Arkandeus

what will you look back to on your life when you ''die'' and sober up as an immortal spirit? money and survival is an illusion, and so is death. the houses you gathered, the money you gathered, the power you gathered....you'll realize it doesn't matter, you can conjure up anything you want in the afterlife the same you do in your dreams, there is no lack of anything.. power doesn't matter because in the afterlife the illusion of division dissipates, power over who? yourself? so what does matter? the acts of the heart of course. selfless acts cannot be understood from a viewpoint that we live with one life in which we have to survive in. they can only be understood if you understand your own immortality. selfless acts are actions of the soul what will you look back to when you return to your primordial life beyond 'death'?

perfect, great, I think it might be about the perfect time for you to simply meditate your life

infinite ones, the universe is infinite more specifically I learned about those civilizations through channeled entities material. that doesn't matter though, to understand more the quality of infinity is great for enlightenment

see I envy you! everyone develops their own ''superpowers'', it's pretty amazing. for me my ''superpower'' is sensory changes, the world evolves every day, evolving sounds, different space, different colors, different texture of reality, literally a different world visually , day by day but what you experience I have not experienced!I'd love to be able to astral travel I know people who are able to communicate and sense the presence of spirits. everyone develops their own psychic senses at their own pace

the illusion of a world is a valid exploration of infinity we are the universe, the universe is infinity exploring itself, life exploring life it wouldn't be an infinite universe if life wasn't explored with the illusion of the mind wouldn't it? there are many civilizations that live without the illusion of division, and we are about to become one of them

- do nothing, just be keep in mind that if you have to consciously plan an activity,constantly keep track of it in the past and the future and schedule it, you haven't mastered it vibrationally activities that flow out of you naturally when you don't try to plan anything are the ones you have under your belt, you just do them because you feel like doing them, no planning or thinking involved, those are the ones that you have under your belt. it is an illusion of the mind to make you think you can do all these activities, when it is not you doing them, as more as it is a way your mind to constantly make you think of doing them, the more things you keep track off, the more you have to think it is really not that easy to integrate this many activities, the size of your list is really a hint as to what your mind is trying to do it is certainly not bad, it is actually good because you are trying, just keep in mind the illusion, it should take a few days to a week or two to integrate a single activity in your natural vibration, by feeling it playing around with it, letting infinity flow in and out, allowing attachment and detachment, tuning in to it, till you achieve a natural balance the sign of natural balance is that you do not have to plan the activity you will do the activity when you feel like doing it, not because 24 hours have passed, a sign of balance is that 3 days can go by without you doing the activity and you won't feel bad, then suddenly you feel like doing it, then maybe you do it for a week then stop for a week, it is truly outside the grasp of the mind when you will do the activity. so my best advice is instead of making a list of activities that you do everyday make a list of activities that you do when you feel like doing them, this way you're focusing more on the aspect of being instead of thinking if that it is too hard though, to just aim to do them everyday is amazing as well, there is advancement is every path, because infinity is everywhere there are lessons everywhere, everywhere you go, life is, you can never do bad, you're perfect -

unconditional happiness is basically enlightenment,but you don't have to follow the label of enlightenment, you could get there on your own. enlightenment or unconditional happiness is something that is, it is inside you, whether you label it one way or another it doesn't matter, it is yours you to have, because it is you, and because it is , you know best, more then anyone, how to get there , the greatest teacher is inside yourself no guru or book can bring you something that's already not inside you

everyone is here for a purpose, everyone is here because they have something to share, and something for you to learn on. everything is life and from everything you can learn everything is a reflection of yourself if you look for bullshit you will find it, if you guard against bullshit, you will be doing just that, guarding against bullshit if you want to find the truth, look for the truth, don't look for bullshit where your attention is, life will go

do they turn back out of fear or out of love? what is the agreed route, what does it mean to you? what is 'the plan'? isn't it what matters to be all together? you have to keep in mind being spontaneous is not a bad thing per se, wanting to stick to the plan, what for?what feeling is behind that? You could see them steering off course as being adventurous, being spontaneous, bringing surprise and excitement to the trip, you could this as an act of joy. or you could it as a betrayal of the agreed to plan, an act of fear by following the few who wanted to stray from the plan. I'm not saying one view is wrong or right, both views are right and are the truth, you create your own reality. it takes awhile to see that we are painting the landscape ourselves as we discover it. which perspective benefits you, which perspective allows you to explore and know yourself more all I hope you to keep in mind is that you are the creator

