Witness The Unthinkable

[ivankiss]

Now let's make shit happen. 

[ivankiss]

You thought moving to a new country was challenging? Haha! 

Try doing it with 500 bucks on your account, knowing nothing and no one around, having no place to stay, no vehicle, no income, oh and it's peak fucking winter!

Plus! You are simultaneously going through a big heartbreak, a massive awakening, and... AND! You are trying hard to become a rockstar!

Ready? Go! 

 

Edited Sunday at 04:28 PM by ivankiss

[ivankiss]

That's right. Of course you wouldn't make it. You'd die at least 13 times by now walking in my shoes. 

Not to brag or anything... Just saying. 

[ivankiss]

Simply the fact that I survived all this is an epic fucking win already. It's priceless. 

But I am nowhere nearly done here. I am not only surviving, not only striving, but also succeeding in my greatest ambitions. Realizing my wildest dreams. 

And if you still don't belive me, that's great, because disbelief is in fact a necessary component for this trick to work. 

#kisskissbangbang

 

Edited Sunday at 04:31 PM by ivankiss

[ivankiss]

She's back, btw. Seeing her in a couple of hours. 

Yes, I already have a boner. 

[ivankiss]

I mean, if it's not impossible, is it even worth giving it a shot? 

[ivankiss]

I swear this is not even the first time I'm doing something that everyone thought cannot be done. It's like the 7th, at least. 

One of these days I might as well climb mount everest barefoot, for fun. 

[ivankiss]

Not much to worry about now, because in her own words, I hooked a wealthy Dutch woman, and I wasn't even trying.

[ivankiss]

And somehow, this time around it doesn't seem too good to be true. 

Green light. 

[ivankiss]

Haha! See, the mistake you'd make here, and I won't, is relying on the sense of security and abundance this relationship is providing, loosing your independence, your voice and ambitions. 

Instead of doing it like a boss, and allowing this relationship to just be a wonderful addition to your already epic journey, but still thinking for yourself, working for yourself, relying on yourself, counting on nothing but yourself. 

You codependent little devil. 

 

 

[ivankiss]

Off day. 

Mostly dedicated to music and sex. As God commanded. 

[ivankiss]

You are not ready

[ivankiss]

 

 

 

Circling the drain for years

Born into a hell

 

Fighting the current made you strong 

 

 

 

[ivankiss]

Gotta love being paid more than expected. 

 

 

 

[ivankiss]

The breath knows the way. 

Always. Ultra. 

 

 

[ivankiss]

Against all odds and in spite of you all. 

[ivankiss]

That's how. 

[ivankiss]

Gently lean into the pain and slowly breathe through it, you idiot. It's not rocket science. 

[ivankiss]

Oh you're not in pain? Haha. Pls. 

You can lie to yourself but you can't lie to me. 

[ivankiss]

I'll fight any one of you, anytime, anywhere. No matter how big your muscles are. Or your brainz. 

The only way you can defeat me is if you are standing in truth more firmly than I am. And let's be honest, you're not.