Paintballer

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  1. Sorry I skimmed through your post earlier. After reading it in detail, it could be you resisting an awakening and forcing it to not happen. I have heard of such things happen. It could also be something entirely different. Dont dwell on it. Move on and if from now on you feel a lot of resistance. Physical resitance and stress. Let me know. If not like I said just move on. PS be honest with yourself, stay true to your experience and be wary of the ego that wants to take evry little thing, claim it anf and feel special because of it's claims.
  2. Try out the following sequence. It is super effective. The 5 tibetans. Breath of fire or wim hofs beathing technique. Mine works pretty well a well but do not feel like describing it atm. It is on my channel. The vid is called the breath is sacred or something. Followed by a good 20-30 minutes of meditation.
  3. I think for I am is dumb fuckinf statement. Yes. It will keep "creating" itself. Also you can not juggle your attachmeny to self development and the path at one time. They contradict each other. I recommend gettimg to a place where the ego tolerable. Where you are stable and functional, and then jump right in the path amd let it destroy you. Utterly and completely. Becareful what you ask for though. Your experience will eventually become bettet thn anything you imagine but the ego will need to be humbled time and time again to get there. Which will be rather difficult.
  4. Way kore than you think. Awakenings are actually quite common. Or at least not as rare as people think.
  5. That is a great quote:) There is another course that is worth checking out as well. Its free too haha Cant self promote will just say dude putting out the course used to be kind of douchy. Dude is me. Dude apologizes.
  6. 5 meo awakens tge shakti within. Which is not necessarily good;) the ego can have a rough time if it still in charge to a large degree and if the person cant surrender. Practicing kundalini yoga + grounsing yourself in emptiness are the best things you can do post 5 meo. if the ego is in charge lighter psychedelics are recommended imo
  7. @Richard Alpert Psilohuasca? They offer the toad version of 5 meo. Which is not as strong ive heard. On the other hand have heard great things about their psilohuasca concoction,
  8. Weed is a drug that feeds the ego imo. Alcohol, cigarettes and most stimulants do as well. Psychedelics are anti ego. Do not be counter productive.
  9. Shouts out to monkey minds everywhere. Doing what they do best.
  10. No. Mushrooms or psychedelic therapy have been found to be effective (in the right setting) in regards to the acceptance if death and the depression that is often accompanied by cancer though.
  11. I just wrote this in response to no thing, and was like damn, that is some good shit I wrote haha jk. In all seriousness. I think the following advice can make the post awakening process smoother fo those who have recently had an awakening. "Not sure if you have recently had an awakening or not. I will just share a story with you. Once adyashanti was speaking at his sangha. One of his audience members who hd an awakening walked up on stage. Grabbed tge mic from audio and started babbling truths. like he knows everything and adya does not get it like him. Upon awakening one does feel like that. Most also become very opinionated on the path. Enlightenment and etc. I personally did shit like this for a long while, but the more you process the realization one has upon awakening. The humbler you become, and the more you understand that although you are truth. You do not understand it and the infinite ways it can express itself. My point? Chill bro. You are at the begglinning of something great. Dont let ego hijack your vehicle and drive you off course though. Gl"
  12. A dream is very real. "Upon awakening (satori) mountains no longer seem like mountains and trees no longer seem like trees, upon enlightenment mountains are once again mountains and trees are one again trees"
  13. Not sure if you have recently had an awakening or not. I will just share a story with you. Once adyashanti was speaking at his sangha. One of his audience members who hd an awakening walked up on stage. Grabbed tge mic from audio and started babbling truths. like he knows everything and adya does not get it like him. Upon awakening one does feel like that. Most also become very opinionated on the path. Enlightenment and etc. I personally did shit like this for a long while, but the more you process the realization one has upon awakening. The humbler you become, and the more you understand that although you are truth. You do not understand it and the infinite ways it can express itself. My point? Chill bro. You are at the begglinning of something great. Dont let ego hijack your vehicle and drive you off course though. Gl