one step at a time...if even once you catch yourself hurrying, stressing out, if you manage to pay attention to that pain, to even be conscious of it, it's already a victory. to be conscious is all you have to do, it is simple and yet it isn't. you don't even have to overcome the habit, but if you're conscious when it is happening, you're conscious of the imbalance, that is enough. attention to pain and imbalance, is like the rays of the sun to a block of ice, it will melt inevitably if you manage to catch yourself hurrying and on top of that you can consciously slow down and take your time, then that is a huge victory. the biggest part of changing is being positive, recognize your results and your desires, if you desire to change you already changed, the very make-up of your consciousness is already different, celebrate every minute change of behavior you manage to manifest.

this is one thing I managed to find quite simple to work on, yet so hard! never hurry! unless you're really joyfully excited to go somewhere, so much that you feel pulled towards that destination that's something else, but if you're hurried in a stressful way, a painful way, no no, that's not good! it's such a simple practice but it has done wonders for me, and it made me face a big part of my subconscious fears. why hurry? take your time you'll get late to work?you'll lose your job? your higher self will manifest another job for you you'll get to late to the party? you'll have even more fun when you arrive there you'll lose someone's affection, you have to text them or call them now? you won't, and if you do, your higher self will manifest new intimate connections for you point is, there's never any reason to hurry if you consciously know that life is built around you, especially this, life is built around your well being and joy so don't wait for life in order to relax and have fun, relax right now, life will follow you, it's a physical thing as well, next time you catch yourself hurrying consciously stop it, take your time, let the train go by, let the friends wait let the movie go by, let the food go by,take your time law of abundance, lack does not exist, lack is an illusion that is one of the few laws of this universe, there's abundance of everything, you can have whatever you want while taking your sweet time

that is the illusion you live with, there is no such thing as lack in truth, I know this is very very hard to imagine and understand, and I know how much it hurts to see people around you suffer,but we're talking about infinite intelligence, it's the complexity of the illusion, it is our challenge to rise above it when I see someone suffer, when I see a homeless man on the street, when I hear of someone dying, I do not take conclusions, I feel the pain,I truly feel their pain,but I don't take conclusions, I do not imagine reasons behind their pain nor do I let their life say anything about mine. because I do not know what goes on there,I truly and really only know what goes on in my center, in my life.I do not have a single clue, not even one percent of a clue what someone else's life is like. to be able to not know is a very valuable asset in enlightenment. to be able to leave what's not related to you in a completely shrouded cloud of mystery is a useful skill I'd say. everyone's path is incredibly unique and precisely tailored to each individual. I know how hard it is to believe that you do control life on some level, that life is being built around you, that it follows you...I know how hard it can be,but trust me, it feels so good once the illusion starts to fall, there is no doubt about this, we all are the centers of our own universe and life cares about us. faith is needed first, then absolute certainty of that truth of life will be felt

ever since opening my third eye and working on consciousness the world around me keeps changing. the biggest change is dimension and space, to the point where people just feel gigantic, everything feels gigantic. today this intensified in an ikea store people just looked like walking planets, there's this immensity to everyone, to every object every person walking by it's like...I'm pulled into what's happening, it's like a meteor passing by, I can't help but look ,everything has so much presence. it's like I'm looking at giants,my eyes are just super open, as if I was looking at this gigantic thing but it's just a person a couple of meters in front of me. and now I understand babies,I understand why they their eyes are wide wide wide open no matter where they look their eyes are huge, what they see is presence, they see gigantic presence everywhere they are completely in the present moment and see the immensity of what's going on there's really no words that can describe enlightenment

these books have widened my perspective also I like to add that they're available for free on the web in torrent form, and no worries their authors don't care about you getting them for free!

