Arkandeus

And it seems suddenly, it all makes sense It seems suddenly, my brain is finally working completely It seems that suddenly I can see the sky, clearly Suddenly, all the songs all make sense Suddenly, I can see the light It seems so sudden, I am flowing

Thankgod my child, finally let go...let go and rest, rest, allow yourself to be who you are right now, flaws and qualities You've chased the whole world, now the bell has rung, allow yourself to be

Only ego can become obsessed with killing ego I am, simply is, life is what it is If you truly accept life as it is, right now, not after you've done this or that... Everything dissolves and everything unites Ego, awakening, enlightenment, merely become words There's whats happening now and that's all there is, and it is infinitely enough

Acknowledge this happiness as love, and if you always become more happy when you are with others, does that not mean you are in love right now?

If I had a button that I could push to directly end my life without pain or suffering I would have pushed this button a thousand times by now, again, again, again, again I'm no stranger to feeling suicidal, especially feeling suicidal while being on the path doing the work Whats there to say, it simply gets better if you stick it through honestly When you feel suicidal it is time to demand life to get better, life has to help you, you're not supposed to feel this cornered

No, always acknowledge the most obvious path, follow your natural desires, like water flowing down a hill, it is natural to chose the easiest path, the most obvious path, that is your guidance, go where you envision the most ease and excitement We are water flowing through life BUT as long as you are not with this women yet, there is no point to ruminating about her, if the path isn't there, you should take another path The trap is that the mind thinks it can orchestrate true love, that it can orchestrate falling in love, IT CANNOT, so chose the easiest path that is available

It really, really, really, really, really, really, really sounds like should meditate again like you did before Stop socializing for a bit, build your vibration back up, integrate the experiences of the past months Just ground yourself, and build that vibration back This is natural, you go out, and suddenly you get swept in by lower vibration of the outside world Get back into your bubble, recalibrate, go out again, till you feel you're getting swept, back into the bubble, healing You will need less and less time in your bubble and you will be able to last longer and longer outside without your vibration getting corrupted Once you awaken and you are on the path of enlightenment socializing is different, it is very meaningful, precise, and it requires you to be conscious You cant just go back to mindlessly socializing and hanging out, life itself is a meditation

If you were to meet the ultimate guru you would enlighten on the spot, and experience yourself as the whole world, as everything that ever existed He or she would not be your guru, as you would instantly be on their level, experiencing being them and them being you You would on your turn ripple that enlightenment, perhaps as the ultimate guru? but to whom? Anyone you meet is you, there is no student insight There is no teacher teaching a student and there is no student being a student to a teacher, everywhere you go you find no such relationship, nowhere to be seen anymore, it evaporated So as such the ultimate guru is truly a myth

You could be more aware if only it is during those times that are less intense in your workday, or perhaps you could be aware for 15 minutes more while you're having a high functioning moment at work before you drown in the business monkey mind If every week you manage to gain lets say 15 few more minutes where you can maintain awareness..it won't be that long really before almost the entirety of your workday is very present, aware and consciousness It takes patience really Being aware is like activating jet thrusters, constantly, to leave the atmosphere of the earth Gravity pulls you down, sometimes it pulls you down more depending on stress, workload, emotional upsets, other people and so sometimes you do levitate in the earth atmosphere, or crash in the unconscious sea The goal is to never crash, always try to activate your thrusters and when gravity pulls you too hard with life issues you levitate in the atmosphere, you stay on "stand-by", you make a safe landing on the ground You could see this as co-consciousness with the monkey mind, allowing the monkey mind to temporarily take-over, during those for example really intense work moments, you consciously allow the monkey mind to do its thing because you're not strong enough yet to let your jet thrusters burn during bad weather But you do this consciously, which is why this is a safe landing, grounded, you let the monkey mind do its thing without resistance but some part of you is alert that this is going on, it knows exactly what is going, that part is looking for any moment... The moment it sees the monkey mind is not needed anymore, the very moment that part of you feels like its strong enough to take on the weather, if only for a small moment, BAAM jet thrusters activated Take-off, burning, jet thrusting, Levitating, Safe landing, grounded Take-off, Crash landing due to blizzard, Grounded take off, Levitating, Jet thrusting, Levitating, Jet-thrusting, Levitating, Jet-thrusting, Levitating, Jet-thrusting, Levitating, Piercing the Atmosphere into space and infinity

Obsessed with learning about learning about other cultures? If that is not one of the most beautiful things in this world, then I don't know what is Please link me a isreali song that you appreciate, I will indulge in some of this cultural interestbeing myself

Tune your chakra's with solfeggio frequencies whenever you feel one very active chakra

@zambize You are having a non-dual experience right now, everyday Imagine you're driving a blue car, while you're doing that you pretend to be driving a red car...to the point where you forget you've been driving a blue car and you truly believe you're driving a red car Further on the read you meet other drivers who yell at you from their car that you've been driving a blue car all along. You can't seem to comprehend, you want to find out what it feels like to drive a blue car again, because to you it still feels like you're driving a red car! As you can see its pretty simple! You are feeling right now what it feels like to drive the blue car! And interestingly it is also what it feels like to drive a red car! You're always driving! Whether you feel you're driving a blue car or a yellow car, that's absolute

