Charlotte

@DrewNows That was taken 12 hours after the trip the other day Thank you! @Serotoninluv uncharted lands... Exactly! ?? ❤️

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I'm only just coming to terms with what the self does to survive, it's utterly unbelievable, surely a fucking miracle? And I thought I knew last year, oh my god I know ABSOLUTELY nothing ? how far can this go? There's just layers upon layers of sheer intelligence at work here.

Contemplation 100%. Asking yourself the relevant powerful questions. It sounds like you could do with getting to the root issue of this. I can also relate as I still see traits of this in myself. I see it and love it now though, do not judge it, creating more fragmentation and resistance. Accept it then Love it to death when it arises but also work on it. ♥️

Unconditional, boundless, timeless, infinite, selfless, blissful love.

@luismatos to me personally it sounds like you've been judging yourself because of this brick wall you've hit. Are you only content during times of growth? Are you aware of how much you're judging yourself?

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Sorry if this has already been said I haven't read all the replies. But my opinion on your question would be it's because leo has a very masculine approach to this work and it won't resonate with a large number of the female audience. I like the no bullshit, straight to the point, no faffing, hardcore approach and I feel that's what Leo offers me personally and that's what I resonate with most.

@EvilAngel love you to ♥️

I know right!! My absolute pleasure ♥️

I did 1.5g and questions where answered effortlessly. I was genuinely genuinely deeply curious for the answers for many month's prior.

It's crazy this week. I realised last night that after my trip I've been eating raw foods which I never ever have done. Yoga last night was incredibly different, beautiful. I find myself putting spiritual videos on and then realising and then turning them off to remain as grounded as possible. I keep placing my hands in involuntary random mudras throughout the day. I have a compulsion to take up Tai chi. Last night the owner of the yoga classes I take told me they're starting new Tai chi classes. How mad is that!! Synchronization. ? My exams are literally round the corner and I am knuckling down with them. One shot. I also have a date Saturday with a lad from Brazil who's into spirituality so that should be interesting. ♥️?

Innit ?

@Serotoninluv wow. Priceless advice dude and it rings so true. Thank you so much for your wisdom ♥️

@DrewNows oh my goodness your absolutely right. I don't feel grounded whatsoever. I'm questioning so much because there has been a shift, I don't need to question at all but it's difficult not to. Thank you for that beautiful reminder dude you have no idea how much I appreciate it ♥️

I said this in my head whilst reading through the thread ?

I feel lost over the past few days but not at the same time. I don't know. I've been so tired and sluggish. My cycle has gone skew-whiff, my appetite has drastically increased again. I've been having night sweats every night for the past 2 week's or so, every night. Since the trip... I feel like crying. I'm confused. I don't know what's true anymore. At some points during the day I feel like I'm back in it... I actually look around and ask "am I tripping?' like am I creating my own reality or is the universe? Is this god (me) working through me for me or is something else... I don't know. All I know is I came out of that trip feeling extremely comforted. another thing is I think the boundaries and limitations of subjects such as philosophy, science, maths are all breaking down, I'm seeing everything as one, one isn't more of a truth than the other as they all are in there own way truth. I don't understand but I do. I don't know... Maybe I should give this a break for a bit. My head is hurting with it all. My exams are in a few weeks and I seem to be more bothered about spiritual practices than my exam results. That's another thing... Life purpose has also been brought to question since the trip. Same intention but maybe different direction. anyone help me with all this? @DrewNows @Serotoninluv

@Michael569 Thanks Michael! Tasted ridiculously delicious ? Shit has been testy not gonna lie but all is well ✌️♥️ you too brother.

Another very important insight I got was how brutally honest I am with myself with regards to self honesty. Self deception doesn't play a part. Not saying it won't but at least I'm made aware that I don't bullshit myself.

Of course yes. It's all survival games. Literally ? ♥️

So the trip happened. This was the best action step I've taken all year. Some questions have not been answered but that's okay, they aren't ready yet. I'm going to work on what's been given to me. They are a gift. The profound humbleness I feel within radiates out of the human body. I feel so fucking damn blessed. I also have some medical issues that need seen today by the doctor.

To strengthen the form of identity. In ANY direction.