The self

[gettoefl]

6 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

If you assume ideas that have not a real foundation you are stuck. Your mental structure must be open to see, and those ideas are a limit. 

If you prefer keep those barriers, it's your choice, but at the end are a jail

Did someone other than you create the dreams you indulge in at night? Same thing going on in the world at large. But it is not your ego mind creating the world. That is the one limiting you. It is universal mind that is accessed by aligning with your higher self, the one who is a reflection of love, peace and innocence.

Edited Tuesday at 07:55 PM by gettoefl

[Breakingthewall]

7 minutes ago, gettoefl said:

Did someone other than you create the dreams you indulge in at night? Same thing going on in the world at large. But it is not your ego mind creating the world. That is the one limiting you. It is universal mind that is accessed by aligning with your higher self, the one who is a reflection of love, peace and eternity

I'm not creating the dreams, they happen due some quadrillions of neural interconnections that happens due some quadrillions of relations with the whole of reality that comes from the infinite chain of cause effect or the totality . I'm floating in the flow of the reality, same than you, and every breath that happens is an effect of the whole and a cause of the whole. And it's absolutely impossible by definition knowing whats going to happen next, because it's infinite 

Edited Tuesday at 08:01 PM by Breakingthewall

[gettoefl]

11 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

I'm not creating the dreams, they happen due some quadrillions of neural interconnections that happens due some quadrillions of relations with the whole of reality that comes from the infinite chain of cause effect or the totality . I'm floating in the flow of the reality, same than you, and every breath that happens is an effect of the whole and a cause of the whole. And it's absolutely impossible by definition knowing whats going to happen next, because it's infinite 

Yes it's random, insufferable and incomprehensible and that's why it needs to be exited. God only deals in the perfect, the limitless, the oneness. We can make the leap. We are just making a crappy reality in our own minds. Or I should say we are painting over the true reality with a crappy substitute. Much better is in store and awaits us.

[Sugarcoat]

1 hour ago, gettoefl said:

I became more desensitised to the feeling. I feel deep compassion and gratitude to the body for its actions but it's ultimately just a place holder for me and I remind myself not to think less of it but to think of it less. It is like one of my pets. I don't want it so suffer pain but when it does we'll get through it.

That’s a good mindset to have

[Sugarcoat]

2 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

It isn't if you really perceive your fear. There's an energetic barrier of enormous force that separates the bad from the good. It's innate.

 

Now that you say it yea I agree. I have been all my life in decent situation but I have still had a lot of fear for example social anxiety in my past. This unease almost constantly present

2 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

I once took LSD, and at one point, I began to think about something I'd read: Congolese guerrillas forced 8-year-old children to torture their mothers, then kill them and eat their breasts, turning them into murderous psychopaths and slaves. I couldn't escape those images, from the child's perspective, then the mother's, then the guerrilla's, for hours. Then I began to see concentric circles of moaning impaled bodies around an enormous mountain of corpses. I saw all the human pain, the cruelty, the human fragility. It was impossible to escape, and impossible to accept. I was subject to it, but I couldn't accept it. At one point, after many hours,  I accepted it, and everything exploded like a soap bubble, and reality completely equalized. It was an act of the heart, an energetic movement. 

It's not real, not like accepting that you are going to be tortured tomorrow, it's a inner acceptation of what is "bad" in your deep programming. That's meditation, not silence the mind but perceive your energy. It's much more deeper than concept vs silence, it's inside, written in your genes

The point is not really accept being tortured, it's perceiving your energetic barriers that take the form of thoughts, preference, fear. See them directly and dissolve it that moment, it's like a game, that's meditation. Your thoughts are an expression of your energetic structure, that structure closes. It's possible to see it and change it. Of course, if tomorrow I'm going to be tortured, I'm going to get absolutely closed and on panic, I just can open those barriers in meditation, they are absolutely real, impossible to break absolutely but you can dissolve them a while 

I see what you’re saying

I find that dissolution of fear happens hand in hand with dissolution of self/mind. 
 