You do not have to abandon your religion entirely You can live your religion on a different level, as part of the whole that makes the universe What would your parents say if you were a muslim But you practice it minimally, and you practice the religion on your own terms Say for me I was raised christian, then I became atheist, then buddhist and now I am muslim christian hindu jew vegetarian meat eater hippie unity law of one transdimensional.. if I heard about it I am it! Every part of this world is a part of us, thats my view Whether you are muslim or not you should live your freedom What I mean is that such a label doesn't mean anything, either way life is what it is, and you will live your life the way you see fit, some label is not going to change that

I love how leo described the evolution of relationships throughout the spiral From seeing others as subhuman enemies To competition To friends To valuable sources of evolution To in my personal opinion, seeing them as yourself, and you as them, revealing the experience of one, life

Fear is the illusion of separation which brings about the illusion of lack, scarcity When you feel you lack safety, respect, or resources, acceptance you can get scared and anxious or angry (still scared!) You can get angry because you do not understand why something is taking place, lack of understanding stems from the illusion of separation, you cannot understand what you believe to be separate from you If you are not scared, you will not get angry I feel anger is a more healthier emotion then anxiety when it comes to being scared It is a sacred emotion that can help you move forward It might seem counter-intiutive but the best thing is not assign a reason to your anger If you place your anger on a person or an event inside reality you repeat what made you angry in the first place, the illusion of separation, putting your focus on a person on an event inside reality, training yourself to keep working from inside reality instead of harmonizing with the whole of reality What is it like to feel anger without trying to direct it to something? What is it like to have Anger that has nowhere to go? What is it like to let your reality boiling as anger? No outlet, no direction, just boiling.. Pure experience of anger, without a target

Exaxtly that is a moment of connection, where you opened yourself to nature You became still, you watched, you became present, you arrived in this moment interconnection is seeing how this moment is rippling through your life, how it is helping you flourish right now, how it is alive and conscious You opened yourself to life, life is everything, if you can perceive how such moments help you learn more about everything, help you understand everything, help you have more love in all situations, help you in terms of creativity, of physicality, of health..a connection to consciousness is a connection to everything If you can perceive this truth, you will know in your core the meaningfulness of opening yourself up to this moment, of being present Even the earthly mind, the monkey mind when it touches upon this truth, that if you are present you are truly connected to everything, you learn more about everything and you understand more of everything, even the monkey will perceive the usefulness and the importance of being in this moment, it will go into silence willfully, voluntarily, with less resistance If your heart knows truly, that to understand and to connect to your loved ones, this moment right now will help you do that, so will your heart help you give strength to be in the present moment Your soul, it already knows this truth! Heart body mind! All aligned for connection!

When you realize how you look at a blade of grass will affect how you see the love of your life What you think and feel when you're watching the landscape go by, when a fly lands on your shoulder, is connected to your job, connected to your friends The way you fold your clothes affects the way you interact with your family The way you cook food, affects your sense of humor, what you find funny and not The way you see the sky, the way you see a car, affects the way you see a human being Every single moment of the day you interact with consciousness, and consciousness is everything You are always interacting with consciousness in its infinite forms and reflections There is not a single second, not a single second of your day that is not as meaningful as all the other, there is not a single second, even in the seemingly most mundane and boring moment of your day that is not helping shape your life, to make it flourish This interconnectedness is realized, and then we know that every moment truly counts, and then we really become more present, and we realize that life is really happening right now in this moment You may think when you're zoning out on a movie or netflix that the important moments of your life are big decisions, which university, which job, which neighborhood to move into, which book, which workshop, which partner... definitely any "big" decision is an illusion, there is no such thing as a big decision, life is now, and life is free All of the consciousness that makes up your friends, this planet, destiny, plants, animals, events, is right here, in your field of awareness , everything is right here, right now Only here can something real happen

A relationship has a beginning or an end Love is happening now A relationship is good or it is bad Love is right now A relationship can be of the past, an ex-relationship, an old relationship, a dead relationship Love is happening right now in this moment A relationship is between several people, usually two, sometimes more Love is all that there is right now You can work on a relationship, make it better, or worse, abandon it, save it Love is now, in this moment, right here

