What i think what is truely happening with all lifes

[Jowblob]

I have studied many saints/masters , i have also witnessed how my own life is going.

 

I have concluded there are only 2 valid options.

1. Your higher self/astral self plans 90-100% of your life, meaning this body is just a machine/vr headset. Imagine most advanced alien civillization that has a technology like this, and then you have your god/astral self , the technology of the astral self will be far more advanced than that of the alien civillization. The human life has been created specifically how your higher self wanted it to go with its ups/downs and it just plays out like a movie.   Remember that "higher consciousness" or "higher technology" always overlooks the lower. (look at it as your higher self having gods shelf with different experiences/constructs) that are ready/made available that it wants to experience. (picture) 

Also most of you do not understand how severely and in lack you are in creativity, your ego might be given/programmed with a tiny pixel of creativity so that you might think you're an intelligent being. But in fact as Leo has said you are all like rats within a creation that you cant comprehend.

 

2. This is the highest consciousness i have ever reached by stopping my own heart under the influence of LSD and seeing into nothingness. All lifes or point of views that you have are different types of dreams within yourself/God. The main and ultimate reason that you decide to dream or escape into a dream is because at the highest possible consciousness level you become aware that there is no sleep/ that there is no body/ you are just consciousness vibrating and looking into the infinite nothingness not understanding why you exist and why you're infinitally forever aware and stuck within that potential/nothingness, for this reason you decide to escape yourself into a dream because then you're distracted from your infinite awareness without sleep.

[Malkom]

I remembered how, as a child, I and two other friends tried to summon aliens in a small park in the fall. Real, highly evolved aliens. We had a story that these super-intelligent beings could endow us with superpowers. And I remember how I identified my main superpower – to create objects out of thin air, out of nothing at all, pure magic, ahaha. From my vantage point, I understand a little of this other meaning: that life, the spontaneity of life, is always the creation of something new, original, a unique moment, without copying anyone, and with no limits, creation literally out of nothing, it's like spontaneous dance, when you just do it without thinking, everything happens naturally. Of course, it can't compare to the "Dance of Shiva," ahaha, but this small act is identical to the divine. You can extrapolate everything else and everything everyday here, for example, singing, or telling stories with inspiration, or creating something. That's why I needed aliens. To become like the gods . I just remembered.

[Jowblob]

1 hour ago, Malkom said:

I remembered how, as a child, I and two other friends tried to summon aliens in a small park in the fall. Real, highly evolved aliens. We had a story that these super-intelligent beings could endow us with superpowers. And I remember how I identified my main superpower – to create objects out of thin air, out of nothing at all, pure magic, ahaha. From my vantage point, I understand a little of this other meaning: that life, the spontaneity of life, is always the creation of something new, original, a unique moment, without copying anyone, and with no limits, creation literally out of nothing, it's like spontaneous dance, when you just do it without thinking, everything happens naturally. Of course, it can't compare to the "Dance of Shiva," ahaha, but this small act is identical to the divine. You can extrapolate everything else and everything everyday here, for example, singing, or telling stories with inspiration, or creating something. That's why I needed aliens. To become like the gods . I just remembered.

Yeah, i think first option is also most likely. That this human realm, is just a dimension of experience and this body is a machine/container. I mean cmon if god has existed forever then "god" has also learned the lessons of suffering. It is highly unlikely that "God" would forget itself in some dream and then suffer trying to get back to all the goodies. God is highly intelligent and would rather create temporary experiences and then get back to the "goodies" and then repeat. This is pretty much the only smart way, and you become appreciative of the "goodies". God isn't dumb to make human or other beings or himself to forget in a dream.

And based on my life and how it goes, it seems it is 100% preplanned and i'm just in a temporary human container.

Edited 8 hours ago by Jowblob