in my opinion we die every night, as dying is simply our consciousness taking back its native form beyond the scope of earth physical life. everytime we dream,everytime we visit those deeper layers inside of us as we sleep, we pretty much ''die'' and go to the beyond. isn't strange to dream and not give a single shit about your life on earth?its such a weird feeling to remember such a consciousness, a consciousness that doesn't have an ounce of care for the physical life. forgetting is our tool, it is a super power, that we use to explore life in its infinite ways I think to understand the value and the meaning of forgetting will you help understand death and life it's just not in our interest to remember what we're up to with our night consciousness, unless one is truely ready to utilize that information. so there's no mystery really, we do it every night! nothing to fear! that's my personal opinion as we breath in, we breath out we go to sleep, we wake up we die , we live, like the cells in our body

so many many many types you'll be having a hard time keeping track with the ones happening to you now, so many you'll forget what you went through in the past and you'll forget to project the future you'll only have enough attention to keep up with what's happening now

It is an issue I deal with personally, and by far it is not an issue. go to sleep with your consciousness struggling and you will wake up with your consciousness struggling this may seem weird and counter-intuitive, but don't go to sleep when you're tired, go to sleep before you're tired. if your consciousness is leaving you, eg being tired, you were already supposed to be in bed. the more I respect this rule, the better my wake ups seem to get. and the more I can remember my dreams,if you go to sleep consciously you will remember your dreams more as well. it does take discipline to go to sleep when you're not super tired, it means sitting in bed for a minute or ten or fifteen waiting to enter sleep. you have to understand what it means to be tired, the meaning of being tired, what does it mean? First of all the meaning of sleep, your consciousness needs to be able to leave your physical body every now and then so that it can be active in ways that are more native and free to it. when you dream you literally fly off in other planes, you visit relatives in the spirit world, you breathe again in dimensions that are less dense, dimensions that are very light, where you can fly and create whatever you want to dream of. so your consciousness is leaving your body to breath again, then it goes back to it replenished. it goes to show how intense it is for our spirits to maintain the focus on this dense physical reality. anyhow when you are tired a portion of your consciousness already left because it needed to go. this is not a smooth transition, it leaves you with a sort of half-consciousness. the same one you experience when you wake up. this is not a good transition, because being tired doesn't feel good, so the same thing happens in the morning, your consciousness returns to you slowly,you're left there half conscious....because that is how it left you the night before. consciousness leaving your body has to be an established practice. it's the exact same process happening in the morning. you have to master smoothfully going to sleep, letting your consciousness fade, and in the morning you will feel the benefits. if you can leave smootfully, you will return smoothfully, they're both intimately linked if you feel tired you should've already been in bed, go to sleep super conscious and wake up super conscious

cultivate consciousness..there are infinite possibilities and you are all aware of them. you've always known what can be done, everything that can be done. let go of knowledge, because you know all knowledge, then can you take a look at the real you, being is something entirely different then knowing. very fast you will start to respect people for who they are, I may know what it takes to be a musician, to be in a band, but I'm not able to be that, so I respect people who can be that, I know how to jog, I know how to swim,but I'm not the one doing those things,I respect people who are those things. same with people who clean the streets, it seems simple but is it?I couldn't deal with cleaning the streets for a living for my entire life,I just feel it's not for me, so I respect those people who have been cleaning the streets for years, not because cleaning a street is difficult, but your life being about that is something else. you start to enter a new vision of life when you realize knowing how to do something has nothing to do with actually doing it and being about it. i it's the illusion of the mind fading, it starts becoming obvious that you know nothing about the world really, knowing is a concept, and that in itself is something, concepts are what they are, but they are not reality. I may ''know'' what a chef in a restaurant does in concept, but I don't have a single clue what it's like to be a chef. I may ''know'' in concept what a singer does, but I don't have a clue what it's like to be a singer. slowly as you realize that your knowledge has nothing to do with what's actually going on in reality, will that sense of wonder and awe of life come back to you. life feels mundane to many people because they think they know the world,they know how things work that's the illusion,you don't have a clue what's going on except for what you're actually being right now, when you realize you don't have a clue does life become wonderful again the highest knowledge, is to know that you don't know, you don't have a clue, you're surrendered to life, surrendered to this stream to find out the stream is drifting you exactly where you want to go the knowledge of the unknown

once you are able to see that what happens on your screen is not fictional,the learning increases by enormous magnitudes, what you see in movies and tv-show is very much real, it is happening now, the same way when you see people on the street, that is happening now too. everything happens now

