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Sound a lot with what leo teach us.. he is clearly NOT ORANGE, nor red, nor green, probably a "10% red 90% yellow" if that's possible. Slave morality Masters are creators of morality; slaves respond to master-morality with their slave-morality. Unlike master morality, which is sentiment, slave morality is based on re-sentiment—devaluing that which the master values and the slave does not have. As master morality originates in the strong, slave morality originates in the weak. Because slave morality is a reaction to oppression, it vilifies its oppressors. Slave morality is the inverse of master morality. As such, it is characterized by pessimism and cynicism. Slave morality is created in opposition to what master morality values as "good". Slave morality does not aim at exerting one's will by strength, but by careful subversion. It does not seek to transcend the masters, but to make them slaves as well. The essence of slave morality is utility:[4] The good is what is most useful for the whole community, not just the strong. Nietzsche saw this as a contradiction. Since the powerful are few in number, compared to the masses of the weak, the weak gain power by corrupting the strong into believing that the causes of slavery (viz., the will to power) are "evil", as are the qualities the weak originally could not choose because of their weakness. By saying humility is voluntary, slave morality avoids admitting that their humility was in the beginning forced upon them by a master. Biblical principles of humility, charity, and pity are the result of universalizing the plight of the slave onto all humankind, and thus enslaving the masters as well. "The democratic movement is the heir to Christianity"[5]—the political manifestation of slave morality because of its obsession with freedom and equality. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Master–slave_morality what do you think of reading F.Nietzshe ?

