Shakazulu

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  1. @non_nothing I feel like humans love symmetry
  2. From my last LSD trip I realized one can not know for eternity. There's multiple ways of thought or knowing. When I was younger I use to feel like Muay Thai was the greatest martial art because I trained it, now I realize there's no rules in reality, even if I do train Muay Thai, I can get hit with a razor, I can get shot, I can get choked out etc..
  3. @Leo Gura aw man, I feel what you mean on humanity is full of bullshit. Our bullshit will continue til death but morality can be improved until death
  4. I understand it's in the masculine to want to do. Then again I feel it can be a distraction to NOT do
  5. @Shiva I wanted to know the level's of consciousness that've inspired pop-culture. Before finding actualized, as a child, I seen people like Tupac as God. It felt like doing what he did was a stroke of luck. I'm just seeking what he saught.
  6. what level of spiral dynamics was Tupac shakur on? He's impacted many
  7. @Hafiz it's amazing someone like this existed on earth. I'm sure there are many more greats I've yet to discover
  8. what stage of thought is this on spiral dynamics lol
  9. @Serotoninluv @SgtPepper I feel the same way
  10. @Leightonm He has some valid points in my opinion but now a days who knows lol @Leightonm
  11. @Leightonm interesting I perhaps also need to watch if I do the same
  12. To me a concept is like a elastic ball, ideas tied around ideas that create a purpose different from what's it originally used for. Some people tie stacks of money with an elastic, some woman tie their hair with an elastic. Some people justify sex as love some people justify giving, as love. I feel what leo was trying to say is there's a big concept rooted in human conscious that blocks us from realizing our true nature. I look in the mirror and I see facial resemblance to an ape loool
  13. Powerful, today I was at the creek and I went into deep contemplation. I realized I can learn a lot from feeling. I felt I learned a lot from not knowing
  14. @XYZ thanks dude made an appointment
  15. @Michael569 never took any of those actually!
  16. When I was 12 I got surgery on my left knee, on Saturday when I was at the gym I was skipping on a foam mat for about half an hour, on Sunday I was moving things up and down my stairs for some hours. I feel pain in my RIGHT knee when I keep it bent, yesterday I worked out and it felt fine. The pain is on and off to be honest. When I stretch my right knee the movement isn't fluent. Is it soreness? And all in my head or might be something more?
  17. @Michael569 I did a heavy skipping session on foam mat last Saturday. But can't even lie this past year I did a lot of body activity if u get what I mean
  18. The idea of healing sounds interesting. If I didn't have knee surgery when I was 12 I doubt I'd be who I am today. Any books on naturally healing human knees?
  19. I was raised in the ghetto for most of my life, not trusting anyone was a big thing! I was also raised in a hardcore Christian household, my mom always told me not to eat at others people homes, the lie that the devil is external held me back. sleeping at family friends houses/friends houses was completely restricted from both my parents! I often have issues trusting my own friends and even family sometimes... I catch myself making bullshit reasons to justify my doubts. Anyone moved past trust issues?
  20. I've been realizing, whatever I accomplish is not going to make me happy. Can anything external really bring true fulfillment? It seems like every human is their own planet. I find myself stressed sometimes. But it seems like reality is no where.
  21. @aurum for the sake of love seems like the answer. @How to be wise I read it but I def need to revise
  22. @Haumea2018 wow great advice, thank you.
  23. Gradually building up on a monthly pace. How long does it take to prepare for a 90 hour non-stop?