Aquarius

Just a sec, I'm checking her out. Be back in a minute. *some time later* . .... Awww she is so cute, she's not even alpha, she's a zeta female 100000% I'm very similar to her personality. She's lovely I wanna be like her.

I'm getting messages from messengers. I am a messenger. You know what a messenger is? Yes dudes I'm an earth angel. God always has a message for us. I think I will focus my YouTube channel on channeled messages, I wanna work on a book too. Astrology says this month Aquarians get good moneys for writings or communication. I remained an esoteric christian. Satanism wasn't my path. Even Lucifer said so. He works with that kind of stuff. Deceiver... This song really talks to me.. Also getting rid of tons of toxic friends who keep asking for nudes. Kinda wanna make a Tool cover oof.. my voice has been very good lately. Must be the throat chakra meditations and sacral clearing.

Nowadays just working on my career amd healing my family. Discovering hidden talents. Rumours of me in the town after being in the asylum for a month again. Life is a game with cruel rules.

@Fkdel no idea just going with the intuition

Sirius Krampus is the god of order. He makes order and keep reality in order. Punishes beings that break up the order of reality. "What you reap you sow. Demons are thought to be evil but they are very serious and orderly workers. They are self-conscious about how people see them and do not like being maltreated. The drawing you made was appreciated as an offering, but I was seen as somehow goofy, like a clown. That's why I asked you to remake it or delete it at least. I am the Yule Lord. A manifestation of the divine masculine. People have perverted my mission on Earth as a silly demon giving coal to children on Christmas. Christmas has nothing to do with me. Yule is my celebration in the period of Capricorn around 22th Dec. Christians used me as a myth to incorporate into their religion.. as their "Satan".. or "ördög"... I pity them. Most of them do not even know their God they worship, so they may as well just continue their mockery of the divine. Mockery because they are a disgrace to spirituality." Okay so what he looks like os the white bearded man, not the devil. He's not even a demon but a God. What Christianity has perverted him into..

@Nahm What level are you on? You sound very enlightened.. I feel really close to you as a human being. I love you.

I also semse them. I used to think they are manifested archetypes but they are real beings.. Demons are helpers. Angels are messengers. Same thing but different work. Maybe archetypes? Yes but what about real spirits? Umm im a medium and this shit is real.. @Nahm I heard that theory but it's just a theory. It's true, but Truth has multiple facets. Just like awakening.. I loved reading your beautiful quote fills me up with love

Demons were made by God to serve humanity. They are good but easily angered. Be respectful and when you summon them make offwerings. Angels are closer to God and that's why they feel like they clash. Angels do the easy work yet God is closer to them. Demons are servants.. not exactly slaves but they have to serve humans because they didn't obey God. There was a primordial war. Demons are nice guys but do not fuck around with them.

I became a Coral now. I will escape by becoming financially independent and making myself a home. Thank you. That I do, Thanks Nahm! Oh yes, independence is life. Yes! I succeeded in calming them. I am empathetic. I have anger issues because of all the trauma. Anger energy trapped in energetic and emotional body. Slowly healing. Together as a nice loving family. <3

I did aye aye He was toxic and limited me as a human. He is Stage Red, I am stage Turquoise Do you think I could've earned anything valueable other than sex from that relationship? I think not Thanks

I embody it. I take psychiatric drugs so I cannot do psychedelic drugs. Have a nice day and sorry for overwhelming you. I'm weird.

Hello Mandy I have like 20 hobbies which are serious and a time consuming at-home work (freelance) it's not the pandemic, im just polygamous but idk. I took the time to think. I wanna mingle. I'm a young girl so I wanna explore my body That's all. Thanks for taking the time to write such beautiful message. All the best hun

Heyyy whatsup? I found a guy and we are in a relationship now. He is tall, kinda smart, loves to talk, shares my interests, very kind. Can't see him because of CoVid quarantines.. Sometimes I feel like I wish I was single. This has nothing to do with him, but I enjoyed being single. I could make love with whoever I wanted, I could talk about anything with anyone without restriction, etc etc. I had many choices, and I liked the freedom. Relationships naturally come with certain responsibilities and for some reason I feel suffocated. Idk why is that. It's bad enough that I cannot see him because of the pandemic, but even then I just feel like I miss my freedom. I did meet his parents, I am friends with his sister's daughter on Facebook, they are all very kind with me. I feel like a new family member, which is nice. He is the first person I can actually bring home and stay with him at home for long hours, my parents like him because he is very nice and smart. I feel like I lost my freedom, I used to be in a phase when I liked to explore life and meet people and just explore their minds and bodies. Then he came into my life so suddenly, and I liked him and I was single so we got together. We are not having sex at all because it's kinda hard with both of our families being around. I don't really mind since I never been the horny type, I just wish I could explore that part of me more, even if it;s kinda impossible with the pandemic. So what do you think guys? Maybe I should ask him for some breaks sometime in the relationship where I go explore other people and he does too? I don't want this to ruin the relationship because he is a very stable and kind guy who never makes fun of me and idk. I just feel it is very new. For me being single always felt better. It's nice to feel I am someone's lover, but it can get frustrating and boring sometime. Any thoughts?

