ValiantSalvatore

I dunno I have VGP, someone could research that genetically, I already am seeing indicators lol. Let's see how far my science will go, my kinestheic intuition sometimes is insane because of this. As well as just base intuition? I can control goosebumps voluntarily.

I never finished the book, yet the red queen dives into the biology of genes between male and female a bit more. Hopefully I get to it. I do think nuture can beat nature, in the sense of levereging the 20% available that is changeable, as soon as a new tool/method is introduced to produce change everything will change. I don't know why there needs to be a distinctive focus on Jews, instead of the gene expression themselves that causes the minority/majority the behave in a certain way, and name the gene. I don't know why Jews are the ones to be "blamed" for anything, feels to me like people want to elevate their culture again for no reason. Whatsoever, besides sheer arrogance and vanity/conceitedness. Somehow a classic.... evermore...

Leo hitting with da knowlegde hahaha, I am going to buy a biologie book for dummies for this hahah.

We need one-sized fits all racism Not a big fan of testing for IQ, even when "gifted" or not. I don't like the race associations and the false equvalicency, because some lobbiest eugenics started researching this. There is so much bias in the history of measuring IQ. Just abort it. There are better modles that cause less friction imo and give more leeway. Even Blumenbach was smarter in that sense, at least he had the right perspective .

Bro I can even get into Bioinformatics now. What are you talking about? If the culture enforced learning and hard work for a long-period of time it is clear that the people from that region/tribe have higher iq? The more objective critera would be what causes a decline of IQ overtime in other cohorts? As well as an increase for cohorts? As well as the enviroment matters, for example if you want a personal anecdote. I smoked cigarettes when I was very young I am gifted I did not test it (psychologist and coach insisted on me being gifted and letting me test). I do well in academia and I meet so many intelligent people. Many intelligent people do drugs/smoke cigarettes and do harmful behaviour. That alone is a tell-tale sign IQ != success != health as this can ruin ones life. I believe for example my IQ would be up to 7 points higher if I did not smoke cigarettes as I was a teen, because of lack of emotional regulation from my parents? Might use this better as an exemplar. I dunno reaching a state of omniscience left me to believe IQ is in a sense not really real especially at higher states of existence. I dunno the more you argue about this the more I am going to do a PH.D to disproove the bullshit I am seeing with my own eyes. Did you ever analyze genetics with a tool? https://www.psypost.org/2015/03/nature-vs-nurture-iq-of-children-in-better-educated-households-is-higher-study-of-twins-indicates-32733 I heard this study a lot in books/audiobooks etc. Personally, speaking meeting gifted people, they all received a lot of training/programms/were put into programms and activities, their parents are mostly from well-off families and they started to teach their kids early reading at the age of 2-4. Mostly, for example a friend of mines cousine was raised in a science family. Then when you put these people into the same condition, they increase their iq. Is that true or not? Also most miss the spiritual component. This so called free of bias science smells like horseshit to me, I've seen critiques about IQ test, tbh. It's a joke if someone wants to do something complex let him do it and see what happens, so he can learn. Instead of forcing false ideas about IQ's and Jew's. What does that have to do with Jews? It's their execution of life that makes them succesful, how they conduct their lives and execute on it. That is pretty evident, when someone does that he/her will become succcesful.

Yeah I like holarchies mostly. I don't think very hierachically mostly in holarchies. I dunno I like integral theory a lot, so I am unsure what to reply. Sorry also for the late reply! Was unsure if I reply at all, as I did not see the necessity. I am currently focusing on disbeliefing through using a specific meditation technique and it works quiet well to de-construct mind space.

@Leo Gura How did you see the entity kangeroo mouse internally/externally? I unfortunately don't have the time to understand everthing in detail, even though I read most of the thread.. I had a similar experience on NN-DMT although the visual quality was very weak, I basically saw a tiny gnome of sorts that gave me access showing me I am all-powerful in that sense by giving me control over another body so to speak. This was all internal after a couple of hits. It definitely was not as intense. Is that similar to hyper alien intelligence? The experience was very strong energy of DMT was cursing through my head and I had similar to Martin Ball sort of these electric/digital synch waves in my head, no idea how to describe it. I heared strange sounds and I had to stop the experience, because of lack of control. Although paradoxically the entity showed me "authority" over it, giving me power and control. Sort of similar to beign a ruler. Is the beign you meet archetypal I got interseted into Carl Jung a bit? Do you think it exists in our universe itself? That you could possibly meet it in some odd scenaroy lol?

