[Share your favourite smoothies or shakes :)]

Been using this one for 2 weeks. Like it a lot.

 

[Are there things you can't control?]

It's a matter of perspective. From the absolute perspective you can't control anything, everything is just happening as it should happen. From the relative perspective, you are/feel in control which is the illusion. 

[What do you think of meditation apps?]

Insight Timer is pretty good.

[should video games be my passion in life?]

You shouldn't really rely on others people opinions as a referral for what you have to do. Everyone here can say "don't do it" or "do it" and that still wouldn't be a good measure point for actually making a decision. I strongly suggest you to do Leo's Life Purpose Course and find it out for yourself. 

[How do I become more growth motivated?]

7 hours ago, Ilya said:

My mind simply wont let me to be motivated by the now. all it wants is future.

Of course, that's where it gains it's energy from. Without a past and future "you" wouldn't even exist, and mind would "die". There would only be now. 

[How to change them?]

39 minutes ago, Vignan said:

What you said is right and that's what I said to mom and her sister in the past.

Thing is that they're not able to digest what I said and laughed at me saying nothing works. So then I kept silent for 6 months. And then the issue started again.

 

 

[Is life really unfair?]

Life is only unfair for the ego.

[Myers-Briggs Personality Type Indicator]

ISFJ

[Homosexual OCD]

20 minutes ago, CuteCornDog said:

If you already know who I am on this forum, please forget about everything I've posted before today.

 

Homosexual OCD was a serious problem for me for years.

My friend made me feel insecure about my sexuality up until recently.

He didn't realize he was doing it either.

 

He's totally the person I would marry but he is a he and not a she.

His appearance and the way he behaves towards me.

What is your question?

 

[Life Purpose]

56 minutes ago, Shroomdoctor said:

@Psyche_92 There we have the same goal 

What's your game-plan :).

[Life Purpose]

Helping people with psychological problems. Becoming a psychologist/psychotherapist.

[I'm in awe.]

21 hours ago, Faceless said:

Yeah.. The confliction in becoming and so on fall away. The me and my images are why life was a constant conflict. 

Thats the function of thought “me” a problem solver that needs problems to continue its movement. 

Lol interesting isn’t it 

It’s kind of annoying to fall back in “me”. I’m having constant shifts again, where i feel awesome one moment only to fall back in extreme identification. 

[Have You Noticed that Judging Others is Often You Judging Yourself]

The "outside world" is a mirror.

[I'm in awe.]

My mom thinks i'm on drugs lmao.

[I'm in awe.]

It's so fucking weird that you can experience the world through an imagined person. Seeing, hearing, feeling, smelling it's all new to me. Being able to do all of this is  so weird, when i first took all of this for granted and normal. Life becomes a fucking adventure when you see that you are not behind the steering wheel, but actually just enjoying the ride. 

[Resolving Strong Negative Emotions]

Don't allow the strong emotions with the motivation to resolve them. I know that sounds paradoxical, but this is what resolves them. 

[Is there a difference between thoughts and awareness?]

Awareness is the space between two thoughts. 

[Is this possible?]

1 minute ago, snowleopard said:

Just wait until you unmask all the rest ... LYAO x a gazillion

I think that just happened tbh.

[Is this possible?]

2 minutes ago, snowleopard said:

Tony or a decision?

LMAO. I think he's talking about the fraud of being an individual that's making decisions and living a life.

[Is this possible?]

1 minute ago, Mighty Mouse said:

Me neither   I don't think I've ever seen a decision in my life.

But if you suspect they do exist and you want to go look for them, then first be sure that you know what you're looking for.

Otherwise how would you know when you found it...?

A decision doesn't exist LOL. It only exists for the ego.

[Is this possible?]

18 minutes ago, Mighty Mouse said:

What would a decision look like exactly?

A thought? idk...

[Is this possible?]

18 minutes ago, Outer said:

The ego catches the ego? What do you mean with you?

Nothing, consciousness, awareness? Idk, can't really call it "something". It's something but nothing at the same time, because i know i'm here, but i'm also not here, because i can't see or pinpoint myself to anything.

[Is this possible?]

Is it possible to catch your ego from claiming a decision, or anything else while it's happening or right after it?

 

Edit: dunno wtf just happened but all of a sudden i totally understand what Tony Parsons was talking about all that time. I'm just bad at explaining what's going on.

[NoFap - Why you should quit porn & masturbation !]

I became conscious of using NoFap as an ego defense mechanism. No more NoFap for me. At least until i find out and resolved the thing i am running away from :).

[I almost can't stop crying.]

I've been having some intense meditation sessions lately, especially last weekend. Out of the blue the resistance towards old pain,started fading, a lot of repressed stuff from the past came up, and it didn't really stop. I think my resistance barrier is gone and everything is just flowing out of my subconsciousness. It's so crazy, and i feel so relieved i can't stop crying. I don't even know how to explain it, everything seems possible for me all of a sudden and the path i have to take is crystal clear.