Girzo

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  1. I guess until it's legal in the Netherlands we don't have to worry about it. That's where most of psychedelics are synthesized. BTW, have you seen 4-Pro-DMT? Wow, I haven't heard about anyone testing it yet but it might be an awesome replacement for places where 4-AcO got delegalized. If it works, of course. I haven't seen a single raving report about this substance on the internet. 5-MeO-MALT, on the other hand, seems to have significant spiritual potential. While we are on the topic, from rarer 5-MeOs I have tried 5-MeO-MET HCl and it was a mediocre experience, lacking depth. I have yet to try vaping it which might completely change my opinion.
  2. I assume you have never lived in the country. "Minimal" work. If you sit on a bag of money and do it only as a hobby, then yes you might do with minimal work. But as a way of survival? That won't do with minimal work.
  3. I have had huge hopes for smoking and it left me disappointed. The nausea is simply not worth it. It is unique in some way, though. If you are more resistant to body load you might give it a try. You can convert HCl to freebase using the spoon method and then vaporize DPT in whatever device you like. GVG will do. I have used Mr Bald T and it works well for this substance. Don't waste time trying to vaporize the HCl version, it's hard and unhealthy. Suck in vapors intensely using your mouth and cheeks, then try to hold the stuff in the lungs as long as possible. 20 mg is a good starter dose to test the waters (if you vape it correctly). The trip is 1 hour long and ends abruptly going into the best afterglow I have ever experienced on any psychedelic.
  4. Nah, nah. It's a normal psychedelic. You can use it for whatever you would use LSD for.
  5. We kind of have with all those climate changes and stuff...
  6. The now-trendy DPT, of course. 4-HO-DPT is interesting, too. I have heard it's way different from 4-AcO-DMT, which is interesting. Haven't tried it though. Maybe it's the next gem hehe And 5-MeO-MiPT seems cool too. It's similar to DPT in that it connects 5-MeO-DMT-like spirituality with visuals and stuff. The question is, do you need them? Not really, I think they are only for people who are fascinated with psychedelics
  7. You won't breakthrough on antidepressants. !IMPORTANT! While generally taking pure psychedelics on SSRIs is only disappointing and not harmful, beware. Some newbie might think: "Oh someone did DMT on antidepressants and it was an ok experience, so I can smoke my changa." NO! DMT freebase is not the same thing as changa or ayahuasca. While the first combination will be harmless the other two can be deadly because of MAOi content in ayahuasca vine, which results in a serotonin syndrome. Since it's a DPT thread, never try DPT + moclobemide (so called propylhauasca) combo on antidepressants, because it's deadly.
  8. Do whatever you like, but don't then go on the forums saying you have done 40 mg of 5-MeO and it left you unimpressed. That kind of misleading is rampant over the internet. I think it's a good practice to always disclose your possible tolerance before reporting an experience. Like "I have done 7 grams of shrooms 5 days ago" or reporting other drugs you are currently on, like SNRI's. My friend had been once taking some herbal supplements and then was surprised by the intensity of the trip. "No shit sherlock, you have been taking a MAOi. People need to be more aware and cautious of what they put in their body. That's why I don't like a lot of modern facilitators and shamans like Octavio Rettig. Mixing stuff and overdosing on purpose. They are reckless. Btw @Enlightenment, why would you need psychedelics while on SNRI? Is it not doing it's job? I would wait those 3 months, it's not that long. There's plenty of stuff you can do during this period. It's about commitment, if you have decided on giving a chance for antidepressants, then do it right.
  9. What the heck? You are microdosing shrooms analogue along with a lot of random stuff and excpecting it to work correctly? Stop doing all other substances for at least a week and then go into DPT trip. Isn't cross-tolerance one of the first things a psychonaut learns about? And if one of your suplements was an iMAO, you could easily overdose. Be careful. On a side-note, if someone stumbles upon this post. No, you can't take DPT while on antidepressants, it won't work.