That is interesting. I wanted to use it as a service when I am actively working and audible might be to long for some reason. I considered this option. I did both courses in 2x of a 5 part series of certificates for a full IBM programm. The videos and did the assignments, I have some certificates for beginner levels on my linkedin, yet I don't know how useful that is so to speak, as I barely network via this plattform. I finished both courses relatively quickly it was interesting to test this, and see for myself how far I can leverage learning techniques from my own good. I passed all of them, yet it was beginner level. I wondered how far you can take it, especially if you have the pre-requistes for the courses, when you put these into linkedin. I usually also join study rooms with other people at home, so I am not so lonely lol, I can even turn on the camera.

Did you ever use blinklist as a tool that would interest me in terms of gathering information? I also listen to all audiobooks/videos on 2x and did a course from Barbara Oakely on how to study with video based information/zoom/during corona on science. So I know a trick or two, yet I prefer it when people do the course and take the notes themselves. I did also some edx programms for which I paid, so it was interesting to use the principles. Although I did find myself in the same area of how to learn in the end. I did take notes from the video course, although I did not learn as much as I read a bunch of strategies and approachs beforehand. It was just interesting on how working with video/ a camera is best used IIRC. I can look up the name if you want 2. The biggest insight for me was from the course that taking notes and stopping the video as well as watching the video fully is better. It is better to take for example notes from a video when you pause and they also explain how the basal ganglia is responsible for one modality of learning as well as the hippocampus? So there are different ways on how to approach the subject itself based on current science. The course is free on coursera/edx.org IIRC. I don't remember the exact name.

@Danioover9000 Agree!

Very true . Detachment is not an easy virtue to practice. I do practice zen although I might not be as good. I could already be detached. Internally. I am saying I agree with you in simple terms... I once bought a course on power. Non-detachment is a higher virtue. Communication is a huge issue. Also denying desire is not good, I would be lying if I would not desire anything in this world. I desire for instance transendence a lot that is rare. So that is my opinion. Re-constructing a positive ego is also a lot of work imo.

Radios do not have very complex material covered to consider while driving. That is the most simple answer, I would not even use the radio, if my car would not have one. As the music taste is incredible bad imo and people just focus on the most average like-able thing, which can be just become boring and repetitive like EDM and Trance music and HipHop. The most interesting part is for cravings of novelity. I mean you could reverse-engineer e-scooters, yet I don't think we have a chinese Shenzen like electronic store available, where even the university could buy it's parts for construction if they are allowed to work independently. I just saw a lot of them when I lived in China. You could do it independently I bet. I attempted to reverse-engineer some products was not really my forte. Not many are interested in practical real-world things I believe. Imo...made some progress, yet someone else found a way to sniff their protocol?????!! Basically the micro-chip and highly processed dense information is the new world order lol. It's crazy how nice Leo is when you consider how much the guy reads and educates himself. I am unsure what the television does to my basal ganglia after reading some studies, yet yeah I don't like TV. Also these 7 second videos are helpful, when I want to learn something that goes fast... and is repetitive....maybe dopaminergic, if you think about product design. If you think these software companies are not f*cking with your life, you are a fool imo.

Non-detachment is great.

He is an 8 in the enneagram. My post was stuck for like 4 times. There is a stage red drive of vulnerabillity and also creation I did a course at integral where I could explore it. Interesting conclusions thanks for the post!

@Leo Gura I see. That is interesting lol.

I doubt this a lot, when I see some extreme athlethes/gifted spiritual people I think you can controllably produce and procure some of these experiences in a more serious manner, I just am unsure for example how to become better at psychedelic exploration besides using psychedelics, if you know what I mean in terms of consciouness and I want to be able to do dark room retreats and basically "abuse" my neurochemistry a bit to see what is possible, yet the point is the more I get deeper into this, how long does it take to stablize a state and what to do post-integration? Is going about life and not stretching the envelope then the right choice? Some of these integrations are quite rough. How used can you get to psychdelic states post-trip? What does your experience so far show? I get a bit confused as acutalized.org changes a lot in terms of Leo changing lol and just content/structure/goals/teaching etc. Sometimes I do get lost. In terms of what to do, as it's so much and there is a best solution for everyone in my opinion...it just can differ a lot. For example I work through my shadow a lot through using LSD, and I could commit to therapy etc. Holotropic breathwork etc. Yet, LSD and and DMT till now seem the most powerful. I only have on 1 baby-nano DMT trip and 25-36 approx LSD trips. The point is sometimes I go through so much shadow others become so trigger and I become free, I am unsure if this is progress or if I am deluding myself. Just by sheer knowledge and experience. This is why I personally feel DMT is a bit overrated as you can do the same in a dark room etc. and those natural experiences I produce through hard work were more intense and lasting than the "medicine" so to speak.. in my experience... Hope the questions are fine! No hostility projected really, I just feel sometimes I ask to many questions, yet I need this for clarification. As I plan a lot to find a best-sized solution for me. At best also for others..