every time I hit my self on something, I cry of joy now. Just before I hit my foot on something, and then I start to tell my mind, ENJOY IT, and then I enjoyed it, lel. I did this a lot when I was a child, sucking my blood and loving being hurted. Suffering isn't a choice, suffering happen, we shall embrace it when it comes, not avoid it, it's the proof of our human experience. It's tcheating to meditate/avoid, I believe it only resonate for certain type of humans to apply such behavior ( when the need is from the inner want, like wanting the end of suffering ) , I m the fire, I need to burn, that's my LP, I m not a monk, I bring peace with fire. every pain I have makes me glad and I'll enjoy every physical pain, every mental pain, not that I'm looking for them, but avoiding them is failing to his duty as an human being. I don't think "end of suffering" is a virtue it's the contrary. LOVE is. A love for the trip, the trip that his life. real hero suffer, real hero is broken, real hero take the journey, then fall in love with life, kill for love, die from it. I m still not convinced that every human being should take a path to "enlightment" enlightment is a path for SOME humans. we think we can act out of who we are, it's a delusion, we have a belief system, even if fucked to the ground by psychedelic, looks leo, still with this focus on Trump, why, why ? can't you just give a fuck and love trump for makes suffer your own belief identity ? ( if you have none, you should accept that Trump is a product of human nature ) if everything is god, so the cycle is, everything is already perfect, evil and good are perfectly in balance, this is only your human mind quantifying feeling and misinterpret what you feel for something true. assure me, you do not believe that what you call being honest/true, is listening your "sense" cause your sense are just a stack born from identity. The energy is real though I listen my sense all my life, this is why I had so many problems with life and never find love. because the human sense are fucked up. They are grounded to what you call a dream. if you truly believe it is "truth" that comes from within, learn at it's only the stack of your memory working per axiome of feeling. I used my sense all my life and only find nihilism, and never love. Not that sense are useless, but sense are like the mind, they can't be trust, they are just like a second voice, that sound less "conscious" but that's still a lie whispered in the bones. So if I believe my sense, I should follow my LP that his to be the fire ? ( creating music, and having an indecent life ) I m fucked as a human being. ( my sense makes me come here ( ok fact ) , and then my sense in the SAME WAY created an energy of scepticism ) Scepticism makes me met leo, so scepticism isn't ego. or ego find leo, so leo is ego nurturing others ego, so leo is the contrary of a zen monk. ( or I don't get what you fight for, I think that's just for month paycheck I suppose, survive, but maybe something else, maybe a inner dream of reality, an agenda ) Enlightment is a scam ( to my mind , not to everyone ). unless you want to call it the truth, from a perspective where you believe that everyone perspective is "true" it is, but not really. You can't push truth on people, if it's not "their truth" Like if god/infinity would you to sit down, if something give you an experience of suffering and all, it's for you to play, not to quit. So meditation is only a way of playing, not "the way", unless you "don"t want to suffer" but what If I want to suffer ? I want to feel pain, I want to feel love, I want to feel hate, I want to feel fear, but I absolutely don't want to feel borred by being. And if enlightment is about this, I'll never ever be enlightnened ! , that's my greatest fear, since I m a child. ( feel borred ) my main problem with everything, is the feeling of intense boredom, everything was hacked easyly by my mind. Since I m a child, it was total open mindedness from 6 to 12 ( I tolerated gay people, weird people, outcast people ) I ve always been what you call "non dual" . until I lost it, for obvious reason. I started creating an identity like everyone, maybe after 13 I started to get the cue for "social norm" To my child mind. Reality was borring at 6 I hacked everything and questionned everything. I m this kid 1/100 who annoy the all class by shitty metaphysical question, hey that's me. , and I prefered play video games, I remember myself telling at others 7 years old, that doing bike is shitty and playing games was more exciting. ( I ve always been a weirdo and KING of myself ) never listen to any kind of authority, at 6 I laughed of religion, then I was green, then Orange, then.. today ? believe what the fuck you want of me, I don't care. I listen to leo, for makes life more meaningful, not to find that life has no meaning ( even if this is true, it's too nihilistic, and this is exactly why so many people kill themself after listening budhist stuff from their westerner background. EXACTLY. ) You can check for this fact, many westerner kill themself when they realize partly non duality. Because the mind is not allowed to change DEEPLY. ONLY IN SURFACE. The mind you have at 3 is the last mind you'll have, you can't grow out of your league. ( I believe in this for now ) You can't make trump love life, I think even if he took DMT he would just kill himself then ( for instance ) some people can transcend some ideas, others absolutely can't. I m here because curiosity and wanting to control my mind this is how I fall upon Leo, I don't care for ending my suffering, I love it. If god created suffering and pain as a possibility it's for a reason. it's like a "spiritual method" instead of a scientific method. I do not believe that everyone perspective is true at all. I believe in engineering the mind So maybe I lost my way, anyway. can you self actualize if you never feeled love ? I m only 24 and soon 25. All I know from life is mainly through a screen. I never feel love, so maybe I didn't suffer ? or maybe I already suffered through all my young ? as I was "insane" to many people what is suffering anyway, just a thought today. I m not sure, even if this path is the "end path" of human consciousness ( what I'll think at 60 y + ) I can't transcend anything before acting in the maya, don't you think so ? All my saying on the idea of "cycle" with consciousness comes maybe because of this movie : ( PLEASE LEO WATCH IT, I know you have a cringe eye on me, but this movie, is really really a topic you'll like. ) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spring,_Summer,_Fall,_Winter..._and_Spring so pushing consciousness over people, is meaningless, consciousness happen with age and experience, and inner feeling that are created by all of these. from the "inner want", you can't sold the idea to someone who do not want to buy, and you can't makes someone know what an orgasm is by speaking about it. ho I get the trap video video now, but what's the point to convert people to model ? humm ego game ? who would want people to buy idea but an ego ? I think we take a shortcut in consciousness here. That's great, but the circle will come back anyway. talker will talk, fire will burn, water will watered ( .. : p )