  10. I think that's not what collective means. It's more like: human being is composed of billions of cells and gaining insights about "human-hood" does not necessarily mean knowledge about how every single cell operates. Replace human with collective and cell with a person. Here you go.
  11. You thinking "I will go buy some food" and then going to the shop IS manipulating the dream through your conscious thoughts.
  12. Haha, I have had a very similar experience, but with a plot twist. Where your apartment became fairytale-like after ego-death, my room got back to normal. Which was even weirder then the weirdest visuals, because that's not what you expect on a heroic dose. To be honest, that's not what you expect on any dose: to see the world "normally", but in an ego-death state.
  13. @Goodpeace Freebase can look like that. My pure white DPT after freebase conversion looks way worse than this. Test it first though.
  14. @Shadowraix It's a great starting substance, but you outgrow it quite quickly. I can confirm the zombie factor that Psychedsubstance talks about. You don't remember clearly first 1-2 hours of the peak. The visuals were beautiful for me, but what I liked the most is how kinesthetic this substance is. Much nicer body feeling, clean physical euphoria that LSD lacks. On LSD your body feels alien, on AL-LAD it feels super-natural. You also have this feeling of total control, you are the supervisor and can think about whatever you want. It lasts around 8 hours, too. That's why I think it's a good choice for a beginner. It lacks depth, though. Induces a lot of nostalgia feelings too. My first trip was on AL-LAD, here's what I had to say about it: "I am actually amazed by the visual part of the trip. It's nothing like what I have expected. It has this 80's vibe to it, very colorful with taste, not like all those psychedelics renders on the web. Smooth gradients, no contours, simple shapes. Sometimes vibrant, sometimes bland. Very clean and geometric, symmetric patterns." Compared to other psychedelics it's way more cartoonish. Yup, AL-LAD has a specific style, but I like it. Overall LSD seems to be a better and safer choice for spiritual work. Though for a first-timer, AL-LAD is a great substance.
  15. @OBEler It's hard to get lately. But yeah, AL-LAD would be the best. Dosed in 150-225ug range. For LSD/1P-LSD I would not go higher than 100ug because it lasts longer than Alladin and might be harder to control.
  16. Sometimes they do.
  17. Yup. Regardless of whether Sadhguru would be for or against substances in private, he can't ever say it publicly. He works with government and runs a non-profit with 9 million volunteers. That's one. Two: he is a responsible guy teaching millions of people, he would never recommend something as potent and unpredictable as psychedelics. I feel like even his yoga techniques are watered-down so people don't harm themselves. He probably doesn't want to give people smoking pot all day doing nothing an excuse, too. That's a trap many people fall into. They bullshit themselves they are doing spiritual work, when in fact they are looking for a high, some experience. But this trap is broader than this. It also includes jockeying on the forums, reading countless books on spirituality and "meditating" with a crazy monkey mind, etc.
  18. No. Just no. Can we stop spreading false scientific theories? 5-MeO being produced purposefully in the body is a bold claim and I am not aware of any evidence that proves it. Yes, it's a cool guess, but don't state it as a fact, please.
  19. @CreamCat What stops it from having a will? But first, how do you know it having a will is not another story?
  20. In Poland a chunk of non-classic psychedelics have been intentionally left unregulated during last delegalization of research chemicals, because of their low abuse potential. Which leaves me optimistic for the future, considering that Poland is now ruled by a right-wing catholic party. If they don't ban psychedelics then who would dare to. 5-MeO got delegalized there in 2015 along with many amphetamine- and mdma-like substances. 2C-x's and NBOMe's got banned, too. There are a few reasons for that but mainly it was because of this association with other problematic drugs like 4-MMC or A-PVP. Sellers had some psychedelics alongside those harmful substances in offer and they all got banned after a rise in death statistics caused by aformentioned drugs.
