Why 5MeO-DMT is so tempting and terrifying at the same time?

[TheGod]

The last time I did 5MeO-DMT in October. I reached breakthrough and I made a video for of me saying: “I’m God and I don’t want to wake up. Ego wants to awaken but God doesn’t” Since then, I’ve been having a lot of dreams where I would vape 5MeO. Sometimes I’d wake up in the middle of the night both terrified and happy at the same time.

I have a strong desire to do it again, which is why I just ordered it. I think the weather is just perfect and since I live in the Rockies (Banff, Canada) I just can’t miss this opportunity (it’s one of the best places for tripping in the world).

I’m both excited and terrified to do it again. The last time I did 5MeO I realized that if I do it more in the future, I might not be able to come back. I already shifted my default state of consciousness, but I’m not in the Being or God state 24/7. My biggest fear is to lose my ability to play this game of life. What are the odds of this happening?

[Javfly33]

11 hours ago, TheGod said:

I have a strong desire to do it again, which is why I just ordered it. I think the weather is just perfect and since I live in the Rockies (Banff, Canada) I just can’t miss this opportunity (it’s one of the best places for tripping in the world).

Jealous

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My biggest fear is to lose my ability to play this game of life. What are the odds of this happening?

I don´t know how deep have you gone with 5-Meo. I imagine if you ask that question is because is profound. The odds of happening should not be significant, at least in my a couple of psychedelic trips I had where possibility of mahamadhi was there, it was just the possibility but definetely there was not a predisposition of the system to let go to that level. 

If without 5-MeO you are not hitting vibratory states where the possibility of letting go that level is being 'offered', I'd say you don't run a risk of that happening on 5-MeO. 

Anyways, it wouldn't hurt for you to Get yourself a copper ring (or anklet) just in case. 

Have fun in those mountains  

Edited April 6 by Javfly33

[Grateful Dead]

Given your posts here, the odds of you fucking up your life seem pretty high to me.

You are playing with fire.

[Thought Art]

33 minutes ago, Grateful Dead said:

Given your posts here, the odds of you fucking up your life seem pretty high to me.

You are playing with fire.

Yuh or someone else

[TheGod]

15 hours ago, Javfly33 said:

Have fun in those mountains  

Thanks my friend! 

[TheGod]

10 hours ago, Grateful Dead said:

the odds of you fucking up your life seem pretty high to me.

I have the same feeling