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Will be a very very tough battle. Overcoming your animalistic operating system is not quite an easy job. The social constructions on top of that don't really make things easier. We should never take things for granted. And give our 100 percent to smoothen and stimulate that "transition" for our societies. Even though the game is a total illusion.

Yes sir, 4 times in my life. 2 times during a psychedelic "trip" and 2 times sober. It really is the source of creation.

Underneath the meaninglessness of reality, there is Unconditional Love. I hope you may experience this one day. This can be achieved through conciousness work. It is the true nature of Consciousness. Live life according to this love and feel your consciousness rise. AND the quality of your life.

How is it to live without memory? Do you interact purely by your intuition? So is everything pure spontaneity? Are you "the experiencing"? The movie itself? Cheers and congrats btw

Hi guys, I finally experienced ego-death 2 days ago. The most beautiful experience "i" have ever experienced. How life and death is a complete hoax. Your "life and death" are just a cute spot on a canvas of eternity and infinity (which is your true nature). And there are an infinite amount of those canvases. I really start to appreciate how @Leo Gura can describe his experience (with the Al-lad trip report). You really start to appreciate this creativity. But for me; I could barely speak the past few days.I had to start learn it all over again. As if it was my first time. Like a baby who just came out of his moms vagina. Anyway. The ego is taking its old form back again slowly. And it's a quite fucking painful process. You feel your old subconscious mind manifesting in your body. The old paradigms, insecurities and neurotic tendencies. These egoic foundations are now definitely weaker than before. But they're still there. It somehow feels like a curse. The incarnation of the ego. But you should frame that shit. It really is a magical experience. Eventually just meaningless of course. Something to be detached from. Ego death is certainly not the "end stadium". There is still work to do. A LOT. The walls between the "inner world" and "outer world" are now to be demolished. During my ego-less state, i had the chance to meet my authentic self. The authentic self feels like God's tentacle of pure Conciousness. The ultimate threshold between pure God-Consciousness and Ego. At least that's how it felt. God looking at itself through your body and eyes. Not your persona. WITHOUT those egoic/artificial walls. Without memory. I want to live my life according to this Self. This would mean finding your true life purpose. When you're in this state, you feel all your actions are driven by some sort of deep underlying algorithm of Unconditional Love. You immediately realize the paradox of free-will. So guys, who has experienced this before? How did this experience change you? And how do you manage to tune into that Love frequency that can manifest your life purpose? The road to authenticity really has begun now!

It started after approximately 12 hours. But the next day (and even today) i'm still "incarnating" bit by bit. The day after was the hardest to be honest.Haven't meditated these last 2 days, because it would be a bit too much imo. Will start again today. But yeah, i think one tab might have done the trick. The past weeks/months i've felt a momentum building up. Different No-Self experiences and a very steady progress. This is my third time doing LSD. The first two trips were both around 220 mics (1 tab). So i just followed my intuition. But 1 could definitely do the trick yeah.

No man. Not during the "death". The incarnation however was a slow torture. Extreme neurotic behaviour. Anxiety surfacing as never before. The slow transition of having no memory to a "person" with an "identity". It feels you're back to the old you. But kinda rearranged. Like @Arman said, on a physiological level. Time to break those weak foundations that are placed back into to the body-mind.

Thank you brother. The road continues. Must find new ways to integrate this experience and be detached from it at the same time. Hard times lol.

Hahaha yeah ikr? Lmao. It really should have no meaning to you. Giving meaning to experiences is another egoic tendency. The ego really wants to create memory. When you actually have none! A bittersweet experience really. My egoic form doesn't know whether to like your or not. My Authentic Self does however! Is that an answer to your question? Hahaha. Nah. Unconditional Love and blessings to you ma'am! <3

Hahaha yeah. Stupid questions. Just wanted to create some discussion or at least have some comments on this topic.

