Shakazulu

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  1. @PsiloPutty hour and a half but I practice kriya daily and holotropic breath work weekly
  2. @Cepzeu thanks bro
  3. Yesterday I was at a creative workshop and they showed a graph on uneployment for the last 10-30 years. Ages from 15-24 in that last 10 years had the highest rate of unemployment - 2009 was the highest percentage. Around this time YouTube really blew up, thanks to call of duty modern warfare 2. YouTube and the internet i feel it's a part of the reason to why were able to find actualized/ actualizing existing is this prediction wrong?
  4. @Psyche_92 all these I need to get in order to be honest. On top of working overnight security 24 hours some weekends def does a toll. @Space I'm vegetarian right now, on my way to vegan, it's just a matter of finances at the moment. I eat relatively healthy but at times I eat whats avaibale @Michael569 I also box four to three times a week and it's intense training, soreness ties into fatigue if that makes sense? And no I haven't been to the doctor in years!! @RabbitHole no phone, tv or PC for an hour before sleep is something that stands out to me. When it's time to sleep I'm glued to my phone ? @bejapuskas I appreicate it man. Thank you
  5. @ChimpMonk much thanks
  6. @Leo Gura thanks man, note to self @d0ornokey interesting. Thanks
  7. How does one balance reading non duality books with life purpose/career books and self inquiry? I wish to work past my traumas while learning about non-duality yet learn more about my career. A list in order of importance would even help
  8. @NoSelfSelf thanks dude hehe
  9. After contemplating for a few weeks, I've been getting down to the idea of survival. The decisions I make are based on survival, what happens when all my decisions aren't based on survival?
  10. Last Wednesday I met a yoga instructor at a artist workshop, she's an instructor at a yoga centre I've done satsang's at. I asked her question's about kriya and she told me there's a extra body practice's I need to incorporate in my meditation/kriya practice. In the moment I didn't think to ask her more information on it. She told me I should go into the centre for guidance. This past Friday I went to the centre for a open yoga class, I was caught completely off guard yet still managed to do well haha. I ended up balancing my body on the tip of my head, it was awesome. Is joining a community worth the time? If so how often should I go? (kinda broke) It's a yoga vedanta centre
  11. TBH if it wasn't for tai, I'm questioning if I'd be into actualizing today. I felt he spoke some truth here
  12. Hey, I've been doing 60 mins of Kriya and 30 mins of meditation, is my meditation enough?
  13. This week is about to start and I already suspect the thoughts I'm going to be thinking through out the week. The same fears, the same ideologies, same ideas, ignoring the same weaknesses, how do I break my chain?
  14. http://courses.nithyanandauniversity.org/ is doing any of courses worth the time? A YouTuber from India claims it helped her get passed her limiting beliefs with money and relationships
  15. Lol I randomally clicked your name and seen this. I'm from Scarborough woohoo
  16. I'm seeing that in all art, there are guidelines but no rules. I see the same with life. How far can no rules take you?
  17. Are there concepts in this dimension that exist in the ones beyond this? I wonder if symmetry exist in the fifth or sixth dimension
  18. @dlof actually reading it right now! Very impactful @Truth I guess it was a question along with a journal. Any books you reccomend?
  19. My father was a nurse when my country Angola was fighting for independence. I can't imagine someone being in war then just functioning as a regular human. My dad left my family for 7 years, when he returned he was an abbusive alcoholic. My family demonized him all through my life. We fought so much. My siblings even had a nickname for my dad in Portuguese meaning animal. Him and my family have a pretty weak relationship. Anyways, I felt my mom sort of took the masculine role because my siblings seen my mom as the " good " parent or better. I feel it wasn't right because I never had anyone to teach me how to be masculine. When my mom decided to move to Canada when I was 1, she was going to leave my father behind, but he convinced her to come. When my family arrived, both my parents were working so hard, two of my siblings were 10-10+ years older than me and I have one sister who is six years older than me, I was closer to her than any of my other siblings. I was growing up with this inner need for love, from woman, from my art, for my ego... Age 4-18 I remember feeling hopeless and lost until I found actualized. Working on my masculinity/understanding the chemistry between both sexes seems important
  20. Is what we deserve what we take, or is what we deserve what we get? Depending on the context of course
  21. @calibrate yea like I'm a fan also lol! I've seen his influence directly from my eyes. A guy from my high school here in Toronto was 3 years older than me. Ian Connor came to Toronto and ended up making friends with him. Now I see my highschool friend hanging out with lil yachty and pretty much living a " glamorous life " I'm still trying to wrap my head around how he does it.
  22. I feel Ian Connor created a global ideology for teens. He hosted an event in my city and made teen boys bring him flowers... it's incredible to me his Internet personality blended with fashion gave him influence through hip-hop/the urban community. He's worked with Kanye west, migos and other famous artist. He's a fashion designer/ stylist
  23. @Hello from Russia thanks for the advice