  21. Personal Journal. For personal things. Mainly expressing emotions. Purpose of this journal is to keep track of habits and emotional state. Legend: = 2 points up | = 1 point up | = neutral | = 1 point down | = 2 points down (compared to day before) #1 + I keep on rocking that meditation habit (Strong Determination Sitting +1h). +- I did some exercise today, but could have done more. +- I have got binge eating attack today, but it was just bananas and some bread. It's getting better, last time it was a full cake. - I am lying to myself so freaking much, talking bullshit to others, just unconcious stuff.
  22. Here is my DPT trip report.
  23. Near to Forest - DPT, 60 mg 12.05.19 // First trip after a few months. Insufflated, 60 mg straight from the bag (not the brightest idea). Lying on a meadow, I got sunburned a little and a headache. The trip started with nausea and fainting-like feeling, so it wasn't too pleasant in the beginning. I will never snort again, it sucks. I don't like unpleasant sensations on the tongue too, but that's the body load. SPIRITUAL INSIGHTS: No breakthroughs. I have talked with My Self about good and bad. I can only do Good and nothing bad. I crave the comfort of knowing what is good effortlessly, but setting the rules about what is right is not right in itself. So, I can't do that. So I have to live from my heart and authentically, which is hard. But I like it, I like that it's hard. It's a game of setting limitations upon yourself and breaking through them. I have tried to see the substance of the universe, but couldn't really wrap my head around it. Enlightenment is all about unknowing. Conceptualization is the mechanism of creation. But it itself is a concept. So can it be true, or did it just create itself? But if it created itself, isn't it true? It's all just one giant mind. The body is but one tiny little figment. All is alive. Everything around me (at least in the forest). If you want to communicate with God, it won't be on a thought level, but beyond. COMMON WISDOM: I should keep doing Kriya Yoga, it's the most important habit I have at the moment. The second thing on the list of growth-potentiators is just living in the world. Having a business, girlfriend, etc. It will grow you a lot. About 1/2 the potential of yoga. The third position is taken by books and gathering knowledge. It's too passive to be as effective as previous activities. About 1/4 the potential of yoga. People are lazy and love to copy-paste, that's why they create monocultures and boring forests. I will put more effort into journaling, it's time-consuming but worth it. I will also track my time better.
  24. Survival in the Dark - 1P-LSD, 150mcg 09.06.19 // I haven't tripped on LSD for almost exactly a year. Totally forgot what it's like. 150 mcg dose had been unexpectedly potent, which made us a little bit scared. Tripped with a friend in the wild, outside the house with a bike. A funny thing had happened in the beginning, because I accidentally spit the blotter and had to look for it on the ground. 5 seconds rule. We were constantly trapped in loops, going on a pilgrimage towards the church through the meadows. It was hard to fight gravity when walking up hills. The road seemed endless. The world seemed very uniform, geometrical and divided in chunks. Animals looked funny and were constantly morphing. We were a little bit scared at times and totally unprepared for the intensity. Body load is a hallmark of this trip. This powerful energy vibration was traveling through the body and didn't give us rest. Not once have I felt pleasurable in my skin. It was a little bit draining. I suppose not having slept had a lot to do with this fact. Everything in the visual field was simplified and full of neon colors. Nature was bright and rich in detail. It was delightful to look at the world, but on the other hand, the environment constantly had that vibe of cheapness and impermanence. SPIRITUAL INSIGHTS: No solid breakthroughs, but very close. I was merging with mind content and getting lost in an absolute perspective. I became aware of the relativeness of size. I can now understand how a fly is not different in size from a planet. There's no you, just this constantly changing mind-field. Language broke every time I have tried to put an insight into words. Life is not different from a trip. It's a little bit more dense fragment of the fractal called life, but it's still its part. Everything is impermanent. COMMON WISDOM: I do a lot of projection. It's not possible to read someone's mind or emotion, it's always a prediction of what they feel or experience. It's better to assume that I don't know what others are and why they do what they do. Fast before the trip for 8-10 hours, or at least be after poop. Having content in the intestines is one more factor that contributes to the body load. Actually, you can fast more not only before tripping but generally in life. It's healthy. Take care of your rest and well-being, so they don't become an obstacle to realizing your fullest potential.