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@Philipp Yeah, cool idea with the restaurants, I dream of there being something like Conscious McDonald's. And talking about designing things for homeless people, I think we can expand it to any poor people. There is this awesome NGO that that distributes mosquito nets for beds to fight malaria. It's a very cheap product that has an enormous impact. Here are some more ideas from me: Producing wooden/eco toys, Magic Mushroom cultivation plant - this one I have doubts about because conventional mushroom cultivation methods use a lot of plastic. Producing/selling/servicing e-bikes Renting tools Running a shop with local produce NGO that cleans forests, like 4ocean but with forests Writing a vegan cookbook that uses local produce, without avocado and other exotic stuff Developing internet video courses on psychedelics/Kriya Yoga/integral theory Reforming/evolving education somehow Becoming a conscious politician

@JalenS23 Thanks for the effort put in writing this up, but as I have probably already said I was on an almost vegan diet for 2 months prior to that event and I got these symptoms anyways after eating stale food. So it's probably some opportunistic bug or something, not a chronic issue. I can't even imagine eating a raw diet right now. I will get my stool tested soon and if nothing comes up I will try the honey first.

@JustThinkingAloud No girl I had been with was ever aroused by saying nice things. You can be an exception, but that doesn't change what I have experienced. Of course, we can say nice things to each other when cuddling, etc. But at some point, you have to drop it if you want to get sexual.

Girls are not attracted to being nice, but that doesn't mean you can't be nice. Just play a role a little bit when you want you both to get aroused, move the interaction towards sexual vibe. Apart from those moments, you can be nice as much as you like, as is true for you. I have been nice all my life and still get girls from time to time. You can judge how attractive I am, personally I think I am 6.5 out of 10, in terms of physical appearance.

I would rather say that clinging to the material world is a kind of laziness

@Dumuzzi Interesting. Have you heard about Om Swami? I had thought about him when I read your post. Tantra and Mother Divine played a huge role in his realization too.

@pink Yes, I am aware they are not the same, but you know a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. So until I source the Manuka one I might as well use what I have. BTW I have a funny story. I went to register for a visit to a gastroenterologists office in a public system. I got signed for a visit on 15th April 2020. Great joke, very funny indeed. At least I can get my stool tested for free by my general practitioner in the next week. So maybe something can be confirmed or ruled out. Some people would think this is an argument against public health system, but I think the opposite - it's a very good reason to justify raising health insurance contributions. And the government should force MDs who studied for free to work in the public system more or force them to pay back for their education. But everyone is so scared of mending with the healthcare system and the public is extremely unwelcoming of raising anything, even if it would result in the greater good.

@pink @Dumuzzi Looks interesting, but the price is cosmic. Nevertheless, I might try it. For now I will try just eating my local honey, it should have some antimicrobial qualities, too. I have found Gelatine tannate and it works wonders together with a zinc supplement. Consuming it for 3 days and finally I have had a semi-normal solid poo. The problem is that the white tongue has returned, but not that intense.

That's cool to hear!

I don't see point in assigning my happiness a scale. But I once had been evaluating for fun whether this day I felt better or worse than the day before and compiling this into a graph to see the trends. It was an entertaining activity.

@Abhishaik Cool butterfly, you want to become a cartoon animator?

I use Calendar and track my time with Toggl app.

Just a beginner thing, it has no meaning. You will grow out of it. What happens is your ego trying to do something, anything.

This philosopher who trips on a high-dose LSD: Chris Bache.

What kind of bullshit is this? The whole point of Ayahuasca is that it lasts a few hours, it can't be otherwise. You can smoke an ayahuasca-like herb mix that has a shorter duration, but it's called Changa. The thing that lasts 5 minutes is actually a synthetic or extracted DMT smoked.

Bang, bang

Frederic Laloux has written a book about stages of development of organizations and used Wilber's nomenclature in doing so. It's called Reinventing Organisations. I totally vouch for it, it's a great book. In this book he has listed people working on development thories starting with: Ken Wilber A Brief History of Everything Integral Psychology Jenny Wade - Changes of Mind And others like: Don Beck - Spiral Dynamics Susanne Cook-Greuter - Ego Development Georg Feuerstein - Structures of Consciousness James Fowler - Stages of Faith Carol Gilligan - In a Different Voice Clare W. Graves - The Never Ending Quest Robert Kegan - In Over Our Heads Lawrence Kohlberg - The Philosophy of Moral Development Jane Loevinger - Ego Development Jean Piaget - The Psychology of the Child

I like the "How Not to Die Cookbook" by Dr. Michael Greger.

It depends on where you would want to plant it. In the Amazon forest or India, it's nothing. Although, in some small country it would be a substantial amount.

@Nak Khid Cool list, matches my experience. Thanks

@DrewNows Salad sounds nice, but not when you are going to have to poo-poo it 6 hours later undigested. I am cool with cooked veggies, but raw is a big no-no at the moment. I was eating turmeric and ginger daily for months prior to this infection and it didn't protect me from it, so I guess it's beyond what turmeric can heal. Yeah, the main problem at the moment is not so much the frequency of poop, because I do it once or twice after all these antibiotics, but that food is still partly undigested, I mean like you can see what you have eaten.

I will get tested for free. I just have to wait for a visit to a gastroenterologist's office, which is about 20-40 days, and I wonder what I can do in that time. I am not, but only because I have no experience with it and don't know anyone who does to ask for help if something went wrong. Otherwise, I would be eager to try it.

@outlandish yep, plus means it helps. Fatty stuff worsens symptoms, with the exception of peanut butter, but I might try this FODMAP thing. Excess sugar is a good thing to clean from diet regardless of the sickness. I was vegetarian for quite some time and it sucks I can't eat lentils now. I had to reintroduce meat.

I can't lockdown a girl, so I am pretty sure there's plenty of girls that just sleep around.

@fridjonk You say that from experience? I know a few people for whom DPT was their first psychedelic and it was an ok experience. Just don't dose high, 40-50mg to test the waters is ok and 60 mg should be quite intense, but still controllable.