still many misstakes, my point is my own placement on the circle of life do not allow my mind to cross the wall too fast, and I think that's the case for many people. ( as some people people believe they can "trigger" people to get higher stage of consciousness ) Some spiritual teachers do not take student, because they know their students will not improve from the learning. But on internet everyone can pick what he wants.. this is probably why I should now quit spirituality for a while and EXPERIMENT more with life before having a giant map where I steped in nothing. I'll try to really think and experiment life and the dream instead of remixing my ideas, maps and model. But I think that's a misstake to push people into a truth they are not ready for. if more awareness I need, more awareness my ego will ask for. I think enough truth for me. Good luck to everyone, I'll leave the "spiritual self improvement reading" that is becoming a busyness for my mind. will try to not come back for a long time. ( just reading answer on my last post and end/ ) good luck to everyone to find your own meaning and path ! ham thanks @K vil not my art though :'( hope having this skill in a year or two ;>

sound like something I had, does it makes sense to your life ? but for me it was from psychiatric drug ( I suppose it played on the dream ) ( a really "blocking dream" ) half lucid ( my thought was aware of "me" ), cause I couldn't move and remember for like 10 seconds I couldn't move, then I tell my self "wake up" but I couldn't at all. But was aware not being conscious or "in reality" I had the feeling I was dead, but for real, I wake up sweety, just remember of this weird texture not moving, that was like a "glitch bug" in a game. And feeling alive in front of this, was the most horrifiant of my life. ( it was like 2 years ago ) my mind watched this weird flat black oranged texture and I see the texture, but couldn't take my "eyes" of it, I loose all sense of me and feel my life quitting me, like if it was ok, in 3 seconds, I m dead, and I accepted it, but I was sad for loosing everything I ve made. maybe this is when I had a sort of ego death, induced by dream. It's not like your's but that's one of my "worst dream". Only a feeling of dying.

hated it for the same reason " loosing my consciousness" where weed doesn't fog the real, it makes it tasty. @perlita for me aswell, it's magic, I do not wanted to buy weed today, and WHAT WHAT HAPPEN WHAT S ON MY TABLE WHO PUT THIS who roll this , is someone HERE ? I m out of this topic !! THINGS POP IN MY HAND !!

sometimes they take both after. take care, but for me it worked a lot like this. but not for everyone, I ve seen many friend fall for both. ( I do not drink alcohol seriously 1 year after starting weed ) But I NEVER did alcohol at home alone ( or just a beer ) I do not drink any alcohol besides, even at event. ( It has been 3 years without being "drunk" but I was high for sure haha ) I love weed, it's already enough to calm down ( with music it's bliss ). Choose your tool, not every tool. Alcohol don't sound like a wise choice at all. Focus on all the bad feeling after alcohol, best way to hate it.

this is when I lost every faith I had in science and society lol, I go to the doc to see how society help. she just tell me how you're adhd, take a pill it cure it ! then I asked how, etc.. I talked meta to the psych, she didn't get it :laugh: I asked more, I get more EASY. I even had to make her lower on the dosage or I couldn't take it. ( the pills are so fat I cutted them in half because of the dose I get ) ( I tryed to sold it in the street for weed, my real cure, problem was, no one in my country know about stimulant drug, they just know coke, fucking "ignorant douchbag" > /joke * lol ! ) I go for the pills to enlight things, I wanted COKAINE free at this time. ( really it was my idea ) and I got exactly it. I wasn't going to the psych 2 years ago to cure, only to have the free cokaïne ( ritaline ) ( I know I corresponded to "adhd" model ) completely stoped it, for obvious reason. side effect was overpowering the "good effect", I reduced my drug intake at 10% ( only a tiny joint or two per day, good diet, full water, break time ( "méditation" ) ) I m musician not a monk :> ! ... work for me, no side effect besides the price

