The Princess Diaries

[Princess Arabia]

Close your eyes. Where did the sense of sight go. It's not like you turned blind or you went through an operation that turned out wrong. All that happened was eyes closed and all of a sudden one cannot see; open eyes, see again. So I guess sense of sight is only partially working and is contingent on eyes being opened. Is the sense of smell, if working properly, only smells certain things; does it say I don't feel like smelling that. Thing is, cover the nose or stop the breadth the sense of smell doesn't work. That's the same as shutting the eyes and seeing stops.

Weird isn't it. If there are senses at play how are we controlling the senses with a call to action. By doing something. I can let the sense of sight go away just by closing my eyes. That's some powerful shit. What if I kept my eyes closed for a year straight. Does the Guiness Book of Records acknowledges someone who can make the sense of sight disappear for a year. Is that sense there at all times or only when eyes are open. Dunno

Edited July 6 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

Letting go, accepting and surrendering are nothing but spiritual jargon and mumbo jumbo. Just another to-do list for the sense of separation. 

Those words indicates separation and a separate person that can do those things by choice. It's a dream. No reality on its own. The individual lives in its own reality and cannot let go, accept or surrender to what is. Life is not personal and sees no one, it doesn't even see itself its so immediate. Knowing, understanding and clarity are also illusions. Can't know, understand or clarify what's not separate. 

All that's happening is nothing appearing as all those things and isn't separate from that. So it doesn't know, understand or can clarify what is already because that implies continuity which is also illusory where there is no time and space. Welcome to the dream where no one is dreaming and is the dream itself. 

Now let's carry on with knowing, understanding and clarifying, accepting, surrendering and letting go as that's life and we don't want death, do we. We have to stay alive. When the dream ends we're dead. This is already absence and that's why we seek. Seeking for what's not there. We have to know and the only way to know is by being separate. The knowing energy seeks to know but what it doesn't know is that it cannot know itself, so it keeps on seeking until it collapses and we call that death.

 

[Princess Arabia]

The teachings of awareness is only pertinent to what the observer can observe. If you are awareness and awareness suggests what one is aware of, is the individual aware of the inner workings of the body like the vestibular system which is responsible for balance and how the body coordinates it's movements to allow for inner perceptions. Perceptions not perceived by the observer. What's aware of that. 

[Princess Arabia]

Animals aren't suffering. What you see is an animal you relate to as being real like yourself and project that unto the animal and because we feel suffering, we say that animal is suffering. Suffering appears to happen, but it's not claimed by the animal like we claim suffering for ourselves. 

This isn't saying to ignore an animal that appears to suffer but there's no one to ignore or not ignore anyway and whatever happens happens. It's because we feel a sense of self why suffering is claimed as "my suffering". For the one who doesn't have that sense, it's just suffering but not happening to anyone.

[Princess Arabia]

Ever seen a mad man or a person that live on the streets picking garbage and eating whatever they can scrimp up from people's remains or those people who are just constantly begging for a dollar by the roadside or the alcoholic you see every year by the same corner. You know those people. You might have even donated a few dollars here and there. Ever seen a few for years maybe 5-10yrs doing the same thing looking the same but maybe a bit older. Never getting fat, never limping and crying out for pain, never walking with a stick, never getting chronically ill, obviously not going to weekly and monthly check-ups or routine doctor visits and even more obvious not at home making green smoothies and eating salads and counting calories and watching their sugar intake. None of that stuff is happening but they are doctor free, medication free, disease free, fat free and walk faster than a church mouse can run and obviously no dimentia or Alzheimer's. They remember the same spot to go and very rarely get hit by cars and are pretty coherent except for the ones that are obviously mad.

You get the drift of what I'm saying. I'm sure there are some that have gotten ill and probably passed away or whatever but I've seen some for years who just keep on trucking. While us folks as soon as we slip up here comes the pre-diabetes and the high blood pressure and the stroke and the cancer and the degenerative diseases that's plaguing mankind where we take medications galore and pill pop and have to go for doctor's visits to cure our sleeping problems and high cholesterol and sibo and gall bladder issues and watch for gluten sensitivity and everything else on the planet that the homeless, mad, discombobulated alcoholic and trash-digger are immune to. 

Another clue how this shit is just going to appear however the fuck it wants. Go ahead and make up stories all you want as to why this is that way and that is this way. What goes for one person doesn't have to go for another and there is really no cause and effect happening here. These are the kinds of things I look at, and observe and notice including how the baby operates, but that's another topic.

