I achieved enlightenment

[ExploringReality]

@Princess Arabia

Wow, I appreciate you pointing that out. I didn't see it that way and I really resonate with it. I didn't read the whole convo, I was telling you to let go as in be bigger than that person's remarks, maybe they're trying to pull you down into a low state and my intentions were to cheer you up, like an old person saying " don't pay those fools any mind". I apologize if my response came off harsh or triggered you. Namaste 

Edited July 11 by ExploringReality

[Princess Arabia]

If you notice, i do, it's only certain types of guys that wants to fuck with me on here. No matter how much disagreements I have with certain types, I never run into a problem nor disrespect. It's always respectfully agreeing to disagree this includes schizophrenia, breakinthe wall, davino, and many others who don't disrespect others. I just sense a projection and I sense it being personal for them. They will fuck wit me and take my response to "not them" but the op personally. If that's not picking on, and projecting their personal views about me on me, I don't know what is, and I'm never initially responding to them in the first place. The result, Arabia, let it go and shut up.

The paper trail is there, go read it.

Edited July 11 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

10 minutes ago, ExploringReality said:

@Princess Arabia

Wow, I appreciate you pointing that out. I didn't see it that way and I really resonate with it. I didn't read the whole convo, I was telling you to let go as in be bigger than that person's remarks, maybe they're trying to pull you down into a low state and my intentions were to cheer you up, like an old person saying " don't pay those fools any mind". I apologize if my response came off harsh or triggered you. Namaste 

I understand and I also apologize for how I came off at you by saying "don't tell me to let it go". Its just I'm tired of the one to always having to let go of the bullying I receive on this forum by certain types of guys. I know you didn't mean any harm and I respect that, but, come on, it's getting a bit out of hand. Someone here told me the same thing with the preety India issue, let it go. Not much said to the perpetrators. It's starting to seem personal at this point on their end and I'm responding to that. Never any reason for their animosities towards me.

Edited July 11 by Princess Arabia

[ExploringReality]

@Princess Arabia

Don't mess your shoes stepping on roaches. Lol 😆 

[Princess Arabia]

Just now, ExploringReality said:

@Princess Arabia

Don't mess your shoes stepping on roaches. Lol 😆 

No, I'm not stepping on roaches, they're bugging me and in the room where they might get sprayed.😏its ok, i'm good now. That energy is dissolving and going elsewhere. Thanks for your quirky words. They made me smile.

[Someone here]

@Princess Arabia I don't think it has anything to do with you being silenced by bad guys cause you are a woman who is confronting and assertive . I think it's because you hurt like death .

[Princess Arabia]

13 minutes ago, Someone here said:

@Princess Arabia I don't think it has anything to do with you being silenced by bad guys cause you are a woman who is confronting and assertive . I think it's because you hurt like death .

Ok, I hurt by saying I and achieve and enlightenment shouldn't be used in the same sentence. Well, you guys hurt like death when you say "tap that ass". How's that for a hurt. Men hurt when a woman says no so I understand how anything can hurt if a simple no hurts. Does that hurt. I'm just direct. Some just can't handle a woman's directness, they want roses and poses and fairytails from a woman but from a man directness is accepted and expected. It is because I'm a female and it is personal for them by the nature of the convo, and observing how men speak on here to each other or even about wonen and the hatred they spread and no one intervenes and says nothing. Even threaten to rape and murder women and it's bypassed. Don't tell me shit. You call my taking up for and defending myself after I tried to be nice and not confronting, confronting and assertive. Whoopiie. Did you read the whole convo. A woman can take but so much before she flips.

Edited July 11 by Princess Arabia

[Someone here]

@Princess Arabia shush 🤫 

[Princess Arabia]

Just now, Someone here said:

@Princess Arabia shush 🤫 

Ok.

[Someone here]

@Princess Arabia you know what ..I've changed my opinion..its actually because you take this forum and yourself too seriously.  There is nothing at stake here. This is just a place for cool advanced nerds to chat about interesting stuff .

[Princess Arabia]

9 minutes ago, Someone here said:

@Princess Arabia you know what ..I've changed my opinion..its actually because you take this forum and yourself too seriously.  There is nothing at stake here. This is just a place for cool advanced nerds to chat about interesting stuff .

I said ok. Whatever you say. Doesn't matter at this point. I'm already over it. I don't even remember too much what all that noise was about. That's the beauty of who I am. I'll probably be smiling with leelajoker tomorrow. I'm only bothered in the moment. Working on not being bothered at all. Don't even see where I take this forum seriously in the way you mean it. I respect this forum and try to maintain a certain standard. I said ok, and you still pushed it with criticisms. Perfect example of what I mean. Anyway, I'm done with this nonsense now.

Edited July 11 by Princess Arabia

[theleelajoker]

@Princess Arabia PM

[Aaron p]

How does truth freedom feel @TruthFreedom

[TruthFreedom]

@Aaron p

The thing is, people have an idea of what an enlightened person should look like, or should act etc.

The simple fact is that i experienced enlightenment. 

nothing else needs to be proven or demonstrated

[TruthFreedom]

I know that most people won't even notice my threads or posts,

But I've posted my experiences before.

I watched Leo's video on enlightenment, and as I was watching the video, I suddenly saw that my hands were not my hands, they were just hands.

Following on from that experience, I did hours of intense meditation and separated awareness from physical reality, resulting in me having convulsions of orgasmic (bodily) ecstasy, and repeating "oh my god" over and over.

I wasn't under the influence of anything.

And I'm beyond needing anyone to validate me or believe me.