Is evolution just a quality of this dream/reality?

[Eskilon]

3 hours ago, Sincerity said:

3 hours ago, Eskilon said:

I've personally haven't experienced the example that I've talked, but I can intuit that it already happened

If it did „happen”, it wasn’t static forever because it’s not true now, so the ever-changing nature won after all and the „static infinity” didn’t happen. 

I'm being limited by language, but yeah you could say that it changed. But some infinities can have a starting point, by being a subset of a larger infinity, and a larger still(GOD).

[integral]

I hope that's not the case, I would like to die and be infinite intelligence

Edited April 24 by integral

[Sugarcoat]

12 hours ago, Eskilon said:

Yes it is possible, more common on psychedelics than other methods.

Cool didn’t know, never heard of it

[Eskilon]

15 hours ago, integral said:

I hope that's not the case, I would like to die and be infinite intelligence

That's bias! Why not infinite dumbness?

[Eskilon]

6 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

Cool didn’t know, never heard of it

Did you ever take any psychedelic？

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Eskilon said:

Did you ever take any psychedelic？

Yes but my parents found it and threw it away lol.😅 And I live at home so I don’t wanna risk it and try again. 
 

I did 5 Meo lol (maybe not the best idea for a newbie like me) and dmt . I just did a little bit of it, because I was afraid to take a lot. And my technique of administration wasn’t the best because I’m a newbie  so some probably got lost 

But one day when I live alone I’d like to explore it more!

[Eskilon]

10 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Yes but my parents found it and threw it away lol.😅

Conservative parents smh😪I know how it's like.

 

10 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

And I live at home so I don’t wanna risk it and try again. 

To try at home alone you need to start low, really low, for your first time a trip sitter might be required.

 

10 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I did 5 Meo lol (maybe not the best idea for a newbie like me) and dmt .

You are fearless lol.

 

10 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

But one day when I live alone I’d like to explore it more!

I would recommend you start low and with common psychs like shrooms, lsd, dmt(ayahuasca if you like group setting), peyote. And then once you got a taste of that for a few years you can jump into 5meos, it's the route I recommend lol.

Edited April 24 by Eskilon

[Nemra]

@Sugarcoat, book an affordable hotel room and do it.

I flew over 6,000 kilometers just to do it, even though I knew things could have gone so badly.

Although some things didn't go the way I thought they would.

Edited April 24 by Nemra

[Eskilon]

10 minutes ago, Nemra said:

I flew over 6,000 kilometers just to do it, even though I knew things could have gone so badly.

Do you live in North Korea or something? lol

I guess some 3 world countrys can be really strict with psychs

Edited April 24 by Eskilon

[Nemra]

1 hour ago, Eskilon said:

Do you live in North Korea or something?

Sometimes I think I might be living in NK. 😂

1 hour ago, Eskilon said:

I guess some 3 world countries can be really strict with psychs

Dude, I've been pulling my hair out since I learned about psychedelics.

They have banned every one of them that they are aware of.

Even if one of them isn't banned yet, they would suspect that you could be taking a psychoactive drug, and then they would try to find out and ban it.

I could get in serious trouble if I get caught.

I have to be very creative.

For now the safest options I have are to extract DMT and grow mushrooms, although the ingredients could also be problematic to import.

Luckily, I got my MHRB a few days ago. 😏

Edited April 24 by Nemra

[Sugarcoat]

35 minutes ago, Eskilon said:

Conservative parents smh😪I know how it's like.

 

I swear.

35 minutes ago, Eskilon said:

To try at home alone you need to start low, really low, for your first time a trip sitter might be required.

 

You are fearless lol.

 

I would recommend you start low and with common psychs like shrooms, lsd, dmt(ayahuasca if you like group setting), peyote. And then once you got a taste of that for a few years you can jump into 5meos, it's the route I recommend lol.

I started really low. But yea a trusted trip sitter would be ideal. 
 

I want to try common psychs that you mentioned yes. Someday probably when I live alone I will.

[Sugarcoat]

33 minutes ago, Nemra said:

@Sugarcoat, book an affordable hotel room and do it.

I flew over 6,000 kilometers just to do it, even though I knew things could have gone so badly.

Although some things didn't go the way I thought they would.

I’d have to come up with a lie, maybe I could say I’m sleeping at my friends house. But honestly I’m done with all that hiding I wanna do it when I live alone. Because occasionally my mom checks my transactions too lol

[Nemra]

49 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I’d have to come up with a lie, maybe I could say I’m sleeping at my friends house. But honestly I’m done with all that hiding I wanna do it when I live alone. Because occasionally my mom checks my transactions too lol

No one knows why I really traveled.

I only told my sister recently, and she was in shock for a while.

I have been thinking over this for about 5 years. It has been traumatizing for me to even entertain those kinds of ideas because of how taboo it is. It's literally unheard of.

