Beans & Joy’s Journal 🐯🌈

[Yimpa]

I am learning to no longer give my attention to trolls, haters, and selfish minds. I used to have no boundaries with them. Now the buck stops with me. If you dare mock me, put me down, or pervert me, you’re gone. No compromises. No discussion. I will not be raped by devils anymore.

[Beans]

11 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

I am learning to no longer give my attention to trolls, haters, and selfish minds. I used to have no boundaries with them. Now the buck stops with me. If you dare mock me, put me down, or pervert me, you’re gone. No compromises. No discussion. I will not be raped by devils anymore.

Good job 👏 

cause good trouble! 
bite back! Bark back! 

[Yimpa]

14 minutes ago, Beans said:

bite back! Bark back! 

That is no longer necessary. I’m becoming aware to not even take the bait to begin with. The trap is in giving it any power, period. That’s how shit spirals out of control, giving it any authority over You.

Instead, I am practicing grounding myself and then take action from a place of clarity and wisdom, not reactivity and deceit/falsehood. One that is grounded isn’t overwhelmed by the nightmare spiral, they awaken from and rise above it. This is my practice now. This is how I want to live my life from meow on. 

Edited yesterday at 09:26 PM by Yimpa

[Beans]

I refuse to pacify myself in order to make white supremacist, trolls, maga, authority figures happy. 
 

I think it’s a good idea to ground yourself and come from a clear mindset, but also allow yourself to feel what you feel instead of just shutting it down. Or telling yourself to be the better person. 
 

Their hate just woke me up more to who I am. 
some people can’t handle the pressure, but just like a diamond or pearl the pain makes you stronger. 

[Yimpa]

I am Weird, and I know it. 

Furthermore:

- following mainstream social norms 🗑️ 

- seeking approval from others 🗑️ 

- not speaking up due to fear of being rejected 🗑️ 

- masking who I really am 🗑️ 

- judging others based on their appearance 🗑️ 

- following rules by the book 🗑️ 

- appeasing to authority figures 🗑️ 

[Yimpa]

5 minutes ago, No1Here2c said:

The body is in constant communion with Existence.

 

[Yimpa]

Today’s been a productive day of deep contemplation and inner work. Now time to get out there and do groceries. See ya later!

[Beans]

I really love flowers. Thank you for the gift <3 

[Yimpa]

 

 

[Yimpa]

Whoo am I?!

 

[Yimpa]

Fun fact, some Owls can bark like Dogs!

https://youtu.be/8Se3Ta0aKkk?si=kbhkA7N9X2kvUTxH

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The Barking Owl is named for its 'barking' call but can also make a much louder, wailing cry, which has given rise to another name, the 'screaming-woman bird'.

 

Edited 4 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

14 hours ago, Beans said:

 

I really love flowers. Thank you for the gift <3 

 

And thank you for loving me, even as we going thru immense pain during these fucked up times <3

 

 

[Yimpa]

Today and tomorrow I face my traumas cus fuck my beliefs they don’t mean shizzz

I CAN DO IT. I CAN WIN!!!!

[Yimpa]

Wahoo! I just finished getting blood work done for my serum tears! Beans came to support me in spirit, and I even got to concentrate at The Triangle, which was in front of me cheering me on the whole way thru! The nurse was also super friendly, and when he said “bye Joy”, I felt so giddy inside and almost lost it  

16 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

"If triangles had a God, he would have three sides."

 

[Yimpa]

also the tourniquet was on too tight, but we figured it out on the 3rd try together.

ayy, just found out they’re also a Women owned business.

Win!

Edited 1 hour ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

we are now at the park and there is a peacock crossing sign. i’ve never seen a peacock irl before. i hope i spot one…

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“Peacock” technically refers only to males. “Peafowl” is the correct term for the species overall (both sexes). Females are called peahens.

So the sign saying “peacock crossing” is technically imprecise — it should say “peafowl crossing” if we’re being proper about it. 🦚

 

Edited 1 hour ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

WOAH, we spotted something even better! a peafowl!

hmm what’s the difference?

from wiki:

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Peafowl is a common name for two bird species of the genus Pavo and one species of the closely related genus Afropavo within the tribe Pavonini of the family Phasianidae (the pheasants and their allies). Male peafowl are referred to as peacocks, and female peafowl are referred to as peahens.[1] Despite this, peacock is usually used to refer to both sexes, in common language.

 

Edited 1 hour ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

The terminology is still confusing. i don’t get the difference. who cares what it is i love it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

[Yimpa]

dang it, a human person came up to jus and started talking about tennis nonstop. 

IM TRYING TO ENJOY THE PEACOCK DAMMIT!

now she’s talking about a 6”9 guy who owned a peacock in his backyard.

i ain’t making this shit up 💀 

Edited 45 minutes ago by Yimpa

[No1Here2c]

The male Peafowl says to the female:

 "look how much energy I can utilize constructing beautiful things rather than surviving"

Now ultimately that is part of its survival, but does the female bird understand that?

Edited 45 minutes ago by No1Here2c