Random thoughts

[Sugarcoat]

3 minutes ago, Salvijus said:

I would imagine he would find an empty hole in Sugarcoat's case. Or some kind of problem there why she feels disconnected and out of touch from herself. I have a feeling probably  everything is out of whack in her energy system lol. That's why I recommend it. 

I feel disconnected from myself because of all the dissolution that has happened in my self, creating that gap in the brain. 
my energy system, well I don’t feel my energy because I’m disconnected from myself

[Salvijus]

9 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I feel disconnected from myself because of all the dissolution that has happened in my self, creating that gap in the brain. 
 

Yea I remember your explanation of it. I was not trying to disagree with it. I'm just saying there could be an equivalent manifestation of the problem in the energy flow somewhere. It's just my intuition tho

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Salvijus said:

Yea I remember your explanation of it. I was not trying to disagree with it. I'm just saying there could be an equivalent manifestation of the problem in the energy flow somewhere. It's just my intuition tho

It’s fine you have your view of it.

[Sugarcoat]

19: sleep paralysis and astral projection 

Commonly it is said that you can hallucinate during sleep paralysis. And during astral projection you can travel and see all sorts of stuff. I wonder though, is it all hallucinations of your own mind or can you actually encounter real entities. From my own experience I would say that it’s possible to encounter real entities, but that most things are hallucinations. During my own sleep paralysis episodes I would always get these intense vibrations. I feel there’s something special about them, it’s like this stage that opens up the possibility to transition to astral projection. I wonder how those vibrations works, why we have them, what are they even. 

[Salvijus]

15 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I wonder though, is it all hallucinations of your own mind or can you actually encounter real entities.

It's a combination of both. 

When a person is picking up on energy, mind will try to explain what it is that you're feeling, and it will give you a mental image of the energy you feel. That mental image may not be 100% accurate unless your mind is super pure and your ability to sense energy is super sharp. 

So for example you may feel a malevolent energy. But your mind doesn't know exactly what to make of it. So it would paint a black figure for you. And then it's up to you to interpret it what it is. So what you see is technically your mind's creation and it's filtered through your conditioning for you to understand, but it is based on something real, an actual energy that you're actually interacting with. 

Edited September 8, 2024 by Salvijus

[Keryo Koffa]

27 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

19: "I can't tell what's real and what's hallucination" reminds Keryo of something

 

Edited September 8, 2024 by Keryo Koffa

[Sugarcoat]

6 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

 

Cool

[Keryo Koffa]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

Cool

"It's okay, relax"

[Sugarcoat]

5 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

"It's okay, relax"

Such kind words 

[Sugarcoat]

20: my interesting dreams tonight 

it’s 4 am and I just woke up from a dream. I wanna write about it now as I still remember it. I dreamt that I had a long discussion with my mom and sister. The interesting thing about it was how elaborate and clear the discussions were. Usually when you have a dream it’s pretty random things, but this was like it was a real life discussion. 
 

we discussed what rape is, and I defined it very clearly. We discussed what god is, if god is separate or everything. I also talked about how it’s beneficial to talk about things, that it can clear out energetic blockages in the energy system and develop you . 
 

im fascinated by this dream. I also remember waking up at times and feeling this sort of energy going up through me, especially in my head. I have had sleep paralysis with vibrations many times, but this felt somewhat different.

i also remember dreaming that I was hallucinating a middle aged man being in our apartment. I also mentioned how I used to hallucinate as a child. For example maybe two times as a child, as I was awake I hallucinated (or maybe it was real) that there was a black silhouette standing at our doorway. 

Another thing I wanna add is that sometimes when I wake up at night from a dream I will feel just so slightly scared. Just like I am now. It feels as if there is a sense of “presence” to my environment. 
 

i believe there is something to this, maybe there are times, for example while just haven woke up from a dream that you are more “receptive” to things. So that’s where the scared feeling comes from, you being more receptive and able to “sense” things like potential paranormal phenomena. I hope I’m making sense. That’s it for tonight. Cheers

 

[Sugarcoat]

21: experimenting with diet

 

In my past I used to suffer from severe chronic abdominal distention. After every meal I’d get distended. Then I experimented with diet to try to see if any foods were the cause. ( I didn’t find any correlation)

I went on a few weeks of essentially zero FODMAP diet, eating mostly animal foods. Almost zero fiber. 
 

Then one night I got cravings so I binged on white bread and some sweets. I woke up the next day severely distended. Had a severely sore throat. Then a few days later developed a massive ear infection 

 

My conclusion from this experience is that the lack of fiber in my experimental diet negatively affected my gut, maybe by lessening the diversity of microbiota, and thus increased my gut’s sensitivity causing the strong reaction to the binge.

when I eat a higher fiber omnivorous diet, my body can tolerate a binge.

its not to say the binge is good, it’s certainly bad, but a healthy gut shouldn’t react so severely to it. (Btw I don’t binge anymore)

Some people have similar experiences with reacting to foods and might interpret this as those foods being the problem, but instead in some cases maybe it’s the sensitivity of the gut that is the problem, and /or the lack of diverse microbiota. 

