Testing 5-MeO-DMT

[Nemra]

#1

At the first few moments, my heart started to beat very fast. I thought maybe my body would stop working. It was scary. I felt wanting to scream.

But in retrospect, I think it was about not knowing how to react to what was happening.

I have never experienced clarity that intense.

The main theme was the acceptance of everything and basking in it. Being.

My hands looked very weird to me, as if I were looking for the first time.

I couldn't stop my eyes from tearing up. I sensed unconditional love towards everything.

There were mild visual patterns.

The dose was about 15 mg.

Edited yesterday at 11:21 AM by Nemra

[Leo Gura]

But a scratch.

You are in for a skull-fucking.

Edited Thursday at 03:25 PM by Leo Gura

[Nemra]

2 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

But a scratch.

Sure.

I have to be more careful because I'm not at home, and won't be staying long there.

I wish I had easy access to it.

2 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

You are in for a skull-fucking.

Gosh.

The headspace was intense.

These substances surprise me every time.

Never thought that it could be intense without visuals that I get on N,N-DMT.

Edited Thursday at 06:09 PM by Nemra

[Nemra]

#2

I plugged 20 mg.

My mind was reacting negatively towards what was happening in the beginning because I was becoming doubtful whether I could handle the experience.

What was making me depressed in the beginning was that I was noticing the ways that I had been avoiding truth in my life.

I was unconsciously constructing negative meanings/scenarios, and it literally was becoming true. However, at some moment I realized it was being constructed just by becoming aware of it. I'm doing it. I couldn't differentiate between my mind and the experience. It was dreamy. So direct. Serious as hell.

It was very energetic.

People's lives and jobs seemed like little specks.

Edited yesterday at 07:28 PM by Nemra

[Leo Gura]

@Nemra

[Leo Gura]

30mg will kill ya

 

[OBEler]

@Nemra oh yeah it is energetic 

Do you have eyes open? Your mind will tell you this is too much. But don't buy into it. Just try to relax.

[Nemra]

42 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

@Nemra

41 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

30 mg will kill ya

Yeah, that's too much for now.

I don't know what will happen if I add 2 or 3 mg more.

Edited 23 hours ago by Nemra

[Nemra]

7 minutes ago, OBEler said:

@Nemra oh yeah it is energetic 

Do you have eyes open? Your mind will tell you this is too much. But don't buy into it. Just try to relax.

I don't close my eyes.

[OBEler]

@Nemra what happens in your visual field with open eyes? 

[Nemra]

4 minutes ago, OBEler said:

what happens in your visual field with open eyes? 

5-MeO-DMT had transparent visual patterns, however, they weren't dynamic like the visuals of N,N-DMT and N,N-DPT.

[Leo Gura]

@OBEler You:

[Natasha Tori Maru]

On 07/11/2025 at 2:19 AM, Leo Gura said:

But a scratch.

You are in for a skull-fucking.

Starts with Shakespeare quote, ends with total obscenity 💀

[Leo Gura]

6 minutes ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

You are in for a skull-fucking.

Pretty sure Shakespeare said that.

[OBEler]

@Leo Gura lol that's exactly my reaction. Eyes closed feels saver somehow. At least if I get mindfucked I can say I didn't see it with my eyes.

[Natasha Tori Maru]

2 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

Pretty sure Shakespeare said that.

Hahaha

Waxing poetic.

I can picture you entering a beautiful troll mode of replying to posts in ONLY haiku !

[Nemra]

@OBEler, experiencing eyes open is great.

However, 5-MeO-DMT greatly affected how I felt. And there isn't an "eyelid" to stop feeling it.

[Leo Gura]

28 minutes ago, Nemra said:

And there isn't an "eyelid" to stop feeling it.

It's called booze 

[Nemra]

6 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

It's called booze 

I forgot about that. 

I already feel sick just by imagining drinking alcoholic beverages while tripping.