I use them like cokaïne ( ritalin pills )for big music event, they hit hard as coke to me. especially if you don't do any stimulant like me for months. ( really rare a coffee or thea ) I still have 20 of them. It's my rare drug when weed isn't enough ( depend ) as I don't drink alcohol at all ( I drinked 1 year in my life 4 years ago ) if I need to keep awake until 7 AM and met people it's really nice to have this drug, but there is a crash and a comedown, and I believe it stay in the mind for several days. so it's really a stupid tool, mindfulness is over this shit, but sometimes you need to be as stupid as everyone and enjoy like a mindless zomby. ( some will not agree, but to me life is about BALANCE ) but I treat it exactly like you would take MDMA, 1 every 3 months. ( and like 20 mg, the psych wanted me on 70mg per day LOL ) ( things I don't take anymore ) ritalin is "poison" but a controled one that I know how it affect my mind. it's not super funny alone, but with weed, it's really alright. better don't do drug at all if you can, but me I love mindless music. Life is meaningless, I know what I love and what I want to do, creates ENERGY and share it uploading it directly into your mind and body !

you do not perceive word/modele in a "conscious". you perceive the sense that you linked about those concept, anchored by the word/modele himself. when I was a child I could laugh about slave and hitler and feel really good inside. And I still don't cringe when I use the word Hitler. But I wasn't aware that my jokes about Hitler triggered people a bad feeling. Because word =/= the meaning energy people give to them.

ego back slash leo, leoooooooooo you should do again a psychedelic trip. I find your non duality a bit missing those days, probably the all losted people who defy you on the forum. Trump is maybe the one who will create goodness and peace in the whole world ( I SUPPOSE NOT, but who the hell I m to believe my eyes ? ) I watched a manga when kids, the story still resonate for instance : the hero become king/god of the entire planet ( in a steampunk kind of world ), then he behave like a real mother fucker and treat unfairly the whole planet, everyone hated on him for being so sellfish and stupid, he used himself as a symbol of hate, and when everyone had his eyes turned on him as the ennemy he decide to ask "his best friend" who was seen as "good" by the planet people. He ask this friend to take his life in front of the people at a big event and take with him all the hates he created only to makes the world a better place. He choose to become the symbol of hate for everyone, and kill himself to restaure "peace" in the world. without any glory. He ask his friend ( who was against him in fact the whole story ) to create a world of peace for many years ok it's a manga story, but .. lot of meaning to me. who is evil really in the story, the Trump ? the friend who kill him for create peace in the world ? the people who did nothing but being apathic to become aware of their own evil reflecting on their leader ? it's not that easy. I mean this is a story, but what you don't know, you fucking don't know, it's yourself who teached me this notion. So I stoped judging things for how they appear to me. unless it serv a sellfish goal ( comparing song in music, to grow, I need to divide and group ) so I started STOP to judge things on their color, but judge only the shape I can see in my mind. Shades and light in a draw, are exactly like good and bad, a point of view, only the subject shape can be at his best seen by a mind. And the meaning is still what you see in the lines. There is no lines, we create the concept of lines. maybe there is better stage to see reality, but I didn't find it. if you believe there is evil leo, I m really asking my self who am I learning from

thanks for this review @Leo Gura , I think you're right, do you recommand some lecture to get out of my negative orange part ? I think he is the deepest reflection of my dark side, can I convince it to surrender ? with the intellectual part ? with books ? more meditation ? I think my ego is avoiding any attempt to meditate very very very hard. Maybe different than you I've been a pure ego being as long as I remember what was your own path that convince you to really reflect that orange/green part is still limiting ? is it only DMT ? I can't put my hand on that for probably a while, and I m not willing to do so, my ego doesn't want it. LSD realisation still burning my ego flesh, he is trying to take me back very hard to old ways.