[Salvijus]

8 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

21: experimenting with diet

 

In my past I used to suffer from severe chronic abdominal distention. After every meal I’d get distended. Then I experimented with diet to try to see if any foods were the cause. ( I didn’t find any correlation)

I went on a few weeks of essentially zero FODMAP diet, eating mostly animal foods. Almost zero fiber. 
 

Then one night I got cravings so I binged on white bread and some sweets. I woke up the next day severely distended. Had a severely sore throat. Then a few days later developed a massive ear infection 

 

My conclusion from this experience is that the lack of fiber in my experimental diet negatively affected my gut, maybe by lessening the diversity of microbiota, and thus increased my gut’s sensitivity causing the strong reaction to the binge.

when I eat a higher fiber omnivorous diet, my body can tolerate a binge.

its not to say the binge is good, it’s certainly bad, but a healthy gut shouldn’t react so severely to it. (Btw I don’t binge anymore)

Some people have similar experiences with reacting to foods and might interpret this as those foods being the problem, but instead in some cases maybe it’s the sensitivity of the gut that is the problem, and /or the lack of diverse microbiota. 

I've been eating according to the ayurvedic/tcm principles for a few years now. I can say eating food in proper order and in proper combination makes a huge difference for the digestion. Normal science is also starting to say similar things now. "Goddess of glucose" is one example. 

According to the sources i mentioned before, you always have to put some veggies, leafs before the carbs or protein. 

Edited September 15, 2024 by Salvijus

[Sugarcoat]

11 hours ago, Salvijus said:

I've been eating according to the ayurvedic/tcm principles for a few years now. I can say eating food in proper order and in proper combination makes a huge difference for the digestion. Normal science is also starting to say similar things now. "Goddess of glucose" is one example. 

According to the sources i mentioned before, you always have to put some veggies, leafs before the carbs or protein. 

That’s interesting, I’ve heard just a little bit of it mentioned by conventional science

[Sugarcoat]

22:

I think about suicide so often I don’t know how much longer I can stand my life. 

[Sugarcoat]

23:

What is this love thing that reality supposedly is. Everything being love. I don’t feel it. 

[Keryo Koffa]

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

23: What is this love thing that reality supposedly is. Everything being love. I don’t feel it. 

What do you mean? I'm breathing it right now & so are you. You're literally made out of it, it glues your cells together, atoms too, thoughts too, your mind is made of love-glue, your identity is made of love-glue. Your body is made of love-juice. The air is made of love-fusion. And the universe expands out of love. The earth holds itself together with love and if you hate something, you love to hate it and if you're sad, you yearn for love out of love. And even when you're apathetic, it's a subconscious configuration of love, might not be very effective at feeling love though as much as being it. But you'd love to work that out, wouldn't you?

[Sugarcoat]

10 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

What do you mean? I'm breathing it right now & so are you. You're literally made out of it, it glues your cells together, atoms too, thoughts too, your mind is made of love-glue, your identity is made of love-glue. Your body is made of love-juice. The air is made of love-fusion. And the universe expands out of love. The earth holds itself together with love and if you hate something, you love to hate it and if you're sad, you yearn for love out of love. And even when you're apathetic, it's a subconscious configuration of love, might not be very effective at feeling love though as much as being it. But you'd love to work that out, wouldn't you?

That was actually quite beautiful. So everything is love because everything is unified that’s what it means or? I mention it because once a kind of “spirit” told me so during sleep paralysis vibrations. But I’d love to “feel” love.

Edited September 15, 2024 by Sugarcoat

[Keryo Koffa]

Physical Laws = Law of Attraction = Love in Motion

Identity = Psychology = Behavior = Strategy = Means = Desire = Meaning = Lack = Love

Hate = Reason = Loss = Love

Life = Love, Evolution = Love, Existence = Love, Health = Love, Purpose = Love, Reality = Love

Are you seeing the Love now?

Love Love Love Love Love 💗🥰

 =  =  =  = 💗

Edited September 15, 2024 by Keryo Koffa

[Sugarcoat]

6 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

Physical Laws = Law of Attraction = Love in Motion

Identity = Psychology = Behavior = Strategy = Means = Desire = Meaning = Lack = Love

Hate = Reason = Loss = Love

Life = Love, Evolution = Love, Existence = Love, Health = Love, Purpose = Love, Reality = Love

Are you seeing the Love now?

Love Love Love Love Love 💗🥰

Ok lol. What a reach lowkey 

[Keryo Koffa]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

Ok lol. What a reach lowkey 

Fine, Dr. Prof. Prof. @Sugarcoat,  you explain it 😁