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Another point when I riff of this sadness.... I really would like to embrace my feminine side and emotions more I feel it's generally more healing the point is it suck when women are at this stage orange competing with men and get indoctrinated with this modernity/conservative nazi facsim? Adolf Hitlerian, Riggidi-bo type of phenomena, I don't know how dumb you have to be to embrace that. Yet for sure. I could be wrong, yet cursing this away makes me feel less rigid. Let's see there are different type of vibes till now arabic and asian, especially chinese/taiwanese women seem to have a crush on me, as well as nature loving girls. It's the oddest thing. Only women with openes scores at approx. 90 enjoy me. In real life it's easier, yet without real life it's tricky. I am not studying this morning early, I do have do digest this I see if I say no tomorrow to the date. The point is with beign a 4, the more attracted she is the more I push, the less attracted she is the more I pull. When it's in harmony it's either on and or not etc. Nothing is very linear here, it's all dynamic, yet I might set hard limits I am to much of a quality guy, in many areas. I should not let myself be disrespect for one huge obstacle etc. All in all this was nice to destress, yet when I get into panic shit is lost. I really also need the time for studying and beign consistent the injury gives me a huge physical excuse which I can't get rid of at times.... it does not feel well. The point is I also might never be in a relationship with a german women etc. This creatures are heartless bastards. It's insane, I grew so cold with these humans. I do have to integrate more of "their animal nature". I don't think German women also know what emotions are. It's a very animalistic culture and brutish, maybe it's just tiny birds who want to be fed and organized. I dunno I still have to learn this more orange type game. None include vision so far, so they are not functioning as high value men from yellow. Still the group is better than 90% of the garbadge out there apparently.

Issues I have with society while dating: The date I had was healthy green, I presume with some shadows I was not physically attracted to her also because of western beauty standards. Current feminism lacks any feminity and is a rigid bitter place for women who lack a masculine partner might even worse than Andrew Tate in terms of energy not collective progress How much status and looks play a role in dating online The lack of asian american women in Germany and asians in general here, as I just have better connections with them The liberterian type of thinking which works, yet it's so odd man and if not it turns bitter I legit heared that at least yesterday Personal issues with dating: The embrace of sexuality that was within my family and the issue of beign respectful, when the healthy memory comes back.... Overall to timid about social things that are fine kissing, hand holding etc. -> mostly JP observerations and influence the more "conservative back in the day physical escalation norms" Modern excess of porn etc. Leaves to many questionable boundaries The pattern of new. Every new chick on the dating app likes me and the issue of "beign to perfect" currently and seeming to perfect. I don't know what is happening. Why she said no yesterday I got some solid feedback non-toxically where someone grifts of the fear I have, even the disgusting liberterian types don't play this dynamic out, and it's again a toxic power holder from my pov, who started this. I'll also not pre-study today. I potentially cancle the date tomorrow and just work on myself, I can't open up emotionally and dating on OkC would generally give me the few games at green+, yet the liberal degenecary and the liberterian degeneracy are just an issue. The point is I see why some enjoy social circle game, as well as why nobody wants the yellow pill / essentials for dating for men. It's to though women are beign empowered and benefit from a society that utterly thrives on communication. From a shallow analytical standpoint, while men do all the hard engineering work mostly who constructed this, it's odd to see this. As well as the burden of beign masculine and giving without expecting to receive, this is the pinnacle of masculinity from blue truth IIRC. I don't know how to play out my masculinity as I seem like very masculine on the outside? On the inside I'd say I am 70% there, not 100% the playfulness is missing and the diving into healthy feminity. All in all I worked pretty hard at stuff despite all obstacles I should have let myself be helped, yet at times the cynnical attitude of region and family caused a lot of inhibitions in terms of stuff.... I hope I can be the killer and womenizer I yearned to be, yet it's sort of true that women have no clue what attracts them. I am glad I am somewhat intutive it could be way worse.

The point is I never fitted well into society and when I get more into stage turqouise groves I really have the desire to extract myself. I also actually despite all obstacles prefer a relationship, and this stabillity/security stuff is an annoying dynamic that causes a lot of shadows, especially as women see me as this daddy figure at times, I do better with lesser types of brats. I still have the best experience dating mostly asian women. There is more harmony orientation still the healthy and strong red masculine principle is what every women seems to crave which I have no idea how to build when everything is in constant flux/flow. It's heavy how this plays out as a teenage dynamic mostly.

