Witness The Unthinkable

[ivankiss]

You might think these are just some random old lyrics and some outdated music, but oh no, it's so much more than that.

These are light frequencies; timeless codes that activate your pineal gland and guide you through specific awakenings at a specific, predetermined point on your journey. Bro.

I placed it all carefully, deliberately and on purpose, just for you. 

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And if you don't like it, that's ok too. Not everyone has a great taste in music. Or life. 

I forgive you. God loves all equally. 

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You are worthy. 

I know it's funny but I mean it. 

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So back to what actually matters... 

Of course I don't want to become yet another classical guitar elitist now, or some flamenco maniac fingering his guitar violently on the street, Sunday after lunch. 

There's plenty of those kinds of clowns out there already. 

What I excel at, and has been always drawn to, is original composition. Something unique. Something that reflects me at a particular point in time. Something that came out of me. Something that I can proudly and narcissistically call MINE.

And that is what I want to continue doing, of course. Sure, I will learn a couple of twisted classical pieces, mainly for the sake of humbling myself, and also for broadening my vocabulary a bit. But I won't dedicate my life to learning other dead composers music. That's for sure. 

And also, metal. Prog. Rock. Jazzy fusion liquid pop whatever. I'm still loving and doing all that. Just balancing it all now with a softer, more romantic, nylon string based melody. 

Wow. I'm impressed how well I summed that all up. 

Must be cuz we're approaching the lion's gate or something. 

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Alright. 

I was approached by a lovely mature woman before work. Late 40s or early 50s I'd say. Great vibe. Super pleasant conversation. She came to me twice after the initial introduction. 

Loves and plays music, and also sings and organizes some kind of spiritual events. So yeah. That happened. 

Made me a bit late for work. Don't regret it. We agreed to catch up later. 

Just awesome. 

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Of course I'm thinking of fucking her already. Do you even know me? 

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I'm sure it would be a wild experience...

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She's basically my neighbor. Lives alone. Of course she already let me know she's single. Like, in the second sentence. 

Oh I'm so down. Let's hope we're on the same page. But also, it's not like I care too much. I'm too busy transforming into a ball of pure fucking light. 

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All is one and all is love. Except for mosquitoes. Fuck those terrible creatures. 

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I'll plant a seed beneath my feet
Someday
And breathe into it energy
Someday
I'll firm its' soil with a dance
And pray the sky will shine its' lamp
I'll water it with heartfelt love and
Someday, I'll awake...

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I'll pack a bag beneath the stars
When someday comes
And grip it when the missiles charge
When someday comes
I'll tend to it with utmost care
And open it when I can share
A slavery to its' perfection
Someday, I'll awake...

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I'll cry because I have the faith
That man can change his ugly ways
I'll throwaway the bag and seed
For no one owns what we all need
I'll begin, without, within
Searching, seeking, seeing
 

Endless endeavors

[ivankiss]

See? 

That's how you hit 3 nails with one swing. 

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So apparently GPS is struggling to locate me today. I don't blame it. I am basically a ghost at this point. 

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Carl Jung said it first and I confirm:

No matter how isolated you are, or how lonely you feel, if you do your work truly and conscientiously, unknown allies will come and seek you out. 

 

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But also, if it's not obvious enough yet... Do not take constructive criticism from people who never constructed anything. 

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In other words, thank you all for backing the fuck away, finally, and please keep it up. 

I'm doing magic over here. 

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Proving the entire world wrong is just a side effect of me being endlessly awesome. 

True story. 

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That's right. I'm not only the best, I'm also the worst.

A nice thought to fall asleep to. Yes. Goodnight. 

[ivankiss]

Should I stay or should I go, is the question of the day.