idk i wanna be in an open relationship where we are serious 2 months and open relationship 1 month im 22 our goals are business but i a value alone time so yes boiiiii i need to mingle ugh not because of sex im just a social being and i never had a life just a laptop and forums wanna do pickup with cute bois and girl #datbisexualvibes Hugs and thanks for the insights and the compliment. I wish I was 15

I hope you are safe gurl. Long time no talk! Defo sliding in the dm's.. Yes I will talk to him. If he understands, he matters. If he doesn't, bye boi. Comminication is very strong with Gemini and Aquarius. Do you want a tarot reading gurlllllll im turquoise and i become a medium recently I can talk to ya angels hun

Nah im serious. And it's not the pandemic. I'd rather be single and masturbate with cute guys. And noooo I will visit my fuccbois next year coz me scared of virus haha thanks hun Very compassionate vibe Eli. I felt what you meant. Touched me. Really. But I dislike relationships. Ew. I start to realise how worthless they are in my life. I want freedom

What ya mean im also kind heyyy *puppy face* :'(

Subscribed in 0.00000099 seconds. So charsimatic wow love the hair.

Checking now. Thank you. Wow cool, I need free space tho.. is there desktop app or apk for andyroid? Amazing! Thanks Albert! Thanks ego, dear. What u have for meal prep? good idea thank you I will buy a notebook and a pen. Will check out thanks My goals are general tracking and general healthy vegan diet

Thanks bro, i cannot put in words how grateful I am and how honored I am because you as a business pro made this comment, I feel appreciated and warm inside. Thank you. It was bad and I felt ashamed. I have the video it's not gone forever. I practice by keeping voice journal on desktop. When I re-listen them I note in simple terms nothing else, than keywords. And I like being spontaneous when I talk I never prepare. I wanna give speeches. Will try making that same video 10 times, and the eleventh will be posted. Mastery takes dedication and I am pure dedication fuck yeah I will message you about my business

There is also Peach. Peach is the highest I know. Peach is God-mode. You don't even need a human body to be Peach. You can be but Peach is Saint. Ultimate integration of all existence. Every siddhi attained: telepathy, psychokinesis, biokinesis, flying, levitation, demons, mediumship, mastery of everything there is to master! I wanna be Peach but you have to work all your life. I'm only 22 tho. Will ask Arathron to give me 1000 years to live in this current body. Life goals haha But you asked yellow, didn;t you? hm.. yellow is about knowledge. Master Yellow by learning all there is to learn and by not judging. Purposefully watch cringe videos and see them objectively. That makes you into Turquoise Hint: just humans expressing themselves Beauty. Pure LOVE! Namaste.

@SamueLSD I don't identify myself as an Aquarius. It was a lighthearted joke. I see you didn't get it. I am into astrology but only as a hobby. I'm a good astrologer tho, If I see a chart I see your soul. But it got boring after I was Turquoise. I can read your chart if you want tho, Or I can make a handwritten 50 pages PDF about your astrological profile for free. Why? Because I'm bored? Hahahaha Gopnik ayyy Love is in many forms. I love my boyfriend so much that I am not attached to him. You sound Green. Wait till ur Turquoise, Coral, or Teal. Non-attached unconditional love. I love my boyfriend as a person. As a Turquoise I'd rather have a harem than a single boyfriend. But I don't live in Tibet... yet! I shall pray to mother Red Tara, the mother of Bodhisattvas to attain Buddhahood and become a teacher and go to Tibet and get a harem. Life goals haha.. Yes I have feeling, issa joke man issa joke chill Compassion is towards myself first and foremost. I love myself. I cannot love others if i dont love myself. I am a human. I have need. I love myself so I take care of my needs. My highest need is sex. On a spiritual level not as stage purple or beige value. You seem Green. Yes, we have every stage that is behind the stage we are operating from. For ease of communication, we say "I'm orange' or I'm turquoise" here on actualized. I did not mean to label myself. Labels are unnecesary. Everything is. Contemplate that everything is in meditation. Should help in psychedelic trips I am a maniac I cannot take psychedelics. You should see me dude.. pure mania. I noticed the toxic Orange. Don't worry. I have Toxic Coral and I didn't even embody it yet. Toxic Coral is criminal mindset, and sometimes I don't care if I hurt people. I'm not a criminal tho I just deeply don't care. Thanks for pointing that out. Great insights when I talk to you. I learned a lot from you... Namaste.

Integration. It's INTEGRAL. Turquoise is Global. Coral is everything beyond. Pure Infinity. There is also Teal. Similar to Turquoise but didn't reach it yet. That is the Godhead-mode

You're a nice cool man of the World! Love and Light.

Thank you Working on collaborative mixes with dj's Working on dance coreography working on rap working on spiritual music (i make it) working on kundalini working on subliminals listening to other friends' subliminals making tons of money with art collecting character designs making portfolio learning for my exam (love romanian! <3) preparing for psychiatry university love my life oh fuck yesyesyes also fuccbuddies and all missed u man.. yup all the fun in the world Krampusz is my new best friend right now see you around