[Princess Arabia]

When we sleep there's nothing there; that's what NOTHING is like. What appears in our dreams is random, spontaneous, boundless, timeless, limitless, spaceless, not going anywhere, didn't come from anywhere, isn't moving nor is it still, it's real and unreal, nothing to get from a dream only fantastical stories and fantasies, dreams are boundless and description that describes THIS. All there is. If we imagine a night dream and it's components and how it appears, the same applies to appearances here. It seems to happen in the head or within consciousness but it's not, it's not really happening but seems real while we're asleep dreaming. No one says this dream seems real even though it's a dream; it's after one awakens when it's like, holy moly, that nightmare sure felt real or that dream felt do real and sometimes if someone awakens you in the middle of R.E.M sleep where dreams occur, it's feels like a shockwave and we need a few minutes to recover from the shock. 

Think of all of reality and what appears as if it's a dream that you have claimed to be conscious in and aware of. You're saying that when you sleep at night you're outside looking in at the dream and that you're conscious that you're asleep. That's what's being presumed here when we say we're conscious and aware. That's the 'waking dream". There's no one conscious and aware of anything only seems that way. This is not a dream, you are the dream. The one that claims and relates is the dream and is not separate from. The one that thinks it's experiencing, relating to others, perceiving reality, seeing, tasting, touching, hearing, smelling is the dream. Those things are actually appearing to happen, but to no one, by no one and for or against anyone. We've grabbed a hold of the appearances and labeled it and categorized it and measured it and judged and criticized it to pieces and claimed it to be happening to us when in fact it's happening all by itself just like a nightly dream does. Whew that's enough.

[Princess Arabia]

THE MOST IMPORTANT MESSAGE YOU WILL EVER HEAR. (So says I, anyway, and life doesn't give a shit) Here goes...

 Life is just seemingly moving along all on it's own with ease. Nothing is struggling to appear. Nothing is having any problems. Everything is perfectly doing it's thing and there's not a thing wrong. Let me explain.

Problems are being problems. Problems aren't struggling to appear, they appear with ease. There's nothing stopping a problem from appearing as a problem and problems are not trying to be solutions. Solutions are just simply being solutions and nothing can stop a solution in it's tracks. Wouldn't be a solution then, would it.

Constipation has no problems being constipation. Constipation is not in between being constipation and diarrhea. Diarrhea is not struggling to appear to be either. Both are perfectly flowing naturally in the flow of life on their own as their own.

If one cannot pay the rent. Cannot pay the rent is not having any problems with itself. It's simply being "cannot pay the rent". It doesn't pay the rent and still appears as cannot pay the rent and confuses itself. Cannot pay the rent is always being and flowing as cannot pay the rent effortlessly. 

A car crash. A car crash is being a car crash. Do you ever see a car crash and in the next second the car is back to normal as if nothing happened. No, a car crash will always be a car crash. Fixing that car is fixing that car appearing. Do you ever see someone working on a car and that someone just disappears in thin air. No, someone fixing a car is effortlessly and perfectly appearing as someone fixing a car. No questions there and no doubts. Whether they're doing it correctly or not is another issue; and then 'are they doing it correctly' is perfectly appearing as 'are they doing it correctly'. 

Two people arguing. Life is appearing as two people arguing effortlessly. If those two people are going back and forth between arguing and making up, then that is also happening effortlessly; arguing and making up is appearing effortlessly.

Murder, A murder occurred. Where is the struggle in that. If it's murder, it's murder. Murder isn't struggling between being murder and manslaughter. If the prosecutor is struggling to decide if it's murder or manslaughter, then deciding if it's murder or manslaughter is effortlessly appearing. 

Can't find a girlfriend/boyfriend. That's not a problem for life. Life is appearing as can't find a gf/bf. Where's the struggle, where's the challenge. Can't find a gf/bf is not struggling to appear as such, it's simply happening and flowing with the current. 

Do you get the drift. There are no problems to life, there are no struggles, challenges, issues and everything is effortlessly appearing. Barriers are being barriers effortlessly and challenges are not struggling to be challenges. A whimpering dog is not having a problem whimpering. It is effortlessly whimpering and being a whimpering dog.

I won't get to drastic with this as some may not understand what's being said here and start to take it personally. One example is a molested child. A molested child is not struggling or fighting to be a molested child, a molested child is not trying to be a molested child nothing can stop that from happening and I'm not speaking of preventing. Trying to prevent child molestation is simply appearing as trying to prevent child molestation, where is the struggle in that appearance. I won't get any more drastic and sensitive with this but you get the drift .

