Nemra

DMT Experience

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24 minutes ago, Nemra said:

@LambdaDelta, were you clear about what you wanted from psychedelics before you took them? Did psychedelics make you think from scratch and reevaluate your approach?

No, I was doing no spirituality before psychedelics. All I had was a persistent sense that there's more to reality than everyone seems to see and dreams that accurately showed the future. There were no intentions besides curiosity, thanks to an internet friend who was into mushrooms. On the first trip I experienced God and here we are. 

I've always done independent thinking, but because I lacked consciousness of infinite intelligence and such things, I assumed I wouldn't get far with just my human mind. Naturally everything then shifted and had to be reconsidered from the ground up. I'm regularly finding new aspects to things I thought I already grasped entirely and some that I was totally wrong about, with an ever increasing complexity. 


Whichever way you turn, there is the face of God

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@LambdaDelta If I may ask, How do you find time for it juggling with practical life?

Have you structured your life so you have time for it?
Because I would imagine God-experiences can be so deep they mess with practical human life if you have a 9-5 job.

And it can be hard to integrate such experiences.

 And if so, how did have you done so.


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2 hours ago, freddyteisen said:

@LambdaDelta If I may ask, How do you find time for it juggling with practical life?

Have you structured your life so you have time for it?
Because I would imagine God-experiences can be so deep they mess with practical human life if you have a 9-5 job.

And it can be hard to integrate such experiences.

 And if so, how did have you done so.

I've been lucky to not need a job, yet. When I need to set up something serious in my life, I grind at it tirelessly till completion, then coast off the results for many months; normal but consistent schedule is hell for me. I'm also still in university, which I don't dedicate a lot of attention to, leaving plenty of free time. Being low-maintenance helps too, I live comfortably on less than 1k a month with ease, only travel is missing of the things I care about. Lastly, I seem to have some uncommon genetic advantages for this work, like fluidity of mind of a schizophrenic, risk tolerance of a psychopath, fixation on a special interest of an autist, etc. all working together in harmony, highly functionally, with only minor side effects. Save for one special occasion I've never been destabilized by mystical experiences; I've had psychotic episodes on bad trips, slept it off and back to business as usual. Realizing my mom is imaginary didn't complicate calling and talking to her the next day one bit. Call it natural detachment. 

In the next couple years I'll probably need to focus on the material more, so it's a good thing I did a lot of this work seriously while young. There's downsides too, like loss of ambition, but otherwise overwhelmingly positive. Having to undo all the biases, beliefs, attachments, etc. gets exponentially harder with age. Plus I now have the tools to avoid most corruption, traps, and such. A solid foundation to build something upon. 
Without finding God I'd have been lost/depressed/drug addicted/dead by this point. 

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Whichever way you turn, there is the face of God

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8 hours ago, LambdaDelta said:

No, I was doing no spirituality before psychedelics. All I had was a persistent sense that there's more to reality than everyone seems to see and dreams that accurately showed the future. There were no intentions besides curiosity, thanks to an internet friend who was into mushrooms. On the first trip I experienced God and here we are. 

I have the same question, on how to make space for psychedelics. I want to keep working with them but I don't see how I can do it while I study for my career. I feel like either you have your focus put on introspection, or over exams for university.

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