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Sabth

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Now my ears still hurts😡

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I shoulda leave sooner and protect my ears~ 🙄

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Damn .  They're ruining my ears. I would never expected that my ears could be damaged going out tonight. My ears is still hurting. I'm better off at home like this. 

Never happened before to me. I always take care of myself. Damn. I wonder how others could take it. Or are they all ruined? Not worth it!!!

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Even though , I would like to get a perfect score, I regret going to the mosque tonight. The first half was good. But then, when they changed the person, it became too bad. 

I wish for a heaven where everything was just soothing and ideal. I wish for such places. But now that my ears is no longer good, I don't know what to say no more. Everything would be useless. It's too late. My ears is already hurting. Only if today didn't happen~ .

No amount of good thing in the future can change it. It's already destroyed. 

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I wish it didn't happen. 

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I will live by my own term from now on. 

You can't predict what you didn't know. So I don't know. I will always prioritize my comfort from now on. It is a sign. That something is right. 

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I have more and more regret in my life. how good was my life before this night. My ears are good. I am in good comfort. I'm healthy. Now... It's still painful.  Hours have passed by. 

Edited by Sabth

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Now I wonder if my father had been hurting all these while. I have yet to see him since last night. So I don't know. Idk his reaction or his experience. I have messaged him immediately. 

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I wonder if our eardrums have ruptured yesterday..  Screenshot_2024-03-12-02-55-37-79_680d03679600f7af0b4c700c6b270fe7.jpg

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Now I really respected king Salman's decision to lower the volume of the speakers in Haramains mosques

I wish to go to a small villages mosque. It must be good. Like somewhere. It supposed to be a calming experience . Not ruining your eardrum . I thought when I wake up from sleep my ears would be okay. But it's still not.. 

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I should never tolerate it. 

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I want to have a million followers and a million USD. 

I want to go to Egypt. 

I wanna go to Mecca and Madina. 

I wanna go to New York. 

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1 hour ago, Spiritual Warrior said:

Principle 3: Decide What you Want

Exercise: Write down 30 things that you want to have, want to do, and want to be. Here goes: 

30 things I want to have:

  1. A big house with a big lawn, long driveway, fireplace, lots of room for entertainment
  2. An inground pool with a diving board, outdoor bar, and hot tub
  3. $2,000,000 in my bank account
  4. A beautiful, smart, funny, highly concscious girlfriend
  5. 6 pack abs, a chiseled chest, defined back, large thighs and calves
  6. A job that gives me the freedom to do whatever I want
  7. A wine cellar filled with natural, organic wines from Europe
  8. My own wine farm in the backyard
  9. A king sized bed
  10. A Shiba Inu puppy
  11. A library full of lots of books and tables and comfortable seats
  12. A housecleaner and maintenance guy to take care of my yard
  13. Reverse Osmosis Water Filtration System
  14. A cool, colorful gaming computer with a comfortable chair and sick gaming room
  15. 8 really nice expensive tailored suits
  16. A Tesla
  17. A ski house in Vermont or New Hampshire
  18. A rolex watch
  19. A full head of hair until I'm 60
  20. A long, full beard like Rhett from Good Mythical Morning
  21. An emotionally mature, highly conscious, fulfilling intimate relationship
  22. An organized and clutter free home / living space
  23. 20 / 20 vision
  24. An unwavering drive to help humanity evolve
  25. A complete understanding of spiral dynamics and how to raise other people to the next stage
  26. A physical copy of every book on Leo's book list
  27. A highly conscious, highly ethical, high impact job
  28. A consistent sleep schedule
  29. A fulfilling sexual life and high sex drive
  30. A highly attractive face and body

30 things that I want to do: 

  1. Make love in Mexico
  2. Salsa dance in Spain
  3. Make pasta in Italy
  4. Drink wine in Austria
  5. Win an award at a dance competition
  6. Own a highly ethical, high conscious, stage yellow or stage turquoise business
  7. Make an impact on people's lives
  8. Skydive
  9. Read all of the 5 star books on Leo's book list
  10. Fly in a helicopter
  11. Meditate on a mountain top for 10 days
  12. Do a Vipassana retreat
  13. Understand what death is
  14. Ride a horse
  15. Hunt - shoot an animal
  16. Eat street food in Japan
  17. See the needle in Seattle, Washington
  18. Fly first class
  19. Fly to Hawaii
  20. Do karaoke 10 times
  21. Have a one night stand
  22. Have sex 10,000 times
  23. Go to Antarctica
  24. Go into outer space
  25. Access infinity
  26. Eat an ass
  27. Take 5 Meo DMT
  28. Write a book
  29. Speak in front of thousands of people
  30. Have a three way
  31. Race in a tough mudder
  32. Do a shirtless photoshoot and post it on my Instagram
  33. Have a samadhi experience
  34. Donate $100,000 to charity
  35. Make an impact on the world before I die
  36. See the northern lights
  37. Throw lots of parties at my impressive houe