Nothing is a problem and life is smoothly flowing as itself. War is being war and isn't confused within itself. If there was confusion then confusion is being confusion. Everything is simply being itself all on it's own and without anyone in the driver seat. If you've read this post and disagreed with it, disagreement happened all on it's own. Did you plan to disagree with this post before you even saw it. Even if you said to yourself that next post Arabia makes I'm going to disagree with, that happened all on it's own effortlessly and there was not an ounce of struggle and challenge that had to happen for you to say that, and if there was a struggle for that to be said then that struggle did not struggle to appear to happen.

Problems, challenges, horror, sadness, happiness, envy, jealousy, joy, a broken foot, a hemorrhage, cancer, high blood pressure, diabetes, loneliness, addictions, all of it, none of life is struggling to appear, none of life is problematic into itself, cancer isn't struggling to be, neither is a heart attack. Do you see a heart attack arguing with itself or with diabetes saying I want what to be what you are or is heart attack jealous of strokes and want to beat up a stroke so it can become a stroke. No, a heart attack is simply and effortlessly being a heart attack with no problem. 

Whatever is happening in life is simply being itself. Struggles are not trying to not be struggles. If a person is trying to not struggle, where is even the effort in that. Do you struggle to struggle. Struggling effortlessly appears. Suffering. Suffering effortlessly appears. No one did that, it just is simply being suffering. If one feels like they're suffering, then where was the struggle in that. Hmmp, uggg, arrggg, uck, uck, umph, umph, that person suffering is having a hard time appearing as such...oh my life is fucking up, that person just can't appear as someone suffering, it keeps going in and out of appearing as such, oh my life is struggling...NO, life has no problems appearing as someone struggling and suffering. It is effortlessly being that and nothing can get in it's way NOTHING. 

It is not that we see it another way and it's personal to us. NO, NO, yes, yes that might be the case but no, no, that doesn't need to change, can't change. There is no problem with us, there is no problem because we want life to be how we want it to be, there is no problem because we can't see the perfection. Those aren't human problems and we don't need to adjust our ways to fit in with life's im-personability. That is also happening effortlessly. No matter what is happening, it happens effortlessly and perfectly. Even imperfection and effort happens effortlessly and perfectly.

So, IT'S ALREADY DONE. I can't explain that phrase any simpler. It maybe misunderstood; but even that, if you misunderstood, didn't take any effort. Life is effortlessly happening all on it's own and without a driver. It doesn't need one because it's not headed anywhere or coming from anywhere. If you cannot pee and are struggling to pee that is effortlessly and perfectly being "struggling to pee". Apply that to everything else and you will understand what's being said and I mean everything...EVERYTHING.

Maybe with those eyes you can see the freedom and liberation that this is. 

Effortlessly and perfectly being free to appear as anything. Liberated from itself from having to be anything other than what it is. Forever free flowing without any limits. It's so free it's unimaginably free.

Edited July 8 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

Iin other words die.

In other words "die". It's death to the knower to not know. 

Very, very, very, very, very profound statements. Only problem is, there's no one left to know that they don't know. The person is the knower and cannot not know because that also has to be known.

Notice how Leo's teachings seem to vary and are all over the place. Remember when he posted about knowing God and how to see God and to look at a fork and all that jazz and seeing God everywhere and now he says God cannot be known. This is utter perfection. It can't be any other way because there is someone seemingly perceiving this reality (me) and it's spontaneous and free and chaotic and it's in 'real time' so there will be loopholes in my perceptions. Very subtle inconsistencies and that's why it cannot be held unto or practiced. It's utter madness. Not saying Leo's teachings are inconsistent, but my perception of it is and that is utter perfection. Can't be any other way because nothing is happening in time and nothing is being continued. Continuity is illusory. So randomness is what's happening and can seem to appear orderly. This is why some question what he's said in the past that doesn't line up with what he's currently saying. I've seen this numerous times where people challenge his past sayings with his current ones. Utter perfection.

Edited July 8 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

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Had to post this one too. It's exactly what's being done here. My little journey to nowhere. I'm loving this journey. I don't even trust my own insights at times. The ones that make it in this journal are the one's that make it. Do you know how many times I've started to write something and erased it because it debunked itself. This is why I say, these are 'my own thoughts' (not really), and not to be taken as facts, truths, or teachings because they're not intended as such. I just love to write about this, I'm very passionate about it and i enjoy ruminating about life and the Absolute (Not a fan of the word God, but same thing and I'm not hung up on not using it, I just don't as much and prefer Absolute, nothing, this or all there is. Doesn't matter. Oh my God.

[Princess Arabia]

Leo speaks to and from the dream. (this is what I say and doesn't make it so). I can only speak from the I myself and what I think in the moment. 