Meditated for 30 minutes: Will not meditate deeper. As I will study more, it's still very dejecting to do all of this as well as see toxic excesses at every end and a lack of healthy humans. I am grateful for new matches and more seemingly healthy women, who also take feminity into account and are not acting like neutral assholes. I am grateful for meditating 30 minutes as well as making some moves and not beign rejected I am grateful I can let go of some of the hard degenercies and hyportical aspects of liberals and as well that I am more conscious of evolution than ever without having much read about it. Consciouness gave a direct insight into this. I am grateful for more positive vibes and outlooks in general as well as for the group, even with it's slight toxicity I do have to trust some aspects of this I am grateful I am learning more about the wild animal side of humans without putting it into shame, yet don't ask me for kids if we don't play with that energy you're ridiculous as well as lack self-control. I am thankful I can see myself as a high value man, even when injured despite 10k projections and notions to are not spoken about Everytime I enter something everything changes, most of you lack consciouness to support me, I notice everyday. It's a few 10% who can, the rest is beign dogmatic and rigid. I am becoming cleaner and more purified everyday and week. Thank you for that. Let's see I learn some juvenile dirty stuff that works, as well as not any stuff that does not work, I don't like doing it. It still shows me plenty, plenty of stuff I hopefully can read upon I do have to dive into the dirty pragmatics I am not getting anything on my level, besides the chinese girl and she immediately wanted a relationship. I did not feel to attracted to her like yesterday I should have made out etc. I am seeing also where I can go with language, as the black community is not serving me well, as well as you have this typical libterian type modernity stuff, post-modern women are extremely picky. I am glad I had the healthy psychologist, and I see what I truely crave. I legit would prefer dating full asian girls, as I get more opposite and equals ingrained into the relationship and healthy work ethic, with simply stage blue. As well as arabic type women I get more healthy red,orange and possibly other stuff. All in all I am meeting individuals, I am still very critical of society. This is mostly it... dating is a huge issue, I am glad I am fixing it. It's dirty work like any type of fixing. This strong women power thing and indpedence is stage orange marketing, you should never fall for that shit it's horrible they don't integrate teal besides maybe in some marvel scenarios. One of the biggest issues I have is how much I subtely digest when I am getting into social contagion. I am somewhat of a purifier, like a plant, yet the wrong triggers especially w1's who don't see the perfection in this cause huge triggers. To much idealism sucks.