I am most likely to new school in a sense. (I will leave 2pac out some shit scares me ) Eminem Biggy Kendrick Logic Nas/MfDoom I love rap so much, I prefer bum-bap new york style east coast rap a lot, nice to see a thread like this. I don't like to pop hip-hop it's more for clubs some of it is good I love offset and migos for example. This is one of my favorite songs all time. This shit heals.

@Leo Gura What about meditation experiences that are more psychcedelic in nature? I have issues maintaining health, yet when I am fully healthy and can workout I can have crazy energetic experiences that are similar to the one NN-DMT experience I have the NN-DMT experience feels more alien, yet it often feels like heavy ego / dark knight stuff that needs to be proccessed for example dark room retreats. Similar with LSD I get tiny tastes of love, emptiness, nothingness and a lot of internal relative insight and I feel I become more whole/open and clean overall in terms of how I conduct my life after some integration approx. What can I make out meditative experiences that surpass psychdelic experiences? Would you for example in the same situation continue to pursue meditation seriously? When it has such a dramatic affect that it can be more intense than any psychdelic you can take. It's like my brain is made for meditation and psychdelics are the deepst layer you can enter, that is why I have so much respect, I did not meet many people who have the same kind of experiences, they are similar, yet never as intense. I have a big/huge ego, so I know I consistently implore what is consciouness and choose deliberately teachers/gurus who go and see beyond the edge of a plate. The main issue I have is physical health mostly, not even that much mental. Why for example the comment you made about merging, I can get tastes of merging while meditating like I become the orange/juice/rock/bird/object in 3D space, yet with psychcedelics transforming into something else becomes way way more real, I once posted a report saying I basically merged with a part of nature I became literally the bird outside chirping. While meditating on LSD for hours. You wrote to me I am paraprhrasing: "Nice work tasting the tail of the ox " in a bit more cheeky manner, is that what is meant with consciouness? The pure fabric so to speak that gives rise to everything? Ground zero? Or am I completely of here, as I tasted so many different flavours it's not easy to make distinctions and continue the work when there are so many silos, instead of wholes. I am just sometimes to afraid to go off into the deep end and never comeback lol.

Most of these addiction issues stem from lack of love, attention, regcognition and beign put into isolation in some manner beign exiled and then having to cope. I started smoking cigarettes when I was young due to peer pressure and bullying subtley because of skin color and shit like this. I stopped smoking cigs a couple of years later completely was depressed and started again stopped now again 1 year ago no cigarettes and 0 cravings. My marjuhanna "addiction" I thought I had developed as a teen was for me a tobacco addiction and a lack of sozilization and addiction. I had to cope with someones death and nobody seemed to get my emotions, so yeah I had to find a way to cope. I don't think OP is wrong, yet the frame is very very bad imo. Especially for people who have been addicted to something there is a reason. I dunno weed for me is easy to stop. Toboacco and coffee are a bit more difficult and not drinking alcohol when peer pressured as it's a heavy point in my culture not to drink sometimes. So consistently beign isolated by demeanor and demands of others and public, frankly sucks balls. Especially when it comes to addiction and serious topics like this. That is my opinion so far to that matter/my two cents.

Everything can be an addiction even socialization. Harmony is way more important in that sense. I don't think people are that simple that you can put them all under the rug and just say cannabis is bad and dangerous. I easily can be addicted to socilization and talk and converse with others for hours if they know something and it's in a sense the same stuff. There are to many double standards to beginn with. I'd personally say this thread is misleading and the structure and reasoning of it not clearly outlined and explained. I don't know what is damaged. What is hurt. Why I should not do it besides some communcal/public complaint. The doctors also looked so unlikeable and heavily invested in science bias. I did not look at the video. It's a serious topic most likely, yet I miss the earnest discussion and not a social condemnation hate thread and outcry for power and some sort of justice.

It's an impossible ideal to not use anything for a stimulus. I would need to quiet everything by that logic lol.

