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She thinks of you as an exclusive relationship and you saying that makes her feel she just another girl nothing special to you ....that queastion (in title)only you can answer...

@Leo Gura Exiting the matrix is so much better it sounds like its scary when you are saying it

@bejapuskas hahah yeah i wish small talk is something like (not what you did in school ) but hows your sucking on societies tit going btw you are not even aware that you are your father and you gave birth to yourself...that would be too far for culture but it would be interesting ?

I dont consider myself an introvert or extrovert anymore but i recognize that i dont really enjoy making friends with new people its like there are few people i feel i want to talk to and thats rare did anyone "hate" didnt find socializing with people(espeicially new ones)natural thing and is not pulled to do it but found a way to enjoy it overcome this?

You are in transition stage where ego is trying to stop you from growing know that you go deeper and it will be all good..edit: you are not tired of life but tired of your mind

@bejapuskas yeah i love 1 on 1 conversations i cant keep up in group conv. Too much infornations bouncing around and yeah i cant express myself in public authenticly because that would be crazy ??

@Elysian I have that naturally from my mother,and i found its worst way to deal with people...only one who can help you its yourself you can only hear them out and understand but oh well you do you ill do me happy new year!

Guys im socializing,and find out that its best to be funny and not being serious...

@Elysian i know what unconditional love is its so powerful that you dont have any option but to cry and everything you see you love even the things you thought that are ugly

@Elysian you are assuming alot about me coming to the conclusions just by some words im speaking,i didnt feel love from you what i felt is you trying to push one perspective on the subject that doesnt have anything to do with it...you have to do in life stuff that your body doesnt like you have to push yourself to grow you cant do that if you just sit and love everything...

@Elysian I agree you are annoying with your responses and way you give advice

By learning and applying things with girls approaching talking etc. If i tell you are you confident to lift 150kg right now without training you wont be you need to train and have also confidence you can do it just like with girls...

@Elysian So authenticly im really bad at waking up on time ill leave it at that because i dont want to be a monkey that gets up on time is that right?

Good attitude and communication skills etc.

And its all delusions

@Yog ohh its a family member you distant yourself from him and have a formal relationship it doesnt matter if its a family member if hes dragging you down hes out dont waste time on toxic people ....they cant be helped

I dont know how to name it Answers: 1.Analyzing 2.Thinking how to make a better technique or finding better ways to do things in sport 3.Discovering and making myself or others a better athlete...

Rule is dont try to help just understand him and it will go smoother

@Sahil Pandit creativity,critical thinking:looking from all angels,appreciation beauty of performance i think its the name,idk how to be more specific than that...

Its usually stress/thinking i usually just cover my ears with my elbows hands and dont think until i pass out sleeping on my side...

@ajasatya thing is i would rather live in a 5m2 apartment that is mine than 200m2 apartment with low rent...i just dont like credits debts rents this is where comfort thing kicks in ?

@ajasatya Working some shitty job to pay rent in someones apartment is not motivating i think there is no help when it comes to this ?

Because you put your value/worth happiness if you are good enough worthy etc. On other people well its easy to say dont seek approval from others...basically what i found (in my case and could say in your case)you are weak you are conditioned by someone to be a weak good boy...

@ajasatya if i get a job i would earn enough for small apartment in 6 years...thats depressing ??

@lmfao Well im aiming to live alone in my place away from parents that would make me grow more and live better