Trying to Understand the Blackpill

[Puer Aeternus]

2 hours ago, aurum said:

So have you given up on women, but now you're just more at peace with it? Like a voluntary celibacy. 

@aurum Not given up, I just don't care. But not in an apathetic woe is me way. I don't care to play the attraction game, it's not enjoyable for me. Already don't talk to many people and not planning on talking to many more in the future.

If I somehow meet someone I'm interested in. I'll just be direct. Hey, this is me. No bullshittin, no swooning oh I'll be a high value man and get a hot bod for you babe! No hiding the weird autistic shit I do. Just take it or leave it, up to her. Interested? Cool. Not interested? Also cool. I'm already cool on my own.

I can enjoy my solo time and satisfy my own sex drive WAY better on my own than with someone I'd have to play games for.

[Eskilon]

1 hour ago, Puer Aeternus said:

Not given up, I just don't care. But not in an apathetic woe is me way. I don't care to play the attraction game, it's not enjoyable for me. Already don't talk to many people and not planning on talking to many more in the future.

If I somehow meet someone I'm interested in. I'll just be direct. Hey, this is me. No bullshittin, no swooning oh I'll be a high value man and get a hot bod for you babe! No hiding the weird autistic shit I do. Just take it or leave it, up to her. Interested? Cool. Not interested? Also cool. I'm already cool on my own.

I can enjoy my solo time and satisfy my own sex drive WAY better on my own than with someone I'd have to play games for.

Congrats, you are free from so much human bullshit that way. Tbh this is kind of the endgame, if you have burned the female companion karma, that will set you free in so many ways.

[Puer Aeternus]

@Eskilon Thanks man! Yeah it wasn't a fun time to get here, but I'm glad this is something I get to spend so much less energy on now.

 

 

 

[Schizophonia]

On 12/06/2025 at 2:16 AM, Puer Aeternus said:

@Eskilon Thanks man! Yeah it wasn't a fun time to get here, but I'm glad this is something I get to spend so much less energy on now.

 

 

 

@Puer Aeternus Be aware, what must be precised is what is subject to doubt. What needs to be symbolized is what has not been integrated.
 

And the engine of the ego is symbolization, so you will not be able to manifest a girlfriend as long as you have this mental discourse; because the frequency of romantic love is contradictory to this frequency of demonstrating sovereignty, because everything you have said no longer makes sense in a frequency where you have a girlfriend.

 

The only way to win against the ego is to refuse to feed it, the simple fact of responding to you, of holding you up as a mirror shows that it has not been completely integrated in me, it goes that far eheh.

No attachment, no display of power, no feeding, ever.

 

You can easily get a girlfriend like that; let's be cynical even if you are ugly and fat you can always improve yourself, even have plastic surgery. Asperger's syndrome is also easily corrected via therapy, psychedelics and medication (less good solution; Asperger's and autism in general is essentially high anxiety.

[Puer Aeternus]

1 hour ago, Schizophonia said:

@Puer Aeternus Be aware, what must be precised is what is subject to doubt. What needs to be symbolized is what has not been integrated.
 

And the engine of the ego is symbolization, so you will not be able to manifest a girlfriend as long as you have this mental discourse; because the frequency of romantic love is contradictory to this frequency of demonstrating sovereignty, because everything you have said no longer makes sense in a frequency where you have a girlfriend.

 

The only way to win against the ego is to refuse to feed it, the simple fact of responding to you, of holding you up as a mirror shows that it has not been completely integrated in me, it goes that far eheh.

No attachment, no display of power, no feeding, ever.

 

You can easily get a girlfriend like that; let's be cynical even if you are ugly and fat you can always improve yourself, even have plastic surgery. Asperger's syndrome is also easily corrected via therapy, psychedelics and medication (less good solution; Asperger's and autism in general is essentially high anxiety.

Thanks, but honestly I'm good where I am at today. Not that I couldn't get a girlfriend.

I just prefer this sovereignty over that. Maybe it will change someday though, but who knows with the future anyways.