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The Devil, or Satan, or Ego, is part of ourselves, from my experience it is also an real outside living entity, my spiritual journey took me straight to Him, face to face. Consciousness is powerful, and dark forces exists. The more you dwell and progress in Consciousness, the more you are at risk to meet this dark side of the universe, it can be enlightening but it is also terrifying. Just so you know, spirituality is about finding the truth, it is about discovery, and it's not all just nice.

Low consciousness people don't know what they are, they follow like sheep, so in their mind they are normal, just like anyone else. All this world, all these beliefs, all these projections and wars happens because of low consciousness. But remember that everything will perish, nothing will stay. This world is a world of time, it's only waiting for it's day to perish, just like all bodies. That's really all there is to that. The most important thing is to have good deeds in this life and faith in God, that's what will count after death, all else means nothing.

Experience is all that truly exists, enlightenment is a concept like all other concepts created by the mind. The experience of getting enlightened exists, but it is rare and difficult to explain with words. The Source is One - I would say experiences of the existence of the Soul/Self is what leads to enlighment - but it is not God. That's blasphemy, very common in Hindu tradition due.

In my direct and pure experience, what we call the ''devil'' is really an existant entity out there, not just a part of yourself. It came from my back as a dark shadow and literally moved my body with force, and the story goes on but no need to explain the unexplained.

Imagination is part of the mind and it's not focused on here now. I wouldn't say it's a ''bad'' thing, but if you want enlightenment then drop fantasy. Imagination does have it's place and time, but too much of it and you are off track, most of our imagination is just that, imagination.

Enlightenment needs time, and it doesn't follow anyone's rules. I myself didn't do studies, I was home smoking weed and doing self-inquiry/meditation for 2 years straight, you have to simply choose. If studies are more important for you, then quit enlightenment for now and do it later on, or try doing both if you can.

Self-actualization: ego death and the death of the mind. Now you know your path, who you are, what to use your life and time on. Then you simply are Actualized, you are not a sheep. This is a long process. Don't confuse it with self-development, that's not the same as being actualized.

You have to go into a dream (or a reality beyond the mind) in order to discover yourself, to get enlightened, to discover the TRUTH. Most never get back, that's the point. Enlightenment is a way to escape indeed, escaping the boundaries of the mind. Your feelings are normal, it's part of the process. You will get back better when time comes for it, if you stick with your path.

Because Truth is hard to get and most do not Know Truth, just like going to the gym to get fit, you have to do certain things to discover the Truth. The truth is many, for some it is infinity, for others it is certainty of God's existence and that supernatural entities exists (my experience). Experience equals truth, but the truth is not just ONE. Nevertheless, your brain chemistry has to change in order for you to experience truth, just like getting fit you have to go to the gym, just the way it works. It's a long process. Enlightenment is here now means that anyone can access it, it's within you not outside somewhere. Doesn't mean you are enlightened due, that again requires change in the brain, either trough intense years of meditation/self-inquiry or psychedelics.

Why even try to explain the unexplained? When your kundalini is moved far enough to experience something extreme, after that you have reached enlightenment. Because what you experience denounces everything mankind has ever said or written into nothingness, useless chatter. It's not just about experiencing some phony who am I stuff, it's much much more than that. Most spiritual true masters would be announced mad or psychosis, in truth they have experienced something extreme, they have transcended experience itself, the world is nothing for them, everything is a phony lie trying to deny the ultimate truth, which is the existence of almighty God, and supernatural entities. Finding out what or who I am is just the first step, the road is much longer and extreme.

A thought is a thought (normally "the voice"), there is nothing illusory about it. Without thoughts we wouldn't be human and there would be no way to navigate one's life. But to use thoughts instead of being used by them, that's another thing altogether.

Remember the most important point is control, to not be a slave to the mind but having control over it and emptying it of all of it's unnecessary junk. The monkey mind can be quiet, it's a long process. The mind itself cannot end, that would equal to not existing almost. It cannot be quiet 24/7, it's impossible. But having control is enough, most do not.

It's almost 2 years ago now, did meditation everyday 24/7 while smoking weed. Now I'm instituted with psychosis, going out tomorrow finally. My ego would say that I experienced the ultimate and that I'm simply superior, but my experience made me humble. All I want now is a normal life, spirituality is over. The end was reached, I know my path now and it's without my mind, which all I asked for in the first place.

