I made stupid things and harm myself and others.

[Aaron p]

@jacknine119 if i were you id find ways to put walls and resistance in place inbetween you and gambling. this seems to be the biggest problem from what i can detect. like bro, if you could build up a few walls and strategy plans for this gambling thing you could legit just save money and use it to buy more smokes, at least it would me money in your pocket rather than a casinos...make pragmatic steps and action plans with a family member or support worker to avoid the gambling...like at least if you do that and save your money you can spend it on something unhealthy that gives you a little bit of pleasure rather than something thats unhealthy and gives you no pleasure and just takes all your money for no reason at all haha

Edited February 9 by Aaron p

[Fadl]

You gonna be ok.. but the process will take time and a bit of suffering .. be patient.. you chose this .. try to fix it one by one .. people will blame you but try to concentrate.. it's not the end of life. 

[jacknine119]

@Fadl yup my sister sometimes blames me and feel shame. But everything is better...

[Basman]

How did you run out of money in the first place? Gambling? Drink? Lack of employment?

It sounds like your an addict to be honest. Stealling your sister's shit to make a quick buck sounds like just an excuse to gamble. Your lucky she still tolerates you but that won't last if you don't shape up. Make it up to her by getting out of this mess sharp.