@Sockrattes It is true that you can have this feeling of predetermination, I know what you mean, this might the gap of the distance you feel from your godly self When dormant before awakening you identify as a physical being surviving in a physical world, so you feel quite independent, you know life is dangerous and external but you feel like one being moving and adapting to this world Once you awaken, you start feeling how life has direction, how life is conscious, which may feel like a "pre-determined" presence at first, the more you enlighten, the more you will feel this gap at first, because you awakened so for the first time you really feel your connection to your divine self and you feel its will and sense of direction, because you still feel quite "split", it will feel as if life is pre-determined or bound to rules But it is you that is life, the more you awaken to your divine self, the more you can feel you are the one setting the direction and this is exactly how you wanted things to be If you start feeling that life is pre-determined it means exactly that you're getting in touch with your divine self, that is what it feels to feel the direction and the will of your divine self, at first If you stay open, the two parts will merge, and no your earthly self will not be drowned, it is not inferior, both will merge, and you will feel how you want to achieve your earthly endeavours and your divine endeavours at the same time, and somehow magically if can be done at the same time, that is what they mean by harmony with life So this feeling of pre-determination is what it feels like to reconnect and remember your identity beyond this earthly reality You can see how simple it is, pre-determined by who? There is only you! If you are determined to do something, what is it? Be interested in yourself, awaken to yourself, be open to yourself! And also your earthly self is also of infinite intelligence! If everything is made of infinite intelligence (consciousness) does it not take infinite intelligence to manifest and generate an earthly "simple" intelligence? The earthly self is definitely not inferior Using male and female energy can help clarify Then you have the earthly realm, on 'mother earth' , where everything seems deceptively simple, and primitive, the feminine aspect of nuance and subtlety, but it is just as complex as the divine realms, perhaps even more because it is less straight-forward, and requires a lot of depth to get If the heavens and hell are realms of primarly male energy, straighforward, in one realm you're happy in the other you suffer, you get what you see, then the earthly realm is a women, a woman is hard to understand don't they say that! You don't get what you see, and what you see you don't get, you have to really be open to the deeper meaning Ultimately enlightenment is combining these two divine energies, male and female Male energy, you know where you want to go, you go towards heaven,enlightenment away from hell and suffering Female energy, you are open to see beyond what is there, to see beyond illusion, and for that you are open to receiving, to remembering, to receiving your divine self

You are able to do what you want, and you are chosing these "rules" that you bound yourself to You literally are infinity, you can do whatever you want and you manifest this reality, why? The key is remembrance, you're doing this with your godly consciousness, which is of infinite intelligence Instead of trying to change the game from within, understand that first of all you're making the game, the game is happening inside you, and you're making the game with your divine consciousness which is of infinite intelligence and playing it at the same time with your earthly consciousness The key is trusting yourself, and being open to your wisdom, "ok so I made things this way for a reason, I just have to keep open my perspective so that I can understand the point of this game that I chose. Second of all you have to understand this is literally magic, you are literally dealing with magic You have one part of yourself that knows why you're here, that is keeping you going, upholding your reality, guiding you, hinting at you, and you have one part of yourself inside the reality trying to understand whats going on.. to enlighten, "to become one" ...you are split, split in two, literally.. you have to recognize that your very existence is an amazing super power And this enlightenment trying to attain non-duality, to merge into one with yourself, to remember who you are is also a magical process, your intent being enough If you ever wondered what would life be like if I could split myself in two parts or more? This is it! You're living it

This gif shows very roughly something that resembles the aura of consciousness If I had to compare it to the real thing, this gif is like a 5 year old child drawing a person, it doesn't look like an actual person but you can sort of tell that it depicts a person How consciousness really looks from my perspective, is much much more subtle and transparent, nuanced, divine, like a thin veil, it integrates into everything beautifully, I can see this aura everywhere ,on my skin, on objects, on people's skin, theoir clothes, on walls, in the sky But its so subtle, and it integrates so harmoniously most of the time I don't pay attention to it except when I do notice it from time to time It is a constant reminder that this reality is dreamed, manifested, imagined

Notice how you experience other people? There can never be others without you experiencing them Now where do you find this separation with other people? Since you are always there? You might say "well there are 8 billion people on this planet, so I am not experiencing those people" (8=infinity) Yes you are, this is where the skill of consciousness comes in, recognizing the aliveness of an idea 8 billion people is a thought construct that you are experiencing, this idea is just as alive as a random person on the street Thought constructs are living invisible ideas, but they are conscious and you experience them You experience this idea of 8 billion people, this idea has eyes and ears and you can interact with it Anyone who has ever lived has been experienced by you, there is no one outside your awareness Even more there are 8 billion people but an infinite amount of people on the earth, in potential, survey can be taken to calculate the current population but they can't survey parallel realities which we enter and move out from all the time, in potential you could meet an infinite of people Which explains why true love is so special and unique, when you find the person that fits perfectly to you, it is not a match made from heaven, but a match made from infinite parallel realities, where you and your special love(s) come together in one common earth reality

Celebration!

Real superpowers on the level of superman or x-men are attainable But it requires massive consciousness By the time you acquire a hundreth of the consciousness required for that you will already have realized there is much more at stake then superpowers, and they are really not that important It might sound nice to be overpowered but once you attain unity consciousness and that you identify as all of humanity it just seems boring really to focus on yourself, the things that are possible if we manage to awaken and enlighten everyone, if everyone awakens their super powers.....unimaginable,we would live on absolute fantasy freedom and infinity, life would blow your mind all the time You would have a billion more times fun then you can imagine and then having super powers by yourself Super powers and heroes are a thing of the past, of a physical world that needs saving Not of a shared imagined conscious massreality dreamed by immortal psychic beings that can transcend dimensions You can either save someone or you can make someone realize they are timeless gods

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