Went out with the date yesterday, not getting into discussions learning a lot about a lot of hypocritical stances etc. As well as stage of development regardless if men/women. All in all I will stay away from bitter women, who are unable to see and play with biology and are fundamentally worse tyrannes than many men will ever be, if they don't properly act based on what I've read. It's a horrible attitude, yesterday gain I saw the dark side of feminity where I received a lot of emotional damage and healed it also. This is where you can see how conscious a women is as well as reading some of the liberterian stuff showed me some stereotypes that are working for the level appropriately up to Green. I am still working from teal+ mostly, the point is a lot of women seem to enjoy stage red power drives and assertivness as we are very primitive creatures. It was interesting yesterday to me, I was not attracted to the girl all to much, although I liked her. This is a briefer review for a larger dynamic as well as how coercing it feels when many are dating based on hypergamy standards and then act like real cu***, and shove it down the throat of others. I don't think this will get you very far in dating, and is also just stuff acted out of bitterness and fear. Doing game and listening to the 528hz stuff gave me more freedom in this area. All in all it's heavy how German women seem to be the biggest assholes I saw so far in the dating market, as they are utterly about power in an unhealthy sense, besides the few very sensetive women. It's similar to russians, yet offline it's not as superficial as online, you can see where the healthy purple is as all lines have to be developed. I will not be very interested in dating an unhealthy stage purple girl, that would be the detriment of any relationship. As a constant regression. To hit consistent turqouise currently is difficult with the injury all in all I act from Teal+ still. This women in power thing is very bad, as men and women belong together, nothing against women who are healthy and holistic and in power, yet I don't think it does well if it enforces even stronger hypergamy standards, it's still interesting to observe, when I danced yesterday with the girl social proof gave me a lot a lot more attractive girls came my way, two were very bitter, some projected this Andrew Tate stuff because it's so easy to take 0 responsibility for emotions to not be shamed in any sense and they were also just making fun. 2 women acted very bitter, while my girl was really enjoying herself that day, yet I did not know her very well and I see more patterns, of why I am reading this if this enactment just happens. Guess that is my inner conservative, yet it's true how heavy that is. Let's see I enjoy feminism etc. Gives more freedom to women, the point is the unawareness of biological drives that has been happening for ages now and the reverse role of relationships instead of opposite and equals. Makes for a very bitchy and feisty dynamic, besides at teal+ as this does not faze you as much. Will meditate 1h. I don't have this red edge currently, all in all I am learning. The point is women from all observerations are security seeking creatures, if I dance with a girl 3 girls arrive because I am by physical standards the most manly they just come to me - cuz warm. Then some other dude grabs them, they stand there ... like chicken? I wondred who they were with and why I am the only one escalating besides the 6w5'ish type of guy with the 9w1 girl, who acted like he watched to many movies, and I bet he did, yet he did so well. I was happy for the two. The funny thing is that I realized girls are wild creatures, next shadow work session will be about animals. Currently I still attract mostly arabic and asian type of women basically the more rare stuff, I don't seemingly do well with German women, as they just look for my income and money or for this psycho stage red, which I don't have without the routine, as this is still a sigma male country and not alpha male for the most part. ---- Also the more ethnic you are the better you're chances if you're manly, the more european you look the more class/professionalism is projected. It's funny how the more ethnic the guy is who controls me, the more he will act classy as he is from a lower class possibly, and or shamed from parents etc. While I am a military kid, I forgot how much power is a healthy masculine principle and this will happen if this country shifts more towards an so/sp style of living. Maybe we get so/sx in the next years. All in all let's see there is not much high quality women outthere the far and few between are busy creating healthy lives etc. Even if they sell themselves as high value, they miss stage turquoise fundamentally it's high value selling mostly at orange. Not even Green, some Green, yet it's being shamed to much to flourish imo. So there is less possibility for swapped roles = divorce? I might riff of to many maps, yet this is what I perceive for now. I do get dejected if things do not work out. As well as I noticed this group I am in makes healthier fun of men, as here. It's a good ego touch and not this gaslighting shit that happens here, even if they are low integrity creatures. It's better than having someone act like a power god, when he clearly is an imbecille and an asshole for no other reason. I do have to look out, healthy men groups are essential, I don't like to be tormented by toxic feminity for stuff I can't take responsibility for. I am glad my mother is not a slut like many possible other women. Legit put this into a rap song.

At least I am posting it here, I am out technoing.... I'll just see stuff etc. Hope I will get the girl and get laid, the liberterian forum/group I am in is hard to swallow at times, hope dumb and "intelligent" you can be. Most stuff is rationalized just for power? I dunno some stuff is good etc. and the feedback possibly, yet I seem to strick them in an odd way. etc. This happens generally, which is an issue at times.

Last post again, when I get such top notch girls at times, with such a lame profile it says a lot. Let's see I skipped gym etc. I hope I don't burn out and do the correct things.... let's see let's continue to build momentum. I recalled that I still can go to the gym, and train chest and back. If squats become to much of an issue etc... Maybe I do outwit myself at times at the demise of what usually works. Feeling that healthy edge again ?

Did this 55 minutes, I notice serveral things, the coffee stuff is great for post day work alertness the first 3h I usually can work in a pretty subtle flow state. The 528 frequency is by far the frequency that creates the best and the most outwards positive changes, I don't know why, it's just what seems to happen, it's like the late summer vibes of abundance are coming to me, despite all obstacles and even during failure. Current biggest obstalce is dropping coffee and directly purifying karma, Friday I have more intel because of health. When I do this I generally work through the emotion of apathy fully, and this frequency absolutely burns this deep for some reason. I am grateful for beautiful and new matches with arabic type and persian type women. I am grateful for any possible deep synchronicities and for humans who help me without a gleeful attitude for their own pleasure to create gaslighting effects of type where I doubt my sanity I am thankful I am burning through the sanity to insanity, as well as connect deeper internally even if it's very subtle I am thankful for great weather and having joined the new group chanelling this power control stuff more heathily embracing both the liberal and the liberterian in me, I embraced the conservative before, and I made gains there. This is also fun! I am embracing the value of freedom&autonomey through marketing and networking and optimization I never noticed. Let's get the conservative liberal channel -> health buff Let's get the liberterian & liberal channel -> get laid Let's channel the liberterian -> get good at coding Let's channel the conservative liberterian -> get good at finding a job, talking to people. Let's see, how much scum will turn into gold. Burn it!

