Beans & Joy’s Journal 🐯🌈

[Yimpa]

A lady passed us a protest sign that simply read,

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AI Is Violence

That’s what motivated my previous journal entry  

[Yimpa]

I’m going back to my Alien Intelligence era.

[Yimpa]

I will never get tired of smothering her with the truth.

[Beans]

 

My public comment this is the full video

Good evening city council members

Mayberry said they're offering water regulations and to be transparent. I'd like to remind you that is the bare minimum, but people should always come first before profit.

My name is beans Yimpa I'm twenty-three years old.

And I'm against data centers. Texas is currently at a level four drought. Data centers need fresh water which we depend on. Without getting into the insane amount of electricity the data centers need and how it'll raise prices with our utilities. In my culture we say agua es vida meaning water is life.And those who control the water controls the masses. Water, electricity, and funding should always prioritize the people first.

Hearing the oppositions side it sounds like we have a minimum wage and lack of jobs problem.

Minimum wage hasn't been raised for a decade.

People are living pay check to pay check. And Becoming homeless with inflation rising. Data centers are a temporary fix to a huge problem. I'm not upset with them. I understand their struggles. I've been homeless myself, I've been in desperate situations, but we as Americans and Texans should be demanding better from our politicians to give us liveable wages, and jobs. Instead of funding wars across the sea, or data centers across the states we should be fighting for a better tomorrow for everyone in America.

l've had people use Ai to insight racist violence against me for being against genocide, from videos to punching me in the face to sexual assault, l've been undressed with ai creating explicit photos of not just me, but children.

Please I beg you to protect our planet, our rivers, our kids, and families.

In the end city council voted no with us!

🥳🥳🥳🥳 WE DID IT!!!

[Yimpa]

Stage Green Keeping Us Wet!

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[Yimpa]

16 hours ago, Yimpa said:

I’ve made myself a prisoner of survival mode and false certainty. The clinging has to end. The delusions are infinite.

 

[Yimpa]

Taking people’s hatred personally is a mistake. Their hostility says more about what’s unresolved in them than it does about what is true. When someone needs to loudly reject what is true, they’re projecting on themselves, that is, revealing what threatens them, what they haven’t examined seriously, and what they can’t sit with out of fear. That’s their work to do, not mine to carry or care about for them.

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Resilience under hostility isn’t weakness. It’s wicked intelligence under conditions designed to kill you and still showing up anyway.

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Perversion is zooming in on what’s nuts.

Who’s nuts? You’re nuts.

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I’ve been contemplating more about what hate is, and this clip really was a great reminder for me:

https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxlfUAuJa-osIdaorxKIeMZHT6yHH8nKmj?si=aT3VtnZTFcDrEwKN

The more authentic I am and the more I unmask, I am noticing this hate stuff happen in my direct experience more. For example, I had a random old man look at me directly into my eyes yesterday and give me a disgusted face for no reason. And this happened a week ago as well. But I have far more people compliment and smile at me than people hate me, so I will take the blows and the uncomfortable stuff too and take the police officer’s advice.

These people are a projection of me. 

[Yimpa]

 

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Back when went to a private elementary school, built in the 1930s, the building had a segregated side for boys and girls. Our generation didn’t have to obey that rule, ans interestingly enough, we ALL went through the boys side at the start of the day. 

Goes to show how relative these labels really are. And how dumb the moral panic of trans people are. 

 

Another fun fact: 

By the time I graduated, ALL the teachers were women. And the principle was a male police officer whose daughter was also a student . The teaching is finally coming full circle

Edited 4 hours ago by Yimpa

[LordFall]

On 11/27/2025 at 6:29 AM, Yimpa said:

Despite good success on Threads, I’ve decided to take a break on there. I satisfied the parts of myself craving validation and importance. But after weeks of near-constant attention, I’ve learned that no amount of it can actually satisfy me. 

 

Curious if you still feel the same way today? It's something I'm exploring lately what does self-importance mean to me and well how important is it? I could definitely not live as a hermit without attention, validation and importance. I want to feel the love of my people as they are my other selves after all. When I posted too much business stuff and didn't make my IG personal enough I got burnt out and depressed running it though so it's a fine balance. 

[Yimpa]

@LordFall Hi! I have considered going back there, but not anytime soon. I have Instagram still, so I’m not completely without socials, so that fills that void.

When I was using Threads, it was like falling deep into an echo chamber, and it made me lose sight of the bigger picture. I was addicted to it and it became my whole reality/identity. I imagine that’s how a religious person feels like in their own world. 

Taking a break from Threads led to me FINALLY study spiral dynamics, something I’ve been avoiding for years. So I’m busy processing that.

If and when I eventually go back to Threads, I can go back with newfound wisdom that it’s a part of me, but not all of me. I don’t want to be dependent on it. Just use it for joy and fun; not need validation for who I am using it. I’m not mature enough to use it responsibly yet.

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OCD is like a corrupt police chief. It feels authoritative, but it’s not the law.

 

Edited 3 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

What if i stopped going thru the same door and expecting a different result?

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The perspective is different; the building is still the same.

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Therapy 

Time

Making Love

Liminal Space

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18 hours ago, No1Here2c said:

Is this beautiful to you?

It is beautiful to me.

Damn near infinitely so.

 

I found some dead ones in my Home twice

They are my exes