30 things that I want to be: 

  1. Mature
  2. Intelligent
  3. Wise
  4. Funny
  5. Witty
  6. Clever
  7. Strong
  8. A body-numbing lover
  9. A caring, loving, emotionally strong boyfriend
  10. A caring, loving, emotionally strong friend
  11. Loving
  12. Compassionate
  13. Confident
  14. Free flowing
  15. Emotionally mature
  16. Emotionally available
  17. An attentive listener
  18. A professional dancer
  19. Charming
  20. Spritually Enlightened
  21. A stage turquoise thinker 
  22. Playful
  23. Happy
  24. Content
  25. Stable
  26. Stoic
  27. God-realized
  28. Focused
  29. Organized
  30. International Dance / Dating Coach
  31. An attentive, caring, fun host
  32. Fun-loving

I will try to do this : 

30 things I want to have :

  1. I want to have a good body.
  2. Good eyes.
  3. Good ears. (Ah too bad I already don't have it since yesterday)
  4. I want to have a Sony ZV E1
  5. A Dell XPS 17
  6. Roberto Cavalli
  7. Dior
  8. Gucci
  9. Michael Kors
  10. Celine
  11. More wardrobes. 
  12. Ice skate
  13. More inline skates. 
  14. Swarovski
  15. A studio apartment or a medium sized house. 
  16. Skincare
  17. Aha a car! 
  18. I want to have a good educations. 
  19. I want to have a lot of money. 
  20. I want to have a good relationship. 
  21. I want to have a daughter. 
  22. I want to have a million followers (?)
  23. and a million USD. 
  24. I want to have a drone. 
  25. I want to have (don't know what to list no more)
  26. Esprit
  27. Backpack
  28. A vase
  29. Mastery 
  30. Knowledge. 

 

30 things I want to do :

  1. I want to go to Egypt. 
  2. I want to jog. 
  3. I want to skate in Canada ice. 
  4. I want to experience Christmas and winter in New York. 
  5. I want to go to Korea. 
  6. I want to do my nails in Korea.
  7. I want to buy a lot of things. 
  8. I want to hike a lot of mountains. 
  9. I wanna go to Mecca and Medina.
  10. And to buy a lot of things. 
  11. I want to make a lot of films. 
  12. I want to meet a few people. 
  13. I wanna go to a future Gd concert.
  14. I wanna go to a future Taeyeon concert. 
  15. I wanna go to Japan in April. 
  16. I wanna run. 
  17. I wanna go horse riding. 
  18. I wanna go to a highland.
  19. I wanna go diving (not really)
  20. I wanna make a lot of films
  21. And I wanna make a lot of films. 
  22.  

 

30 things I want to be : 

  1. I want to be a millionaire. 
  2. I want to be intelligent.
  3. I want to be athletic. 
  4. I want to be good looking. 
  5. I want to be a mother. 
  6. I want to be a university graduate. 
  7. I want to be a God worshipper.
  8. I want to be a student.
  9. I want to be a model. 
  10. I want to be a good daughter and a good friend. 
  11. I want to be rich. 
  12. I want to be rich. 
  13. I want to be rich to 30. 
  14. I wanna be fluent in reading Arabic. 
  15.  

 

Edited by Sabth

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I can't list more. 

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I really like myself yesterday. Who are these people to spoil my hearing? 

 

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I hate myself. I really hate myself , for not moving despite the speaker right above me. Listening to all that ear shattering loud speaker. I really hate myself. For continuing. I should have moved immediately. But I stayed. I really hate myself. Now I have a bad experience. For this whole month. Or who knows for ever. 😠🙁

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Now my ears are uncomfortable. And I can't be a good worshipper either in this condition. ☹️

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I like my body before yesterday So much!. 

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Misfortune.

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I don't like to ruin my body. 

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