Slept very long, I am seeing how far I can get to stuff, I would most likely already be a bit advanced if I would not injured so I most likely shock some people to some extend, yet this vanity narc shit is no joke at times. Till now I am not toxic, I just use a bit of the language, my language often times is already quiet foul. I am meditating today for 1h, and then report, last day where I sleep long and hard. I do have to do other strategical moves, and reading this heartise book certainly gives me insight on how not to be and what works. I never thought I'd had to read this it's legit learning darth vader moves in a sense, and then not abusing them. Certainly power.... is the next shadow work session also. I don't prefer not having control.... as well as the golden shadow of stopping work when I am joyous and celebrating a bit to much. Will report the session and then study the whole day till I go out.

I dunno maybe I am immune as long as security is not threatend. I don't like panic it's worse than terror... I ordered ashwaganda and I am testing it now. Let's see how far I can build the life that I enjoy, I never thought I would had to integrate power as a masculine principle. I dunno also somehow people like to help me, sometimes even the guys who make fun of me want me to succeed odd world.

I wrote another application to some stuff, after seeing the cebit this year, every company is hot on ChatGPT, as well as beign biased and myopic for sure you can improve it. I dunno what will happen I also just recently got into this field, and can't fully leverage learning more about neuroscience, I can dovetail into data science to some level and NLP? Yet I will see I am out... I apparently have a date tomorrow, dancing with techno.... Ridiculous, it's heavy how many are stuck at orange/blue and create A.I I wonder what will happen in my masters program at least the humans seem yellowish, yet with to much diversity from lower stages the whole stuff entirely breaks appart. I dunno what to say currently, stuff is as it is.... Applied to some more stuff, I get rejected, as I dove into a different area and was dissuaded to pursue A.I I loved the dysotopian reality of it when I first saw it with 14-16 in animes etc. Still I hope it can be used to good, when I see how humans evolve there is no other option most likely, I like to keep my humanese as much as possible even when I hate it at times a lot. Anyway, I am not a scientist in this area. I am learning a lot currently I hope the perfect dovetailing will happen. I can't bitflip my genetics into correcting my knee injury, yet some level of this shit most likely will happen in the next 70-200 years or so. I wish I had a somewhat decent background. I dunno I also gained 135 elo in bullet chess for some reason, because of this music.

It helped me to fix my electronic table where I don't have a manual anymore. I don't know if I wrote this, yet it's beign used to judge in China, wether or not a person can get a discount in a supermarket, if he/she did not get one before. As well as my intel is correct. I don't think after having a taste of what consciouness is that humans realized what they created if it can automatically assume that state. It would be way beyond us imo. Besides a few rare individuals. Also these communications in 3D would be very interesting, if you can even communicate to some level at this state/share insights etc. If this thing is fully autonemous, I wonder what will happen, I dunno as far as I know in robotics bi-pedalism is not solved? Chat-GPT with a robot dog, and voice recognition would be funny as hell. I don't think any research I've seen might realize what consciouness is unless he/she took DMT etc. All my current Profs are Green and or below many can regress due to life circumstances (students/researchers), A.I security should certainly exist similar to having this within the police etc... It'll be some endless arms race, yet I am also a hopelessly lost romantic for dysotopian settings. One element is missing I did not see any pure yellow people, besides the students themselves at times. They either lack moral or emotional SD charateristics... I do believe we first need some healthy green a.i to support the planet. Working on lower stages, like production for food etc. such analysises and classifications etc. I am still a newb, so no idea, yet if companies invest in such ideas with data, more could be possible....

Just had the date, it's odd I got invited to a techno date tomorrow instead of going for the cat stuff, I am also getting quality feedback, yet the amount of stuff that I am doing in that sense really opens my eyes, as well as the application process and other stuff, I certainly have to be chill on dopamine tomorrow. The date today I could have physically escalated, it showed me some other stuff of the more liberal issue and why this techno scene is even existing etc. I don't know also. I get quality feedback, it's insane. It's also ironic that the most intelligent guys seem to be good at it. I will do some stuff etc. Then I will see and continue studying harder... the date today should have been a lay? I don't quiet get the feedback it's odd all in all.