If this is interesting just as a biological/health phenomena to you. If read that in adults somewhere somehow the interconnectivity of the brain is stronger, yet smaller somehow so less knowledge overall? Yet more connected. I find this interesting when I spoke to Shinzen as he was a chronic cannabis user and this guys memory and alertness is as sharp as a knive at age 70. No taking anything daily is not that good, I would like to use cannabis more sporadic as medicine this is how it think it should be used, yes I admit I am prone to smoking a lot as I struggle with finding proper stimulation. So I dunno the issue is a larger one, if I had proper socialization and proper peers I would not smoke cannabis, yet for me personally the use of language already makes the difference lol, so I just enjoy it. I agree it's damaging. Yet spreading the message of weed is dangerous and bad is just bad marketing imo and creates the agenda of war against drugs, against of rasing awarness as well as some better stratgey to go for what you think is correct, I would never consider such a thread if it would not be for the .org as well as consider the position and vote against it. Because it smells like to much bias and no room for experimentation, I can't even test cannabis properly for daily use. So how am I supposed to judge it? As it's illegal lol!

There are billions of double standards just thinking about this issue makes it clear people just want to have their own world gratified, just let people do what works and what seemingly does not work, there are larger issues than weed consumption, if anything it is more of a symptom of impoverished as well as "rich" circumstances and in the end the people who get addicted truely go down the trenches. That has been my experience many people who smoke cannabis I've meet are independent and have more of a vein for artistry and interest in that. There are so many stereotypes involved with cannabis use it is hypocritical, as well as many of these stereotypes are just negative and come from blue/orange domains of thinking which can't properly distinguish higher from lower. I can frame everything into a health quadrant and completely forget the subjective and cultural part as well as dynamic, you'd basically had to prohibit alcohol also, people should be free to use whatever substance they want to ingest themselves as idea in itself, obviously the living entity should not be permanently damaged, yet this is not possible. I am unsure what this discussion is about, as it basically is just a form of adjustment. I bet I would hire a lawyer on cocain if I need to and I don't have the money for anything else and I got into some trouble on accident or some shitty grey area legal situation. There should be laws in place for repercussions in use, if shit like this ever gets allowed, people over do it and are not responsible, I could I never did drive a car high on LSD, as well as I drive when on cannabis illegal. I drive better than 99,9% of people and I still get mad at people on the streets. If skill does not convince someone I don't know what will. If someone can take a substance and comeback normally and there is no compelling addicition and not a permanent very negative damage present, then it's fine. Coffee is as addictive as cannabis, and I bet globally coffe would do more damage. I bet people in Sri Lanka could produce paper if they would use hemp plants for production or smth. I dunno sometimes I just think people want to kill themselves. So it does not really matter taking any medicine and or not in a larger sense...

Freelancing can pay of also I had coding classes in high school and a friend of mine stopped his entire school trajectory and started coding and earning money moving out of his family house when he was 18 or so moving to Berlin. I am unsure how hard it is to move into freelance, as I have no idea how good my skills area from just coding Uni stuff and projects and not more real-world projects. Living a life of adventure is definitely possible, I struggle with this too as I have a lot of interesets. This is why I like engineering it actually is more interesting than I thought and I never wanted to be an engineer. Anyway.. hope I don't install some false shit possible lol. What about ideas of starting ones own accounting firm as a service etc? You can even offer your employees qigong/meditation etc. for free for example from you or some person you know etc. I am unsure how much freedom you have by law when creating a business, stuff is more strict here in the E.U lol.

I am unsure as what the situation is as I care less and less about my survival as my degree forced me to learn about all of these skills coding/business creation and marketing. Outside sources and creating on your own is way more important. Imagine I had professors with their own company hiring students etc. because of talent helping them find their own independence either through skill/business creation that is mainly his goal as a professor. Freedom is not cheap yes I would personally never learn accounting as I was forced to do it and I am okay at it, I just hate order. The amount of carreer jumper stories I heard especially in the U.S for tech it's incredible, the courses online are also very streamlined in comparrision to a lecture, the issue is time and energy. As well as perspective, I am unsure sometimes how far people think. It would personally for me be interesting what you'd learn from this so called marketing course as american PD industry is hypocritical as fuck, and creating a business is a skill of it's own imo when I see observe business owners and marketers. I am in the same boat of getting out of wage slavery I have ideas for multiple assets. Going 100% into business with accounting skills is legit the best thing you could possibly do, as you have power and know-how over data. This is what drives business imo. I am no expert just here with an opinion... The value and product/service provided should speak for itself imo at best, so there would also not be all to many stings of remorse if this makes sense. This is what I like about working business in China, people got what they wanted, nobody controls desire.. really...