Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

20 hours ago, Jannes said:

The one girl I wanted to ask for a number today brought her bf/ fuckboy whatever with her again. I thought it was over with them or something. 

And I was really confident I wanted to ask her for her number today, I really pictured her as a viable girlfriend.

Well if she was still with him it wouldnt have changed much, but I could have asked her for her number way earlier. IF I WAS MORE OF A CHAD THIS WOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED. 

It interesting, without youtube to escape, I take all the blame on myself. 

I remember yesterday when I talked to my friend about it, I talked about it super openly. Like I just told my friend my feelings for her and didnt even hide it that much when someone else came into the group. 

I mean there is nothing to be ashamed about about having feelings for someone .. holy chad ..

[Jannes]

Whenever I am really engaged and even stimulated with university work I am also a bit numbed. Just a tiny bit though. 

[Jannes]

Saw a dude who is friends with the girl I clashed with at the social spot. He was with a dudes group. I was packing my stuff and he or someone in the group was like "PACK FASTER". Not sure if they are just natural assholes or if they knew who I was. 

Anyway it left a bit of a shock. 

[Jannes]

I am actually scared as shit because of that encounter. 

[Jannes]

11 hours ago, Jannes said:

I am actually scared as shit because of that encounter. 

It still sits in my bones. 

This is just a dimension where a smile fades. 

[Jannes]

Smoked some weed lol

Well the good kind that makes you sleepy, not the trippy one that causes brain damage. 

I had a gram of weed in my kitchen all this time lol

[Jannes]

On wednesday I was in such an intense mood, I could have really needed it to calm down. 

[Jannes]

On 23.7.2026 at 11:01 PM, Jannes said:

Saw a dude who is friends with the girl I clashed with at the social spot. He was with a dudes group. I was packing my stuff and he or someone in the group was like "PACK FASTER". Not sure if they are just natural assholes or if they knew who I was. 

Anyway it left a bit of a shock. 

I have this dude on WhatsApp because I studied with him in a group 6 years ago LOL

[Jannes]

Still havent that girl ..

Although interestingly with stimulation I would probably forget about it. 

Men this is so akward, I should stop doing stuff out of impulse period .. ? .. idk maybe I also realized in this situation ... or maybe I was just emotional and impulsive and ... and so both kind of have a point ... AAAaaaaahhhhh

[Jannes]

Tomorrow is a badass beach festival. 

I really need a break from all my shitty university work, this will be cool. 

[Yimpa]

41 minutes ago, Jannes said:

Tomorrow is a badass beach festival. 

Nice! I am going to a retro video game convention this weekend. My first time!

[Jannes]

9 hours ago, Yimpa said:

Nice! I am going to a retro video game convention this weekend. My first time!

Sounds fun! Well not to me at this point in time but generally so.. I guess there will be a lot of outfits?

[Jannes]

I had a weird dream today that there was a giant police or firefighting operation at one of my social spots going on. Well not the spot in particular but all around. And I walked right into it. 

Whenever I dream of something like this happens to a place of mine that feels like home my alarm bells ring. 

[Jannes]

With my newfound confidence and competence I find myself considering new possibilites to how I conduct my social life. 

Imagine I can just everywhere, be charismatic and well liked without much effort.. 

[Jannes]

Need better sleeping habits, its so late in the day now. 

And it doesnt even make sense, I woke up at about 12. How can 4 hours go by which are just filled with breakfast, showering, RV and lunch ..

[Jannes]

There is still time for the festival though ..

[Yimpa]

3 hours ago, Jannes said:

Sounds fun! Well not to me at this point in time but generally so.. I guess there will be a lot of outfits?

I’m not super passionate about retro video games, but it’ll be interesting to see things I have never seen before. I actually prefer watching videos of people talking about them, rather than playing them. Which brings me to my next point:

A YouTuber I’ve followed for nearly 20 years will be a special guest there - the James Rolfe / AVGN! I’ve never seen him IRL before, so that’ll be a surreal experience. I actually remember making a 5 minute video for him when I was a kid, sent it to him via email, and he watched it from front to back (presumably — he commented about the ending), so he really appreciated it!

If there are any interesting outfits at the convention (which, likely, there will be some people cosplaying), I’ll share it with you! 

[Yimpa]

1 hour ago, Yimpa said:

I actually remember making a 5 minute video for him when I was a kid

Oh.. I should have clarified. It was a 5 minute video, but there were TONS of research and details that went into it. Each frame meant something very special, so every second meant the world. This video took a lot of time and dedication to make, even though i the end product is only  5 minutes in the end. He definitely loved it

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