God-Realization On N,N-DPT And Cannabis

[Nemra]

I AM GOD!

I AM CREATING EVERYTHING!

ABSOLUTELY TOTAL!

ABSOLUTELY SOVEREIGN!

ABSOLUTE INSANITY!

God is loving this reality.

God doesn't care whether the human dies or not. However, suicide is a deception.

God wants to experience and it designed the human experience.

I'm hallucinating this human experience!

I was able to awaken myself and go back to being human instantly. I tested that multiple times while tripping.

Leo! I created you to remind me that I can wake up. God is a genius bastard.

So much happened during the trip that I'm unable to write as of now! It was infinitely insane!

I ate a cannabis gummy three hours after I consumed 150 mg N,N-DPT orally. It contained 5 mg THC, 5 mg CBD, and 5 mg CBG. My insane trip began 20-30 minutes after cannabis consumption. The peak lasted for two hours. But I'm still tripping.

Almost all of my psychedelic experiences, although I've done very little before, are a joke compared to what I've experienced now.

Ideas of psychedelic experiences are also a joke after you have an experience. Ideas of it will probably become an obstacle eventually without serious experience.

Meditation will never, at least to me, be able to reveal something like that.

My whole being wants to align with that experience. I feel a strong desire to emulate it.

Edited 11 hours ago by Nemra

[Leo Gura]

Yup

[Nemra]

My heartbeat sounded like galloping hooves. 

Eventually, I accepted that if I died from a heart attack or something, it didn't matter. Nothing mattered because everything is loved.

People think they can taste what awakening is while staying human. Good luck with that.

I could literally feel what it's like to awaken and also go back to being human.

Edited 11 hours ago by Nemra

[Leo Gura]

15 minutes ago, Nemra said:

My heartbeat sounded like galloping hooves

After you get used to the radical consciousness all that goes away and you can trip as calmly as watching TV.

You are creating your own panic.

Edited 10 hours ago by Leo Gura

[Nemra]

1 hour ago, Leo Gura said:

You are creating your own panic.

That makes sense.

This whole thing was unexpected.

I just wanted to trip a little with cannabis. I ate them a few days ago and it didn't show me this kind of stuff; although, I ate the second half maybe an hour after the first.

I thought after the peak of N,N-DPT, I would just have an interesting trip.

In the beginning, I was extremely anxious, but eventually I started accepting the truth. It was even laughable when I started noticing that I was deceiving myself into reacting negatively.

Edited 9 hours ago by Nemra

[theoneandnone]

So essentially anxiety worry fear loneliness is essentially made up?

[Nemra]

38 minutes ago, theoneandnone said:

So essentially anxiety worry fear loneliness is essentially made up?

Why would God be anxious to itself?

I think anxiety comes from defending ideas instead of experiencing God. But still, you will get anxious if you are a beginner like me.

Waking up felt so beyond from my normal life that I thought I had gone crazy.

My life and the experience of God seemed separated in the beginning.

However, I understood that God wouldn't create the human life if it didn't want to. It loves being human so deeply.

Edited 8 hours ago by Nemra

[theoneandnone]

Just now, Nemra said:

Why would God be anxious to itself?

I think anxiety comes from defending ideas instead of experiencing God. But still, you will get anxious if you are a beginner like me.

Waking up felt so beyond my normal life that I thought I had gone crazy.

My life and the experience of God seemed separated in the beginning.

However, I understood that God wouldn't create the human life if it didn't want to. It loves being human so deeply.

So beautiful thanks for sharing! Have you been able to figure out why God creates human life and the human body?

[Nemra]

Just now, theoneandnone said:

Have you been able to figure out why God creates human life and the human body?

I only understand that it wants to.

But I don't know why it's creating the way it does. It's so specific.

[Leo Gura]

@Nemra You are doing good work. Keep it up.

[Nemra]

@Leo Gura, thanks.

After three days, I won't be able to take any of the psychedelics that I tried. I don't know if I can handle the rest of the psychedelics that I haven't tried before going home.

Do you think experiencing God could be achieved by adjusting the dose? It seems to me that that is true.

[Leo Gura]

16 minutes ago, Nemra said:

Do you think experiencing God could be achieved by adjusting the dose?

You already experienced God.

Plus, you are always experiencing God. Look around.

Connect your trips to your everyday life.

[Nemra]

@Leo Gura, the truth is that I just stumbled into it. It wasn't intentional. Though in that state, I wanted to know what was reality.

The imposter syndrome in me wants to doubt it.

Edited 35 minutes ago by Nemra

[Peo]

16 hours ago, Nemra said:

CBG

Never heard of this one before. Is it like THC?

Did CBG and CBD help you produce God-Realization?

These are not really psychoactive so I wonder if they had any meaningfull effect on you.

Edited 33 minutes ago by Peo
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[Leo Gura]

20 minutes ago, Nemra said:

I just stumbled into it.

How else could it be?