Trip Report on Tampanensis

[Nemra]

I ate 15 gram fresh sclerotia at night.

My goodness! I died and born again.

Eyes closed or open, it didn't matter.

I became conscious that I created and dreamt my whole life. I just fucking forgot that, although I'm having a hard time trying to understand that in my current state. It was perfect and terrifying at the same time!

I thought that I would just realize some interesting thing. 😅

I saw undescribable things that I never could have imagined in my lifetime.

I witnessed a super alien mechanical infinite intelligence. I don't know where even to begin. I was having thoughts beyond my ability of thinking.

I literally was imagining worlds so alien to my experience. It was breathtaking.

At some point when I was high, I either had to choose to be or not to be a human. I chose to be a human.

I realized that I don't love myself enough!

There are things that I'm forgetting to say right now, but it was so beyond!

Ironically, the experience was TOTALLY endless. It was insanity!

I have become more sure, at least for me, that meditation is of little help to me. I'm sorry to people who cling on meditation, but this is way beyond from it.

@Leo Gura, thank you so much for making people aware of the potential of psychedelics!

Also, I have to say that I was technically sleeping while experiencing some stuff. I remember that I was talking to myself like a madman very quietly.

I'll be reflecting more about what the fuck I experienced.

Edited February 21 by Nemra

[PurpleTree]

Nice 👍 

[Yimpa]

On 2/20/2025 at 9:46 PM, Nemra said:

I just fucking forgot that, although I'm having a hard time trying to understand that in my current state.

[PurpleTree]

@Nemra

I remember you were asking for places to take psychs. So you doing it in Europe? And it’s successful, cool.

Edited March 4 by PurpleTree

[Yimpa]

Just now, PurpleTree said:

I remember you were asking for places to take psychs. So you doing it in Europe? And it’s successful, cool.

No, you have the wrong person. But thank you for noticing me!

[PurpleTree]

4 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

No, you have the wrong person. But thank you for noticing me!

Yea i already corrected the post a few seconds after writing it.

[Nemra]

28 minutes ago, PurpleTree said:

I remember you were asking for places to take psychs. So you doing it in Europe? And it’s successful, cool.

I stayed in Amsterdam for 5 days. Now, I am back. The city was beautiful and also warm, interestingly enough.

[Nemra]

45 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

I was a bit high when I was writing. 😁

Edited March 4 by Nemra

[PurpleTree]

1 minute ago, Nemra said:

I stayed in Amsterdam for 5 days. Now, I am back. The city was beautiful and also warm, interestingly enough.

Nice yea i like Amsterdam. Going back there end of April around kings day probably.

[Nemra]

Just now, PurpleTree said:

Nice yea i like Amsterdam. Going back there end of April around kings day probably.

I'm also thinking of going back there sometime this year again, but this time more prepared. 😉

[Nemra]

@PurpleTree, I couldn't get enough of looking at the buildings and the streets. It was beautiful for me.

Although, Copenhagen was more clean but was more cold and snowy.

 

Edited March 4 by Nemra

[PurpleTree]

1 minute ago, Nemra said:

@PurpleTree, I couldn't get enough of looking at the buildings and the streets. It was beautiful for me.

Although, Copenhagen was more clean but was more cold and snowy.

 

Yea personally i also love the architecture in Amsterdam the black buildings, the canals and such.

The overflow of tourists can be annoying but that’s in many cities in Europe.

[Nemra]

@PurpleTree, I like the tram, metro, and train systems in both cities.

I would definitely like to live in those kinds of cities.

[PurpleTree]

1 minute ago, Nemra said:

@PurpleTree, I like the tram, metro, and train systems in both cities.

I would definitely like to live in those kinds of cities.

Yea so many cities in Europe have great public transport actually and i’m very happy about it.

I actually haven’t been to Copenhagen but i think soon.

Also wouldn’t mind to live in Amsterdam for a while.

[Nemra]

@PurpleTree, also, I haven't seen LGBT people walk in public that easily. So that was interesting.

Edited March 5 by Nemra

[PurpleTree]

Just now, Nemra said:

@PurpleTree, also, I haven't seen LGBT people walk in the public that easily. So that was interesting.

Have you ever been to a parade?

I’ve been to Madrid once coincidentally while it was LGBT parade. It’s quite wild.

Almost all bigger west European cities have those parades and events.

[Nemra]

5 minutes ago, PurpleTree said:

Have you ever been to a parade?

I haven't. It was my first time in Europe.

5 minutes ago, PurpleTree said:

I’ve been to Madrid once coincidentally while it was LGBT parade. It’s quite wild.

😁

Even seeing the flag was parade for me in a sense. Those flags wouldn't last a day where I'm from.

[Nemra]

@PurpleTree, I forgot to say that the foods in the restaurants were delicious there.

Anyways, I'm glad that I had the trip. It was 😮.