Florian

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  1. Also to any boxer that steals my insights from this journal to fight against me: fuck you (actually I guess I would like it if my work influences the world)
  2. Writing this journal right now I notice that writing this is also cool because I can write funny and stupid stuff here and humor is on my values list
  3. Things I work on after I built current things into my homeostasis: -eating healthy, cooking for myself -sleeping healthy -stretching -Sport (strength, endurance) -reading -contemplatiing/thinking about fighting etc. -fasting once a week 24h -going outside and observing people, learning to read body-language -getting rid of porn addiction (probaply completly quitting porn) -getting rid of videogame addiction -stop wasting time on YouTube/getting rid of YouTube/internet addiction
  4. Things I am currently busy with: -90 days of imprinting my subconsious (Day 69 (lol)) -building a habit of sitting down and shifting my awareness from thinking to feeling (mastering body-being) (Day 28) (currently at 20mins per day -> goal is 45min at the end of the year -> 1.5h per day eventually) -building a habit of sitting down and letting go using the Sedona Method (mastering emotional freedom) (Starting today, aka Day 1) (goal 30min end of the year) EDIT: next step after 30 days of continously sitting down and letting go every day for 10 mins
  5. Also I might be posting this here because I want to be seen and get approval, respect and love from people who read this, so I will have to let go regarding that. Edit: I think I also imagine people reading this and thinking "wow this dude is so self aware" aka I want recognition for that as well. (same for this edit XD) I love that part of me though (at least I want people who read this to think so) LETTING GO OF THE UPPER STUFF: *edit check here when its gone*
  6. My current understanding of what I need to be the perfect fighter: 1. Emotional freedom (letting go emotions related to anything with fighting) 2. Wisdom of martial arts 3. Excellent Body-Being 4. A healthy, strong and well conditioned body
  7. @Preety_India haha you are awesome too
  8. @Preety_India I really love "The Awesome Piano". After listening to it a few times it's my favorite piece of music now. And the Africa cover was the first video I found from him.
  9. I think there was a thread with examples of people who are extreme masters at something but I can't find it anymore. But I really want to share this dude since I really love him he's so fcking good.
  10. @Leo Gura Bruh, me too
  11. Hey, I remember long time ago I watched a video about this golden indian temple (Sri Padmanabhaswamy) which supposedly has several chambers underneath it of which all but one have been opened and there were great amounts of gold etc. inside. But this one door is cursed or something and it is said that it can only be opened by a powerful monk or something like that. I don't know how legit this is but I found this super exciting and just wanna know if some people here know about this temple and can tell me something about this since this also has something to do with spirituality.
  12. @Leo Gura What kind of music do you listen to?
  13. @Kinjal it does from my experience
  14. @JessiChell From what I understand anger comes after fear, when you decide to fight whatever frightens you. Then your brain turns off and you go into fight mode. So it's an emotion that helps you fight. But as most emotions they don't really help you in the world we live in today most of the times but hold you back rather.
  15. Isn't swedens approach more yellowish?
  16. Yesterday when I went to bed and was already asleep basically I had this experience where I became aware and then I felt my body trembling. It was also like I could hear into my body and I heard how my bones were rubbing against each other because of that trembling. Since I was kind of aware and I could feel my body a bit I tried to move my arm and get up because I got very scared but I couldnt move. Then I accepted this situation and just welcomed this sensation and it became stronger and or it really went inside me or something like that. (I barely can remember this) And then I woke up and could move again and wondered wtf that just was. By the way this trembling felt like I had a nuclear reactor or something like that inside me which caused it.
  17. It very like that yea. If I had any insight? Idk maybe would have to think about it to say specifically. And thank you really, I find this very interesting now and I will read whatever you linked there.
  18. @inFlow I wasnt asleep for very long, maximum 30mins. About the trembling: I can't much more then I wrote at the beginning cause I can't remember it very well. But to add a little bit: I think I was very calm but then I noticed how I'm actually massively trembling inside and it felt very powerful I thought that maybe my arms are actually trembling and from outside it must look like I have a seizure or something. Plus: I also thought that this is related to the stress I have latetly. But that day I actually spent a lot of time letting go and calming myself so I thought I might just have become super sensitive in that moment and just felt this stress very very exact. (I kinda remember that I also had the thought that its my stress boiling over and me burning out or something)
  19. @Dazgwny This is interesting because I actually kinda felt like this afterwards. I remember that I had a thought thats very similar to the things you are discribing like that I could get out of my body or something like that. Maybe now I'm just making things up cause I read what you wrote and try to make sense of it but I really feel like there was something familiar to that. Idk if I want to learn that but I'm pretty sure that if I try and go any further then last night I will shit my fucking pants as well.
  20. @Preety_India yea pretty much exactly that. I literally thought "what the fuck was that" and then went back to sleep. But afterwards I also wanted to get back because this vibrating or whatever it was, was so interesting, I thought it might be some weird and fucking huge energy I could use if I manage to control it.
  21. @Preety_India I don't know about sleep paralysis but even though this was scary its more interesting to me now.