Also, my parents and relatives don't know what I really think. Although, I'm showing and telling them bit by bit if they test me.

These things need to be a secret until you feel independent from your parents.

Luckily, I have been living without my parents total supervision, and I'm also a quiet person; otherwise, I would have a difficult time being able to think for myself.

49 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Because occasionally my mom checks my transactions too lol

Can't you get a credit card and not tell anyone?

Edited April 24 by Nemra

[Sugarcoat]

58 minutes ago, Nemra said:

No one knows why I really traveled.

I only told my sister recently, and she was in shock for a while.

I have been thinking over this for about 5 years. It has been traumatizing for me to even entertain those kinds of ideas because of how taboo it is. It's literally unheard of.

Also, my parents and relatives don't know what I really think. Although, I'm showing and telling them bit by bit if they test me.

These things need to be a secret until you feel independent from your parents.

Luckily, I have been living without my parents total supervision, and I'm also a quiet person; otherwise, I would have a difficult time being able to think for myself.

 

No need to tell family ever if you think reaction could be bad. But sure you could test it with little bits here and there, your sister didn’t have a good reaction so that wasn’t good but now you now more surely that they don’t approve of it….I don’t feel a need to tell my family luckily. I’m content with keeping it to myself. I’m also a quiet person so I generally don’t feel a need to tell things. So yes I won’t be open until I’m fully independent.

Do you live alone? It’s not important just curious 

Thats good you managed to do what you wanted despite being conditioned thinking it’s taboo!

1 hour ago, Nemra said:

Can't you get a credit card and not tell anyone?

I don’t know so much how credit cards work

I read they don’t have a bank account tied to them so that means when my mom logs into my banks website she won’t see the credit card as a third account and wonder what that’s for right? 

[Nemra]

25 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

your sister didn’t have a good reaction so that wasn’t good but now you now more surely that they don’t approve of it

Well, it was a strategic move, and also I was really tired of not sharing what I found wonderful with my sister after a long time.

One of my plans was to travel with her to go to an ayahuasca ceremony as a gift. 😁

25 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Do you live alone? It’s not important just curious 

Kinda.

I live with my sister for now, but we don't interfere in each other's lives.

25 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I read they don’t have a bank account tied to them so that means when my mom logs into my banks website she won’t see the credit card as a third account and wonder what that’s for right? 

Well, you have to create a bank account to be able to get a credit card.

But I don't understand how she would be able to track your transactions if she is unaware of your new bank account.

Edited April 24 by Nemra

[Sugarcoat]

33 minutes ago, Nemra said:

Well, it was a strategic move, and also I was really tired of not sharing what I found wonderful with my sister after a long time.

One of my plans was to travel with her to go to an ayahuasca ceremony as a gift. 😁

57 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

So that’s not gonna happen right ..

33 minutes ago, Nemra said:

 

 

Kinda.

I live with my sister for now, but we don't interfere in each other's lives.

 

Good

33 minutes ago, Nemra said:

Well, you have to create a bank account to be able to get a credit card.

But I don't understand how she would be able to track your transactions if she is unaware of your new bank account.

I have a main bank account and a main debit card. You’re not confusing the words debit card and credit card right? Because they are different 

I have another bank account with a debit card that she doesn’t see, that I don’t use anymore so it has no money on it. I could use that. But then the question is how am I gonna transfer money to that bank account from my original account, it’s gonna show on the transactions and she might ask “why are you transferring to that other account? “

To be more clear, she’s not able to see my transactions by herself, it’s works in the way that she asks me if I can log into my account , and I log in and let her see my transactions. The reason I don’t say “no” which I could and have the right to, is that she would get suspicious and it would maybe cause some tension at home. So I just let her see it. They have lost trust in me since they found my drugs in my room. 
 

I wanna say thanks for the suggestions! I appreciate it

Edited April 24 by Sugarcoat

[Nemra]

42 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

So that’s not gonna happen right ..

She said that she's glad that I told her beforehand because she thinks that I would be disappointed when she wouldn't find it interesting or exciting.

I got a solution for you regarding to bank transactions.

Read the instructions that ChatGPT came up with.

Edited April 24 by Nemra

[Sugarcoat]

8 minutes ago, Nemra said:

She said that she's glad that I told her beforehand because she thinks that I would be disappointed when she wouldn't find it interesting or exciting.

I got a solution for you regarding to bank transactions.

Read the instructions that ChatGPT came up with.

Yea it’s good you told her

Damn that’s so smart . Ima save that thanks

[Nemra]

3 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Damn that’s so smart . Ima save that thanks

You are welcome.

You have no idea what I told ChatGPT to provide that kind of solution. 😁

Edited April 24 by Nemra

[Sugarcoat]

3 minutes ago, Nemra said:

You are welcome.

You have no idea what I told ChatGPT to provide that kind of solution. 😁

Tell haha