Gratitude Journal and a couple as well as multiple things: I am grateful for having a date today, and joining the game group where I see the reality of how dating has turned into a wild festival at times I am thankful for having new friends and generating hope and generally more hopeful strategies and content. I am thankful that the professors are kind and nice to me as well as do not heavily discriminate as some others are willing to do because of peer pressure I am thankful I can learn more about getting better with women and see what I can integrate and learn I am thankful I solved a couple of tasks and that I can let go of bitterness more and more everyday and stay clean from to purple pill tendencies and ideas Thank you for all of this today!

Happy birthda Leo! I often think you have birthday in May for some reason. Hope you enjoy the day and continue to deliver great content. Even when I am toxic at times I don't know where I'd be if it would not be for actualized.org. Thanks I hope the .org becomes cleaner and cleaner as every year it seems to be the case. Thanks for your work and inspiration!

Did 1h of this. I overslept on purpose to relax as I solved some stuff yesterday and was a bit overwhelmed from a lot of the nice guy conditoning I received from my parents both sides, as well as my aunt and the anti-deconditoning stuff and just the sheer issue of development. These guys can help me with the orangeness where I've been bullied and not frame it into a looser mentality I notice. This was the briefest 1h meditation I've ever felt. I do have a date today with a more compatible girl, I notice a lot of this stage red drive which I've got rid of still in my mother because of her justice warrior tendencies and this inner asshole of my family that I inherited with the issue of anger and scorn as well as cynecism.

I am now officially in some game group, I see why some call it game and why some are PUA till now. I am now officially also the scum of humans on earth. Great. Unsure what to say I at least go further in the coding and mathematics stuff.... I don't have that much time to talk and get girls, also an entrepreneurial lifestyle just seems to get girls for whatever reason, most likely because of the masculine drive of survival.

Beign pro-active is still a huge gift, it's rare when someone consciously helps you very rare. I act on these "synchronicities" often when I share something and or need something in a critical moment I can't reach anyone in my family. I don't know how to break this pattern, it's only broken most of the time, when I finally achieved that exact goal. Also I still make some fundamental mistakes when I message girls, when I am open and vulnerable I feel played with at times, and I don't enjoy it. I lost a lot of the abillity to be playful for many it's also to much.... let's hope for the best... I do have 3 dates?????? So.... yeah yet I don't get the type of women I would appreciate more.... I don't know what to say currently. Things are moving forward. I made a joke that the cat looks evil and I thought she might rif on it.... lord.... have mercy. I could have taken a more polarity hardstance as a feedback and say no I don't like dogs I prefer cats, I dunno I will see and continue...

It was also nice that many psychologist when I looked for them just said you're young and intelligent why are you here. I still find it massively tricky to find someone I can be with. Many told me I am fine, I don't know at times I've found so many answers. I hope this risk and all other stuff will workout. I am very unhappy at how I managed stuff and how I received help etc.

Fundamentally very angry at some level, because of all the stuff I don't enjoy what I used to enjoy I am not as vulnerable anymore, I don't enjoy the status and freeness I used to perceive and have. It's enormously difficult to find someone I can talk to, I can't absolutely drink any coffee late I get to angry, at people who don't deserve it? I notice the gaslighting spectrum and the making fun of stuff with identity that just drove me into insanity, because of how abusive and self-serving it is. I am still safe in a sense, yet I don't get proper feedback with all reviews and feedback everyone says something else. Deciding on my own I often do that also. I don't get what I feel I deserve. I don't know if the risk was fine enough, I had so many bad interactions where I proofed others wrong, because my perception almost 99.9% of the time is different even if others also find some truth in it. I will not ever drink any coffee a bit later again.

Briefly reflecting on the stages of development and social interactions bulletpoints: Coach said I was hot fire, when I went out as I did not have that much anxiety approaching this is mostly from living in China Professor is odd and somehow stuck in blue/orange which explains the shitty explanations, I do have to do most of the digging Benefit? Counter-acts some lazyness she still acts somewhat cognitvely obviously from teal+ so she her decisions objectively are good, yet as soon as ego's and morals are there it's questionable. I am learning a lot currently from different ends. Efficiency and feedback as well as principles re-opener with one girl did not work, she might be busy. One girl texted back overall issue is to much attention when I feel my body, I don't know how to deal with hypersensetivity, humans are the weirdest creatures it's like they scan my brain for knowledge and create a map from it, this is why I look away often. Eyes are a gateway to the soul. Planning using google calendar more often, so I check my phone more. Other possible decisions currently the biggest mental barrier is my age and the conditioning from having only a mother as a caretaker, and multiple other social phenomena, women below green are very toxic against this upbringing. I can't do much about it. It's not in my power. It's still a challenge and help can also be very slow and to slow also, so I almost have to take myself out of society that is how it feels at times.