feel your longing, your desire for the law of attraction..... it is that very desire that is proof that you believe in the law of attraction. you just have to allow your own belief to shine through, it's already there, let it bloom

it's nice to strive towards a certain state of being but all these labels are hurting the real you....all these labels are in the way of the real you. which needs space to express and bloom itself. you do not become fearless by worrying about having fear, by allowing the fear that you have now to shine through can you access states of higher composure. I just have to say that I see a big longing towards these labels, towards this identity that you want to create. It's the wrong way, you have to let your own essence flow, and whatever it will be , you have to accept it, you may be fearful one moment, weak one moment, but as you accept these states that's when your power grows, when you truely accept being weak, you become strong; because you don't fear being weak anymore. just trust that your real self is aligned with your desires, if you desire to feel confident, it will happen inevitably, just allow what is happening now to unfold, reality will inevitably lead you to your desires. truely allow yourself to be ''weak'', explore what you are right now, you will be amazed in the good and the light that you will find in who you are now. you want life to give you more, but are you appreciating what life is giving you right now? how can you appreciate being "strong" if you don't appreciate being "weak"? it's a lesson you will soon see there is no difference between being strong and weak

your psychology isn't ''bad'', enlightenment is a very very long process, it will do you good to not look back and criticize your past mindset everytime you travel further along this road. your god consciousness is in sync with everyone of your desires, if you desire to raise your children right while doing consciousness work this is definitely possible, you may learn a lot of lessons trying to raise them right. being selfish is good, your desires are supposed to be in sync with the entire universe, perhaps it's better to know that you have to selfish from the heart, from a point of honesty, not from the ego, to be selfish and to be selfless can be the same thing. focus on both things, they can perfectly be combined, enlightenment is never limitation, it is infinity

enlightenment is not an exterior activity...everyone is in touch with their feelings, it doesn't take a particular teaching to listen to your feelings and your intuition. there are probably an immense amount of folks on the ''path of enlightenment'' without them having being in touch with enlightenment books or teachers, simply by honestly listening to their feelings and intuition. we all have our own inner guides, we have everything we need with us

my mind is not completely shutdown but it is nothing like before, it has weakened and weakened and weakened,I never use my mind to make a decision,even though it still tries its hardest to provide input,I follow my instinct nowadays I merely listen to my mind when it pleas, I don't feed it,I listen, I take it in, I let it get silent if my mind manages to provide a strong case I use answer with infinity and all its power dissipates,that's the shut down I'm referring to when your mind has a pull on a decision or a belief in your life but you can manage to break free from it. take this subject: - the mind inspects the way I'm evolving spiritually : ''am I using the right spiritual practice? is this the best spiritual practice I can use?if its not the best I'm in trouble, how do I know if it's the best?''.....mind starts running answer it with infinity ---> ''any way can be the best way,I'm the creator, so whichever way I chose is fine'' the mind automatically shut downs because it cannot deal with infinity, if every way is the best way then there is nothing to criticize, nothing to worry about, if every way is the best way how will you make a choice now? you'll simply chose what you like, completely bypassing your mind, you don't need your mind to know what you like, if your mind knows every way is fine it won't have anything to say because all that keeps the mind is running is worry and stress you are the creator, reality forms itself around and for you, reality is always following you, so there is never any ''best way'', you are free to do whatever you want and it will turn out absolutely magnificent for you, that is infinity, you are here to create whatever the hell you want, not to follow a map, you can create your own unique way of enlightenment if you want to...let reality and enlightenment chase you wherever you go. just do whatever you feel like doing, everything will fall into place so there's no need for your mind ever, to figure anything out, there's no danger, just let your feelings flow

it absolutely works , and once you start experiencing it, it will keep happening till for you it's as natural and obvious as gravity, there won't be a single trace of doubt, there won't be a ''belief'', there will be knowing. you're not obligated to outright believe into the law of attraction just keep your mind open to it, don't seek the law of attraction funnily enough that is how the law of attraction works, you attract what you don't overly focus on (meaning stress focus) so you can attract the law of attraction don't pay attention to it, just keep your mind open to it, don't tell yourself you believe in it, don't tell yourself you don't believe in it keep this mindset ''if the law of attraction is true, it will inevitably prove itself to me over time because I live in the truth'' let the law of attraction show itself to you