Good point LSD showed me that my mind and thought creates my focus and the lens IS over everything. Every thought is pure in your cognition . Your eyes and mouth create the distorsion based upon feeling. I clearly love you and hate you leo for the knowledge. Your meta model helped me so much to grow. I m still having this ego Backslash But that's my diet' smoking.. ( few but that's too much ) and this little tinnitus don't help meditate. The inner work is so vast. I can sée now. See that we are all 'blind' Still work to do

watch leo video blog on meta understanding, you'll get more from all his video after this one. ( if you get this one ) to me it was genius. ho I feel you, this is why I anchored myself again into reality, it's hard. you talked about everyone looking like a zomby, be aware that's a egocentric feeling, you're not less a zomby than them, everyone is doing his best in life, even if the best sound silly to yourself or the path you're on currently. remember the world is unfair ( and fair ), but for the purpose of the understanding, don't see the world as good/bad it limits you. ( but reflect that your energy will mirror into reality, how you watch at things, and feel them ) how you surround yourself is a reflection of what you are or need. no one noticed than life is a perpetual cycle of birth and die ? ( in the meta sense ) when you're kid, you feel safe, then you start having fear, then you fight for social and makes sense, then you have sense, but you need to fight to be loved ( or to get attention ) then you get attention, you understand that this thing will not fullfil you, then you start reflecting what will help me ? then you detach from people that are late in their journey because you're one your own path ( or who stay stuck in a "stage" ) every knowledge acquired change your pov on life but be aware all I m sayin is a meta feeling of my self, nothing true / wrong it's just is what I reflect now, and everything is made from a human mind like yours, with darkness, with lightness, every behavior you have is in every human being, but in a form or another, everyone have some Hitler and some Gandhi in himself. I do not believe in human being bad, or good, they just do their thing, do not judge them to be stupid or lacking smartness. You don't know what you don't know, when you judge, it's preparing yourself for a backslash, and then discover that you was still the zomby even when you was judging other to be zomby. ( or a bad feeling that is entering your soul/body/brain ) I m not sayin you're this of that, everything is a perpetual movement toward evolution, problem > fixing : problem > fixing etc.. ( part of how I see things )

from what I get from leo, no one is real, so animals are not real at all. the paradox of the vegan. stop eating meat, eat a bunch of chimic manufactured pills. I m not judging anything, just putting a perspective

ho man I was a pure atheist, nihilist, now I believe in the intelligent design, not in the budha. want to see intelligent design ? LSD or mushroom, better than EVERY fucking word I could put in this topic. if you don't call it psychic phenomena, it's just a matter of "value x word"

nailed it every big star isn't alone. They are the symbol people hang around. Every great leader is owned by the people who reflect in him and use it as the receptacle of their own conviction/idea.

when someone told me this, I say : world is unfair take your best cards, fuck the jealous one, remember rule one : world is unfair I have a friend who own a place for playing big music, YES he has the luck to have parents who own the place, but he would have been stupid having stupid morality as : hoo poor little guys, they do not own the place, hence I should be play "fair" remember, world is unfair. Not playing your best card, is just being a complete idiot. If you're rich, you don't give monney to charity to start fair. ( unless that's your goal to help people for a while. This would be idiot. ( I m talking in the current world ) What if I want to be god/king in the whole world ? what if I rape and enrage people to get respect and hence apply this agenda of fairness when I m fully having the power ? does this idea makes me bad ? save humanity by being a jerk ? Take all the card you can from life, just remember, there is a cons/pro for every situation. There is no bad/good situation. You reflect your own mindset on life, and life answer to your mind. I didn't ask for lived here at first, hence I do not own anything to anyone, just take my life if that's what you want, get it. When someone told me, hey you live with your mum. Yes and ? we live right together, why society would push people to live on their own anyway ? why isolate ? isn't family a good thing ? Maybe more valued in my culture than in US ( French ) I m sucking society ? taking over the monney of my mum ? let me LAUGH, What if I m his futur ? what if she just believe in me and my work ? it's unfair to have a supportive parent, hence I should start a war with my family to play fairly ? "poor people" ( not in monney ) invent everything to readjust their morality, morality is a blinder into possibility I wouldn't even have the right to be born if that's wasn't to be a slave and be perfect in the agenda of master ( master that I don't have any hate for ) so Who is sucking whom, who is creating parasitic slave in the first place. nothing can be judge in this world, everything is an illusion of the first mind ( your pov ). Maybe Donald trump is a very very smart guy with an agenda to save the world, ( I suppose not, but who am I to judge, I do not own the data to suppose ) When I m taking, it's like creating magic spell, it's converting, or converging. I do not try to change people goal. I have my goal, and nothing can stop me but my thought Nietzshe says, every great nature is anchored to never be understand by ordinary man. Hence great man shouldn't bother AT ALL with the talk of the sheep. leo video are not to take as a first degree idea, they are mostly trigger # They are just maps to meta understanding, everything is relative

