Justin my mind

Ego dissolution

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Having complete loss of self and other comes with relief but also some Existential terror don't know who the people in my life. Are Anymore. Have cerebral Palsy on one level so no separation has been there Even before the vale was Lifted, does anybody have an advice on how to integrate this and get some stability backbooks/ideas? 

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You just have to know that God will take care of you. Look at your life till now did God ever leave you totally fucked? No you are here right now while having absolutely no control the entire time.


Sometimes it's the journey itself that teaches/ A lot about the destination not aware of/No matter how far/
How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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Cannot integrate something that's not really happening. The self is already not there;  never has been, never will be. Like your name suggests, it's just in your mind and also another illusion. 


What you know leaves what you don't know and what you don't know is all there is. 

 

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On 1.9.2025 at 4:52 AM, Justin my mind said:

Having complete loss of self and other comes with relief but also some Existential terror don't know who the people in my life. Are Anymore. Have cerebral Palsy on one level so no separation has been there Even before the vale was Lifted, does anybody have an advice on how to integrate this and get some stability backbooks/ideas? 

I am familiar with this "who are others" impression and existential fear. What helped me (still does)

Physical stuff, movement and / or things you can touch. Play an instrument, some hobbies, play with toys, walk barefoot, cuddle with human/ pet, etc etc. keep in mind to have fun doing whatever you choose to do:)

And then: simply time and patience.


Here are smart words that present my apparent identity but don't mean anything. At all. 

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