I struggled in past of being scared of imagery in my mind of for example possible horrible reincarnations I could go through. Now I don’t fear that in anymore. I have to be in danger directly to feel fear. It’s like my mind doesn’t have the same reality to it anymore. I can’t create fear through thought anymore
 

 

[Schizophonia]

2 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

 

I once took LSD, and at one point, I began to think about something I'd read: Congolese guerrillas forced 8-year-old children to torture their mothers, then kill them and eat their breasts

It's monstruous. 

[Breakingthewall]

31 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

It's monstruous. 

It seems to be the dynamic of power. Power is a possibility, so there's a niche, a gap. That gap is going be filled. It demands cruelty, ruthlessness, and an absolute focus on power, since the competition is total, so absolutely cruel beings emerge to fill that gap. There are not limits, seems that this is the dynamic of life, when something is possible, happens. 

Edited Tuesday at 09:09 PM by Breakingthewall

[Breakingthewall]

43 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Now that you say it yea I agree. I have been all my life in decent situation but I have still had a lot of fear for example social anxiety in my past. This unease almost constantly present

I see what you’re saying

I find that dissolution of fear happens hand in hand with dissolution of self/mind. 
 

I struggled in past of being scared of imagery in my mind of for example possible horrible reincarnations I could go through. Now I don’t fear that in anymore. I have to be in danger directly to feel fear. It’s like my mind doesn’t have the same reality to it anymore. I can’t create fear through thought anymore
 

 

For me there are a lot of uncociouss fears. Death, absolute loneliness, many others. They make us move, without emotions we would be totally still, that's why the mystics said: be still to reach the truth, but better trying to hack the system without having to become a vegetable. There will be time when we are dead.

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Breakingthewall said:

For me there are a lot of uncociouss fears. Death, absolute loneliness, many others. They make us move, without emotions we would be totally still, that's why the mystics said: be still to reach the truth, but better trying to hack the system without having to become a vegetable. There will be time when we are dead.

Yea some fears might be unconscious because we haven’t experienced the situation yet

[Schizophonia]

I hope that all this spirituality is actually a scam of the devil and that we will be saved after death.

[Sugarcoat]

My brain be like:

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZNdaQovSE/

[Breakingthewall]

1 hour ago, gettoefl said:

Yes it's random, insufferable and incomprehensible and that's why it needs to be exited. God only deals in the perfect, the limitless, the oneness. We can make the leap. We are just making a crappy reality in our own minds. Or I should say we are painting over the true reality with a crappy substitute. Much better is in store and awaits us.

The only exit that I see is here and now. opening yourself to what reality is and placing direct perception first and preference second. Not eliminating it, but not letting it reign. The only way is openness; the other possibility is religion, and it never brings real satisfaction. 

Edited Tuesday at 09:29 PM by Breakingthewall

[Breakingthewall]

8 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Yea some fears might be unconscious because we haven’t experienced the situation yet

Imo real meditation is in great part facing the fear itself. Not fear to something, but fear, all human have a lot inside, it's like a main energetic barrier that builds the human psyche. It's unconscious, see it requires look inside , open yourself totally. For example, 5 meo is scary right? You talked about it in another post. For me was absolutely terrifying, a real fear

[Sugarcoat]

17 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

Imo real meditation is in great part facing the fear itself. Not fear to something, but fear, all human have a lot inside, it's like a main energetic barrier that builds the human psyche. It's unconscious, see it requires look inside , open yourself totally. For example, 5 meo is scary right? You talked about it in another post. For me was absolutely terrifying, a real fear

A lot of fear is tied to something so it helps to expose ourselves to it to intensify it to be able to face it wholly, but yes you could have fear in you whilst in comfortable situation so there’s always chance to face fear

I took low dose of 5 Meo because I was afraid to go high because I didn’t know how it was gonna be. It was uncomfortable yes it exposed a fear in me I didn’t even know I had.