Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

20 hours ago, Jannes said:

The one girl I wanted to ask for a number today brought her bf/ fuckboy whatever with her again. I thought it was over with them or something. 

And I was really confident I wanted to ask her for her number today, I really pictured her as a viable girlfriend.

Well if she was still with him it wouldnt have changed much, but I could have asked her for her number way earlier. IF I WAS MORE OF A CHAD THIS WOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED. 

It interesting, without youtube to escape, I take all the blame on myself. 

I remember yesterday when I talked to my friend about it, I talked about it super openly. Like I just told my friend my feelings for her and didnt even hide it that much when someone else came into the group. 

I mean there is nothing to be ashamed about about having feelings for someone .. holy chad ..

[Jannes]

Whenever I am really engaged and even stimulated with university work I am also a bit numbed. Just a tiny bit though. 

[Jannes]

Saw a dude who is friends with the girl I clashed with at the social spot. He was with a dudes group. I was packing my stuff and he or someone in the group was like "PACK FASTER". Not sure if they are just natural assholes or if they knew who I was. 

Anyway it left a bit of a shock. 

[Jannes]

I am actually scared as shit because of that encounter. 

[Jannes]

11 hours ago, Jannes said:

I am actually scared as shit because of that encounter. 

It still sits in my bones. 

This is just a dimension where a smile fades. 

[Jannes]

Smoked some weed lol

Well the good kind that makes you sleepy, not the trippy one that causes brain damage. 

I had a gram of weed in my kitchen all this time lol

[Jannes]

On wednesday I was in such an intense mood, I could have really needed it to calm down. 

[Jannes]

On 23.7.2026 at 11:01 PM, Jannes said:

Saw a dude who is friends with the girl I clashed with at the social spot. He was with a dudes group. I was packing my stuff and he or someone in the group was like "PACK FASTER". Not sure if they are just natural assholes or if they knew who I was. 

Anyway it left a bit of a shock. 

I have this dude on WhatsApp because I studied with him in a group 6 years ago LOL

[Jannes]

Still havent that girl ..

Although interestingly with stimulation I would probably forget about it. 

Men this is so akward, I should stop doing stuff out of impulse period .. ? .. idk maybe I also realized in this situation ... or maybe I was just emotional and impulsive and ... and so both kind of have a point ... AAAaaaaahhhhh

[Jannes]

Tomorrow is a badass beach festival. 

I really need a break from all my shitty university work, this will be cool. 

[Yimpa]

41 minutes ago, Jannes said:

Tomorrow is a badass beach festival. 

Nice! I am going to a retro video game convention this weekend. My first time!