Shroomdoctor

@phoenix666 Yeah, I really like the fact that I was aware of the egoic reaction, even if I could not stop it.

It's interesting how watching the video my heart is pumping and my mind is screaming "He is crazy! Don't do this. This is bad. You got yourself into a cult." Okay, mind, I'm still going to find my own path, and if it leads me to this ,maybe someday people will call me crazy, or maybe I will discover that this is all bullshit, but I will not judge this negatively mind, so please shut up.

@Shiva I love the yedi analogy, always gets me inspired.

amen.

You are king.

I should really re-read it. I was much more unconscious when I read it the last time and I think i missed half the points.

I suggest always doing as much as you "feel like" while never stopping. In my experience this resulted in the whole pd habit thing being something I want to do and automatically increasing with time, without me beating myself up, like I did the first few months of trying. If you think you are doing too much, do a little less, see how you feel. And maybe you then want to increase again.

@Slade That sounds epic.

Being honest you really need to work on your flow, pronunciation and recording quality. I suggest taking like a year to work on that before releasing new stuff. Get the quality going and then get the rewards. Don't be discouraged tho, I am doing the same with signing and I reeeeeally suck.

How can daily Meditation be that bad? I thought it was a good thing

@Leo GuraAre you still planning to release the reprogramm the subconscious course? I would reeeally like that. And if not, do you have some research links?

Honestly, I find the amount of bs i read in the consciousness section lately a bit concerning. It is really hard to take spirituality seriously if half of the forum is complete new age bs. Maybe that is my ego and scientific paradigm talking, but is it just how I see things at the moment. These are the reasons why people laugh at me when I mention meditation and people want to put me into counseling when mentioning enlightenment. I really liked Leos no bullshit spirituality videos. They put these topics in a good light, They make you seriously wonder about these things. But "Hey I am channeling an entity, ask me questions?" Like how should I be able to take this seriously? What I really liked about this forum was the possibility to get input on these kind of things in a practical and down to earth manner. But this is getting less and less possible. That was what separated the consciousness section of this forum from other spirituality sides, and it was what hooked me. I admit that there might be things I do not yet understand. Things like chakras might be legit and really help with self actualization. But I get the vibe that quite a lot of people flee into spirituality because it makes it easier to ignore the burning problems in your life. I get that consciousness is a big part of self-actualization. But it isn't everything, is it? This isn't supposed to be bashing, I would just like to hear your opinions about these things. I really want to explore spirituality, but I fear getting lost in these new age concepts and falling from one dogma to another. How do you handle that? How do you separate the real value from bs?

@Victoria1234 Try to think about what your life is about, what you want out of life and what you would regret if you would die today. That might give you motivation to stay on the path.

Listen to this while you work out. If that doesn't motivate you I don't know what will.

@Charlotte Congrats! May I ask for how long you have meditated and how long/often you do it?

Nice!

@Omni Some of it has do be done alone, but not everything.

@Girzo Good to know, thanks.

@Charlotte We need selfactualizationcity ? Sometimes I wonder If I am gullable and following a cult. But then I notice all the good shifts in my life and I am like fuck it I like this cult.

@Girzo can you recommend the substance?

@SaltyMeatballs How about becoming a super saiyan blue? But for real, we can't tell you that. Introspection is the only thing that will get you further.

26 and 18 arent even that far apart. She's an Adult so who cares if she is a tad younger than you?

@snowleopard I still think being somewhat skeptic is totally okay. I know it is biased. Everyone is. You are too. I will not claim that I am right and calling these posts out because at the moment I do not see them as true was wrong. I said that like 3 times now...

@Martin123 You just made me really happy

@Martin123 Ohm...thanks a lot. That came out of nowhere. I don't hear that very often