The mind is connected with the ego, to end it is a long process and many never do it. If you really want a quiet mind, your ego has to die. Believe me, you can function perfectly in society without an ego around you. But most either have to take psychedelics or years/decades of spiritual practice to just get a hold on the mind. Just take one thing at a time. ''if i want to interact with girls and people for that matter I will have to think from time to time''. You can do all of that, thoughts never really ends. But it is possible to interact without thinking, in other words just being. Talking happens, but the mind is quiet of thoughts. You don't need to think in order to interact with people, I know that from experience.

No more being a slave to the mind, that is enough fulfillment.

It's not just about giving and loving, it's about being fulfilled which in my standpoint self-love will not help. If you have girl problems, that's another thing. What you need is a straight path my brother, you have to help yourself. You ca love yourself as much as you want, but all that does is building up your ego. You should be fulfilled as a man, not chasing small stuff. The mind makes all these projections, can you be in a state where you are just existing, and almost everything happens by intuition, or from the heart/soul? Do some shadow work or psychedelics, should get you on a path if you are not already on one. Go the hard way, in the end it will give results. My advice.

Self love for who? How do you love yourself anyhow? Why do you need it? If you know who or what you are, why tell yourself I love myself? The ego needs self-love, the actualized understands that love comes from within anyhow (very subtly). Love others and you will be fulfilled, no matter if they love you back or not. There is no need to love oneself, you are already fulfilled and complete. Grasp this and you will understand why self-love is futile, just part of the incomplete ego. I'm God, I'm this and that, I'm confident, I'm x and y and b and s. All of this is ego.

There is no evidence that you are the brain. Actually experience ego death and you shall see, there is no way YOU are the brain. Makes no sense whatsoever.

Psychological death in my opinion is experiencing the absolute, something absolutely extreme. My ego death was so powerful that I thought I would never get back to my normal world, ever. But it is the most beautiful and up-lifting thing, but not for everyone. Physical death doesn't exist, the soul is eternal and that is what you truly are and shall be.

btw don't confuse God with His creation, to say I am God is the super ego tricking us, a blasphemy and a joke. The soul is the absolute truth, when that happens and the ego dies (normally after years of spiritual practice or stuff like dmt) one is free to just exist.

How do you explain the fact that if I shoot myself in the head I will cease to have any conscious experience? You don't know that, nobody does. The mind is attached to the body, higher consciousness is attached to the soul/self. But in my opinion take care of the body and ignore the mind when that time comes, or better to end it altogether, make it quiet. The body is important, eat healthy and train if you can. The mind is not, it causes more problems than anything else. You can do this without an ego, the ego is just a joke, a comedy. Common sense is all a human being needs.

The intellect has it's function. I would get rid of it altogether if I could, done it almost, but it always have it's function, without it we wouldn't be human. But reading books? Haha.

Is it right to brutally murder a baby? No. There exist right and wrong, they are projections but look where they come from, a lot is necessary, a lot is not. Knowledge has an end, but not life. We have to manage our life, know how to live it, know our position in it. The ego is not necessary, only for low consciousness. A man has to fall (ego DIES) in order to stand for himSelf.

With enough pressure, a human being can achieve a lot. He can transcend everything if he wishes, all that takes is that push, that extreme insight, etc. The world is a joke, human beings are sheep, they cannot transcend themselves because they are afraid, they cannot fight the majority's opinions. But freedom is only the thing that comes by doing that, freedom.

There is no way to explain it, but I meet the devil face to face. I know what we call the devil is, it can also be said to be the ego itself, it is inside us as ourselves. It was after this that I was instituted and diagnosed with psychosis. It was this dark shadow moving me with force, and having it destroyed by this woman I was with (my head literally was spinning around, putting this dark shadow down my stomach). The experience was more real than reality itself, it felt terrifying and it all happened without any dmt etc. It was after this that I was instituted and diagnosed with psychosis and now trying to come back to normal reality and grow from it. But I had done spirituality for over 1 year before that + smoking weed almost everyday. It is not delusion, it is more real than reality itself, anyone who denies pure experience is the deluded himself, which most human beings are. We do not know that there exists entities which are beyond description, that hell and afterlife exists, that God is real, but what if all that is true?