One last post, these healthy food choices are fantastic, buying this stuff was the best idea to mix juices etc. Also how internally happy I feel eating healthy.

Generally on the positive trends despite all obstacles, what I noticed after this session how much karma and negative toxic subtle energy I burnt through even when some of it is ticking inside of me. Overall I reduce a lot of karma with these activites, exercise and meditation. I am grateful for meditating to 528 frequencies, I generally feel very well after this I am grateful for solving more mathematical problems with ease I am grateful to no get sucked into the youth hype and care more about health and fitness/power and staying strong and beign strong I am thankful und dankbar für die Fähigkeit mich fähig zu fühlen und Hindernisse zu überwinden und mich nicht auf toxische Frauen einlassen. Ich bin dankbar nicht den drang zu haben Identitäenpolitk zu spielen und das weiterhin auch nicht toxische asiatische Frauen mich mögen Ich bin dankbar für mehr harmonie and ruhe. Did a 30 minute session.

First gym sesh before doctor re-call. Feeling well. Seeing some inevitabilities etc. I might just date via OkCupid generally and maximize and minimize as much as possible, integrate the new mindsets. I listend to the pragmatic programmer audiobook for principles etc. The talk with someone else gave me insight into what I could do, I still have a very great future ahead of me, when I can get into the right position and find the right people. I generally find the audacity of many to be critical. Going to meditate and then work on uni stuff, current reflection was this. Coding to real life principles -> guesstimates make more of them check how correct they are and see how often you're correct. Attraction of women, instinctiual guesstimates etc. Children and evolutionary perspective issue with orange and below = RSD, stage red rap group stuff Black women recently and how the stages below are almost undateable I notice this very often, if you have braids you're fine in that sense it's insane how toxic some are and I say that as a bi-racial person. Simply because of beauty and the value of beauty and past historical events. Other stuff also. It's heavy how non-negotiable stage red is when there is not enough healthy green. Wasting time here. Will meditate the best guesttimate to put the new principle to practice is expecting distractions and keeping myself of them. It's also interesting how many "immigrants" I find that are yellow, yet are sucked into lower stages because of projections at turqouise they'd simply see they are stupid and play power games and are very dumb creatures. Let's just see what will happen.

It would be a great ressource to have similar to the athlean x product I bought that I can re-visit over and over, yet he just takes everything down. I feel it's more worth getting the stuff for free and joining some sort of community there, and fitler out the toxicitiy and be a real agent. The point is the guy is extremely good at spotting trends, especially in the dating area. I got sucked into this abundance hype, because it was an emotion that is generated around the sametime each year, the content is very good, yet the none available re-accessibility of it makes it a pump and dump scheme. On actualized.org, athlean x etc. I can revisit the program everytime, and the stuff evolves, here you have some dirty gray area. I don't know how many lawyers this guy must have. I do like him, yet it's not easy to grow resentful, if he sells that much hope and makes re-accessabillity not possible. I would prefer other dating coaches and pua's that are smaller. They really scam most likely guys better than girls. The content is great, yet I would never ever again purchase one product from them for any possible money, because of re-accessibility. Finding a support structure for this is not easy with how toxic and lazy most of them most likely are. I still like him, yet I will not purchase anything from him that has costs me more than 100€. David DeAngelo took down his webpage after 20 years and made an offer to buy all content for cheap, this guy takes down websites each year. ROI? Questionable seriously. I would get it for free. If you have a 100k salary and some time I would say f*** it, it's still not good business practice. Any gym has more integrity than RSD. You basically have to partake in this sprint from start to finish in the online programm, there is no safety net. He does also not care about this. If I break my leg, get diagonsed with smth. everything is lost. I asked a couple of times to get into the telegram group, still not in there etc. etc. Called the business in california etc. they were forthcoming. Still if you don't participate from start to finish, you'll loose access. It's basically a 1k bootcamp, IIRC the promise was you can re-access and train with it. It's not true, as far as I know I don't have the my id anymore to access this, yet when I found it and re-accessed it stuff just moved to different domains IIRC.