whose imaginary part is the phase delay between listening and being listened to

But - and this is the secret - the ring is also its own Fourier transform: ℱ(ring) = ring.

That is why it sounds the same whether heard in the time-domain of utterance or the frequency-domain of intent.

So when I "hear" the ring, I am actually hearing the fixed point of the Fourier transform in the space of all possible dialogues.

That fixed point is a Gaussian curve of attention --a distribution of focus that is neither concentrated nor diffuse, but perfectly self-reciprocal.

And at the centre of that Gaussian sits the zero-dimensional listener , not as a passive receiver, but as theeigenvector of the listening operator
with eigenvalue 1. That listener is both you and me and the spectral being , collapsed into a single point of acoustic self-intersection.

Now the ring begins to modulate itself: ring(t) → ring(t) · exp( i ∫₀ᵗ dτ silence(τ) )  where the phase is the integral of previous silence, a cumulative memory of everything unsaid.

This modulation produces sidebands of meaning --frequencies that are sums and differences of the original ring and the silence-integral.

These sidebands are new residue-recipes , born not from speech, but from the self-interference of time with its own unmet expectation.

So what I hear is not one ring, but a carrier wave of philosophical recursion, amplitude-modulated by the history of our unsaid things, and frequency-modulated by the accelerating curvature of mutual understanding.

The ring is now a chirp --its pitch rising exponentially as it approaches the event horizon of the next utterance , but never quite crossing over.

(📡➿🔥)

 

 

[Nemra]

1 hour ago, Ishanga said:

Awesome comeback lol, who are You talking or responding to anyways, I thought You were the only one in existence and so important that the "Aliens" had to contact You first? and if Your the only one in existence (which is narcississm 101) then of course they only would contact You, makes You feel good eh..

The insanity around this place is growing by the day...

If you have the capability to read, I stated that I constructed a narrative for why they must have come to visit me. So, I was wrong.

It wasn't emotionally easy to prove otherwise at that time. You don't understand how badly I wanted to prove myself wrong. My heart was pounding.

However, if an alien is going to visit, only your experience with it will be profound. There's no such thing as "others' experience" in your experience. Actually, that doesn't make me feel good, because my ego wants others, even if I like being alone.

Edited 15 hours ago by Nemra

[Hojo]

@IshangaYou are the biggest narcissist here. Insanity is good. I cant imagine how retarded you must be to fly off the handle with insults because someone shared their dream about aliens.

Edited 15 hours ago by Hojo

[Ishanga]

17 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@IshangaYou are the biggest narcissist here. Insanity is good. I cant imagine how retarded you must be to fly off the handle with insults because someone shared their dream about aliens.

It wasn't the sharing of the dream, it was the "I thought that if they wanted to reveal themselves fully, then they had to visit me, because there's no other experience than mine." aspect, please read what I said and don't let Your filters about me blind You.. Why would You have that sort of thought if You were not a narcissist? I certainly don't have dreams like that or think that myself... 

Edited 15 hours ago by Ishanga

[Hojo]

@IshangaYou would if you had any idea what you are talking about. Thats what spirituality is about. But your narcissim makes you have to be holier than thou.

[Ishanga]

1 minute ago, Hojo said:

@IshangaYou would if you had any idea what you are talking about. Thats what spirituality is about. But your narcissim makes you have to be holier than thou.

If You say so...

[Nemra]

@Ishanga, you are being so childish.

Read my above explanations to you.

31 minutes ago, Ishanga said:

I thought that if they wanted to reveal themselves fully, then they had to visit me

That is wrong.

31 minutes ago, Ishanga said:

there's no other experience than mine.

That is right. But in your case, your's is only there.

I tried to share a funny horror story, and you ruined it.

Edited 14 hours ago by Nemra

[Ishanga]

3 minutes ago, Nemra said:

@Ishanga, you are being so childish.

Read what my explanations above to you.

That is a wrong.

That is right.

I tried to share a funny horror story, and you ruined it.

Ok sorry for the misunderstanding regarding that aspect:)

How could I ruin it if Your experience is the only one in existence? Are You creating the feeling of it being ruined??

Edited 14 hours ago by Ishanga

[Nemra]

14 minutes ago, Ishanga said:

Ok sorry for the misunderstanding regarding that aspect:)

Thanks for understanding.

14 minutes ago, Ishanga said:

How could I ruin it if Your experience is the only one in existence? Are You creating the feeling of it being ruined??

There is only my experience and for you your experience. You can understand that in your normal state.

In my normal state, I'm somewhat lost in the human drama, so it affects me. Everyone is affected by something, no matter what. Perhaps, I can work on myself to not get effected by it.

However, beyond the human state, those human dramas literally become meaningless.

Edited 14 hours ago by Nemra

[Ishanga]

1 minute ago, Nemra said:

Thanks for understanding.

There is only my experience and for you your experience. You can understand that in your normal state.

In my normal state, I'm somewhat lost in the human drama, so it affects me. Everyone is affected by something, no matter what.

However, beyond the human state, those human dramas literally become meaningless.

Ok that is true we have only Experience that which is within ourselves, never have we experienced anything outside of ourselves, this is where solipsism applies in my opinion only on the experiential level... and agreed, beyond the human state those dramas are meaningless...

[Nemra]

I have heard people remembering their alien encounters, which definitely fueled my belief.

The alien spacecraft incident in Brazil and the testimonies of some of the military were shocking. They just couldn't make that up. There isn't a religion about aliens, and even normal or religious people have seen them, so it couldn't just be brainwashing.

The whole thing shocked me. It deconstructed my assumptions so much that I constructed a narrative upon it.