The more conscious one tries to become is the more locked into the dream they are. There is no one to become more conscious. That's within the dream. That's doing, controlling, becoming not what is already. There's no getting closer or away from what already is. Sure, one can appear to be more conscious or raise their consciousness levels, but it's illusory and belongs in the dream and is in that reality only. Drop the one doing all that, and it all goes away. All that needs an observer to have a reality. Trying to become more conscious or trying to raise one's consciousness levels solidifies the dream and makes it keep appearing to be real, meaning having a reality on it's own. It's the same as enlightenment turned in on itself or turned backwards which is the end of the conscious person that collapses into infinite love, where is the consciousness in that, there's no one to become more conscious.

Doesn't matter as that's infinity being that too. Can't escape freedom. It's already done.

Edited July 8 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

If I don't write when the thought hits me, I'll forget what it is I wanted to talk about. Something in the moment will bring about the thought or insight but I can't save it for later without making a quick note in my notes something about the topic. Meaning, if something hits me or if I experience something or someone said something or I thought of something, whatever the case is, if I don't come on here right away or in a few and start writing and wait till later on in the day, I won't remember what I wanted to write about. So, I may jot down the idea or story or whatever in my notes on my phone and go back to that to see what the thought was. Nothing can be held unto and why we forget things at times. Most times I'm just writing but throughout the day things come to me and i can't write about it then, for whatever reason, so I make a note for when I'm home or in a more relaxed state. That blog post post, was very spontaneous as I was about to log off and went on the blog and loved those posts so much, I had to repost and say a little sumthin'sumthin'. Most of the journalling is spontaneous and on the spot. There will never be a shortage of anything to write because I rarely think of myself, my problems, my past, who done this to me and why, what I went through as a child or who loves or hate me, any mistakes I've made, etcetcetc. Only a few things but not overwhelmingly so. I'm almost always in the direction of reality, metaphysics, the absolute, this or whatever word. The mind doesn't wander too much into imagining what's not there or so much about my life. No, no, it doesn't need to because life is what is....what's there to be wrapped up in but only respond to. So I very rarely tell stories about the past and I pretty much just listen to and watch people go by and in their own world. There are a few things that are there and that I engage in and not really a pleasant experience but that's ok because I'm not looking for pleasantries, they are certain addictions that are latched on to this body and are not problematic in the long run only when happening at the time to the observer but nothing is trying to be fixed, it's just there along with everything else. This post was as spontaneous as it gets as I was infront of the computer and already logged on when the thoughts kept pouring in and i just wrote. No paragraphs or nothing. No checking for grammatical errors and I will leave it this way. 

[Princess Arabia]

You never stopped doing anything. That thing is just not appearing anymore. You don't lose memory. Memory is simply not appearing. No one loses anything, really, because it was never owned to begin with. 

[Princess Arabia]

There's noone to say since Princess says this is how life is or what's happening, then I'll just not do or do this instead or not be a certain way. 

[Princess Arabia]

Going Meta is also an illusion. There's no one to step outside of itself to observe itself.

[Princess Arabia]

. The me wants everything to be useful to it and that's why this is a thing. Here she says "a pointer is a pointer, and that's useful". She says what she says because radical non-duality is useless to the individual. If there was something to get from it, it would be a different story. Twerking and cursing people out is also useless. Go ahead, tell me I'm gaslighting this woman. I'm saying, she finds no benefit in it, neither do I btw, so it's useless to even talk about it. Me, me, me, me, me ,me.

[Princess Arabia]

No one can say I don't deeply understand my delusions and/or misunderstandings. I write enough on each topic I write about to display a level of understanding to the point of writing in my own words, using analogies and stories to explain the delusion. Hehe 

[Princess Arabia]

"Here" and "there" is a spacial sense. We're sensing our way through the illusion. The illusion of the separate sense of self. 

[Princess Arabia]

All spiritual teachings speaks to and from the dream and there's also nothing wrong with that. There's nothing wrong with anything.

I don't sense that, no one here knows that,l; these are just words uttering nonsense and so is every other word. This is what I'm actually saying, awyunbcf, op, bidet dryomnb, Now you're going to sense your way to understanding that nonsense. Can't, because there's no sense to decipher those words. No recollection in the imaginary brain to decode that. The rest of the post you can because it was learnt. Without knowledge, learning and understanding, and someone to objectify all that, this is nothing. 

What's the point in saying this, there's none. Life is free, it doesn't need a point, the dream does. The felt center does, the felt sense of a position in space and time does. 

Edited July 9 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

No one is really attached to anything nor can anyone actually detach from anything because there are no actual things and no one to attach or detach.

Edited July 9 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

Can't have corruption without it's opposite. Why is everyone focused on the corrupt.