Heart of Space

The path is not safe for your sanity that's the point.

I don't think I agree. As far as I've seen 90 % of relationships are a dominant man with a submissive woman. I'm talking about sexual and emotional dynamics. Many guys who are submissive tend to be gay or bi which is a relatively small percentage of the population.

Feelings of insecurity know no bounds in terms of race, sexuality, or ideology. All people are capable of having feelings of not being good enough. ?

Oh ok, I understand. But if you ever need to talk I am willing to lend an ear. No pressure. ?

Well have you thought of finding someone to express yourself to? There are probably a lot of people here, including me, who you could talk to. ?

You should find a way to express yourself. Sometimes it's best to do that by talking to someone. Do you have someone like that in your life? ?

What do you mean by "strange fear?" It is ok to cry for help if you feel like you need it. Is that how you feel a lot?

It's awesome that you're open minded that way. I will say that your situation is more common with a submissive male, which as a submissive male I that is amazing and beautiful. That being said, as a submissive I don't want my man (or dom woman) meekly asking my permission for every subtle move. That's not hot to me. I feel I am an autonomous human and once trust is properly established I can revoke consent at any time. It's my responsibility too. But let's not neuter dominant sexual behavior because that's beautiful too.?

For sure, man. That's how we deal with our feelings, right. Love not hatred for all types of penises. ?

Lol the car exhaust killed George Floyd? This is something Chauvins lawyers put together? They were obviously paid off to throw him under the bus too. That defense is so stupid it seems literally designed to make the idea of him being not guilty absurd. He's about to get his ass wrecked, that's my obvious Nostradamus prediction for ya.

Oof this is gonna be a doozy.

I've been following a few of your posts and I'm pleasantly surprised by the quality of your posts. You obviously know what you're talking about. You should definitely stick around a place like this needs great posters like yourself. ?

It is mam, but never doubt how much someone can be hurt by rejection. I spoke with this young man yesterday for a bit and his pain is very real. You shouldn't diminish that.

Jed McKenna's one claim to fame was being Terence's brother. The guys thoughts on spirituality aren't very insightful in my humble opinion.

Thank you for being kind and accepting and allowing me the opportunity.

Wow, thanks for all the encouragement and advice that I can potentially consider. It's nice to hear words of acceptance and I think everything will be fine regardless. My partner has alluded to having a giant dick, so perhaps I will stick to bottoming for him.

Check your messages I sent my number. Call me if you would like to talk. It's up to you.

I have whatsapp, I'm US, so if it works globally that will work.

You have discord, man? I see your in another country.

Bro I've been there. I've experienced deep heart break. I'm probably a bit more experienced in life than you and I can tell you that this moment is important. I'm tempted to send you my phone number, do you need someone to talk to?

That's nonsense. You have no idea how foolish you're being by believing this. You're lying to yourself so that you don't have to take responsibility for your life. You have a massive unending potential. I'm sorry for being harsh, but I see my younger self in you and I just want to reach through my screen and shake some life into you. WAKE UP! ?

God does love you even if it seems different right now. This may be hard to hear, but your pain is beautiful and proof of your beauty as a person. This is an extremely important moment moment in your life. Face this sadness head on with courage. You are doing well by expressing yourself. The MOST important thing right now is for you to handle this in a way that is not toxic. Engage in healthy behaviors as much as possible. You can get through this. I'm rooting for you. ??

It wasn't typo, I'm gay. Thank you. Thank you for this message of acceptance. It makes me feel ok with who I am. ?

I love you and you are a beautiful soul. I appreciate your presence on this forum and I always feel joy when I read your posts. Never give up and overcome your suffering. You have shared with us your beauty as a soul and as a person. I can't wait to read your inevitable post about how you have overcome these feelings and perhaps I can take a page out of your book and overcome my own suffering. Thank you for sharing this. ❤?

I have communicated with another human who has super human abilities. They post on this forum regularly.