what if Hitler would have bring peace on earth for 10 000 years, with his son, starting smoking weed and denying the nazi regim of dad. Hitler washing corruption to humanity, then decide to makes humanity grow again after he control everything, Hitler then try LSD, contemplate his own life, change perspective, trying to makes the world even better than ghandhi because he transcended red for yellow. Then he cure cancer, and bring peace to the whole race for many decades. "Reality" : Hitler was a little bit green, he found that animals was equal to humans. ( germany still have animals right created by hitler who protect them ) no one knows. so it's all bullshit you know, your scale of judging things is always bullshit, even if it drives you @YaMayka -> Yes !

@ajasatya difference between dream and reality

erverything is pointless choose what you consume, as an Artist I don't even play video games, it's about mindfulness while acting, not about the "game". What you observe and reflect. you can play video games smart, watch a stupid show smartly, but the problem is the reflection you can create while watching it. it all depend of the mind and your goal. unless you want to be a budhist monk, nothing is irrelevant cause nothing is revelant Ego doesn't exist for instance, it's a concept for talking about a way of discipline your mind, there is no solid such thing as "no ego" but sure there is different way of seeing things, it's call'd wisdom

you'll have learned skill most people will never have. your odds of success increase every time you get knowledge you can apply that people can't. no. you didn't get it, your mindset and life change while you work. You can't create a goal on 5 years, world will change, and so you'll. it's hard to answer, you are really at the beggining of this work ( on creatity ) my life changed 40 times since I started music, many things happen. strive everyday for the best TODAY creativity, never focus on the futur, the futur will happen because of the present.

everything pass with time, every realisation is like having to create yourself again, it's frightening and everything, and we need to fix the mind, but don't be worry, the mind will fix, and sometimes the story we have are not the reality, they are just the feeling we reflect on things, currently not a good one, but this feeling will pass and so the ideas relating to this inner feeling try to not focus too much on those bad idea, listen to music, try to relax if you can and just do something who do not require to think. Meditation, drawing.. ( I like drawing when I feel myself overthinking, it's kind of an active meditation )

https://youtu.be/ycPr5-27vSI?t=2h10m24s ( smoking ) https://youtu.be/ycPr5-27vSI?t=2h25m27s ( talking love as the answer ) and leo call'd me a very orange rat in a cage. I always feel him more like a yellow with a bit of green, and using orange system to make it, ( until he see by himself how limited it is ) a green in a orange cage, yes. His dream could only be in a orange business. Now he start to feel his dream go away from his hand because "human global focus is not going to mars" this is not what "tesla actionnaire" wants, they have an other agenda.

@Preetom I deny death, It's an illusion, after this I m god, no matter what, this is my belief. there was nothing before me, so why there would nothing after ? human thought life is the middle of nowhere if infinity = us born conscious infinity x 2 = you again it's just a matter of time for you to come back, but if you do not feel time in billion, it will be instant if this made you : infinity time = you conscious infinity time again ( billions of billiards of stars colliding on a infinity scale of time ) so you come back again, if not, why not ?

All Understanding Is Metaphoric on the blog @Leo Gura it's real gold here, a solid island of shit thanks for this one