Ananta

It's okay. I understand. Most would just call someone an asshole (you might as well have) and been done with it, but you came back to apologize, even if it took 3 days..., but late is better than never.

Well, it doesnt seem like theres much more you can do regarding it at this point. When I'm at the end of my rope about something and theres no where left to go or nothing more that can be done I just say "fuck it" and call it a day. Smile with your lips closed!

So, have you looked into either Crest white strips or whitening trays available at the dentist? And/or getting braces, if your teeth are crooked? Teeth can also get capped from my understanding. Fixing the whiting and crookedness issue. Perhaps a trip to the dentist is in order?

Women like to play hard to get, its part of the play. Guys typically should be making the moves on women and women play hard to get a bit. It's normal. If your getting numbers you're doing something right. Means they are willing to hear from you. Keeping their interest is what you need to work on. Trial and error, try out different stuff then you normally do. Do you ask them questions about themselves? Do you also throw in some flattering remarks? You have to learn the art of flirting via texts.

Ty, at least someone does

Yes Sorry for the confusion.

@Mikael89 you have to understand what he means when he says consciousness. He uses it differently than most, but whatever.

Get yourself very present/mindful in the "here and now", feel all feelings/emotions the best you can, sit with them. Part of depersonalization is not feeling, therefore not connecting. So, find a way to start reconnecting.

@oMarcos Anyways, I dont think I answered your question. Sorry. No, I dont think it's wrong. I think you could make a connection with someone or maybe just pass the time either way is fine. You'd be socializing. That's normal.

Yes, I see. Hm, do you also have social anxiety? Seems alot of ppl on here do. I couldn't even imagine since I'm a natural extrovert. However, I "chose" to not have many friends, but I can socialize and even talk to strangers often.

@lmfao Nothing wrong with taking medication for mental health issues. I'm a nurse and I'm here to tell ya mental health issues are very real and meds can and do help. So, do what you gotta do and dont worry about other ppl's opinion (especially ppl on here, lol), as they probably dont understand how bad it can get.

@milii Girl, that just sucks, really! I'm sorry. When you've had enough of it, you'll move on. Until then, unfortunately, you'll suffer.

True, but I once asked a "lonely" guy on here about just that (talking to other guys here that are lonely) he said, no, I "only" want to talk to girls, not guys. So, not sure if the OP feels the same or not?

@CultivateLove Dont like my posts, then dont read them. It's very simple. My opinions are just that, opinions. Get over it! * Theres an "ignore" function on this site. Maybe you should use it. Edit - Seems his post is gone now...lol.. poof!

Theres a spectrum for Bipolar, since some have more mild symptoms, while others may be debilitated by the illness. Theres also Bipolar 1 and Bipolar 2, the difference is as simple as if you have ever had 1 true manic episode (not hypomanic), then you would have Bipolar 1. Simply being emotional does not diagnosis Bipolar, although it can be one of several symptoms.

I know it's hard, but you are torturing yourself. If you've blocked him he shouldn't be able to text you. No contact means ...none. Your torn, because you think if you wait long enough he will appreciate you and come running back proclaiming his love for only you and that he made a mistake by leaving you. Most likely, this wont happen.

You must let him go, completely. Go no-contact with him. Block him on all social media, phone. Etc. In time, you'll get over this, meet new guys, date and be happier. Hes a cheater anyways. You dont need that!

@Nahm Nice! Ty

@TrynaBeTurquoise thanks!

No, not at all and I'm 49, so I dont care much about that stuff...lol

Ty

I am eating when hungry, just not as much. Im also not doing low fat, so my total daily calories land around 800-1000 which is fine for my body at 5'4. I dont lose above that unless I exercise like a complete maniac which ain't happening right now.

Haha, well, I'm out of what was my normal weight, so just getting back to that hopefully. Since posting I've lost a few more lbs now. Yes, I've not been eating more than 400 cals during the day, then smaller dinner. Wanted to try the veggie diet but my current lifestyle just doesnt fit it.

Yes, he did, just move on. Dont waste time being upset about it. He's not worth your time I guess. Theres always another fish in the sea.