Been thinking about this quite a while now. Today kinda showed why. So i started watching Rio Ferdinand's new documentary: Being Mum and Dad. The former Manchester United player lost his wife due to cancer. His wife died within 10 weeks after hearing the bad news. The documentary can be seen on Youtube. So that's exactly what I did. After a minute or 10 i've decided to scroll down to the comments. So i've seen various comments where they name a certain part of the documentary where it gets really emotional. And people comment on how their heart breaks at these moments. What i noticed: every time one of those emotional moments neared i kinda got excited. Excited to shed some tears together with Rio. What the fuck? I know myself as a very empathic guy. I get very emotional very fast. But this kinda shocked me. Is this the reason why certain people (mostly women) LOVE to watch drama movies and cry? Because secretly they enjoy suffering? Do we enjoy this type of suffering? Why? Is empathic suffering an egoic trait and thus inauthentic in some kind of way? Can anyone elaborate? Or just share your views/opinions. Peace

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The fact that people really comment about a certain time in the documentary where it gets emotional says a lot. And the love for drama in general. But i was really shocked when i found this out. Can it really be masochism? wow

That's an egoic defense mechanism my man. Holding you back through fear. And don't worry. It's possible to fully engage in the dualistic world/game and become detached whenever you need or want to. You won't jump in front of a train or become completely deluded. Don't worry about that. It's the best thing that can happen to "you". Give it a shot and try Trinfinity Academy for example.

If you get conscious (!!!) of it, then you will feel an instant freedom. An instant detachment. Everything is perfect as it is. If you rationalize it as a bad thing, then the point is not yet understood. A "good" label to it is just the same. Once you're properly detached from everything, your true motivation will surface (some say from the Higher Self). The more detached you are, the more authentic your life becomes. Don't panic when you hear emptiness or nothingness or meaninglessness. They can NOT be negative. They just are. This is something to be understood through conscious experiences. Don't rationalize or conceptualize any of it. I would recommend Trinfinity Academy to you. Probably the best practical course i have seen out there. I'm doing that myself right now at the moment.

Being unconscious is also part of Consciousness. Become aware of it. Remember your unconscious moment and become aware. The Consciousness is always present. Reality is always present. Longing for a continous higher state is neglecting the lower states and the unconcious. It's resisting reality actually. Become conscious of this. Don't just intellectually understand. That won't do much. And if that's a bit too deep, you could try to become aware of the fact that bad or good are just stories and labels you put on those emotions. They just are.

You might want to meditate without any intentions. Just put aside every believe you have and try to imagine that this is the first time your senses are aware of things. As if you're newly born and have no concepts whatsoever. There will be no room for ideas. Just awareness and experiencing.

Haha thnx for the advice bruv! So how are you now? Are the emotions more at the background? Are you able to tell your story from the heart and as you planned to?

Thank you very much! Very helpful advice Did these things work out well for you, if i may ask?

Do not underestimate ego! I've always viewed myself as a highly sensitive guy. But the more I develope, the more I notice that it's just me mirroring myself onto every situation/person. The more authentic I become, the less i'm able to tolerate inauthentic bullshit. Well I can tolerate it of course, but I just ignore it. When someone starts crying and telling me about their suffering, I can clearly see how they are bullshitting themselves. Normally i would TOTALLY feel their pain and suffering. Now I understand it. No need for me to suffer. Understand and give them helpful advice. It can be rude at times. But at least it's helpful. That's the difference between being compassionate and being empathic! Absorbing someone's pain and making it your own issue is the ego at its best. Nothing good/bad about ego. But once again a source of suffering. Good luck

Everything is neutral in essence. This is not something positive, but more importantly: it's definitely also not negative! Everything just IS. When you detach yourself from all the labels you've attached to things, it can give you an incredible freedom. When it feels bad; you're not getting it! It can't be bad or good. It just is. However: on my last truffel space, i've felt Absolute Unconditional Love. I don't quiet understand how this resonates with the neutrality of Consciousness. Would this imply that there is meaning to life?

Beautiful dude. I've experienced this Absolute Unconditional Love. It loves the biggest pedophiles and mass murderers the same way as it loves the holy figures in our societies. It's completely indiscriminate. Ever since that day, my objective is to spread that love to everything and everyone as much as possible. But this really reminded me, that i shouldn't forget to apply it to myself first. The most difficult part. Enjoyed your post

We should never forget our connection to the earth.

Just experienced one of the most beautiful moments in my life and wanted to share this with you. It happened 2000 km away from here. In Spain, Catalunya. FC Barcelona scored in the dying seconds against Paris Saint Germain. I didn't gain any insights on reality. I didn't gain money. I didn't gain anything.. but pure excitement and joy. And very strangely i have never felt so happy and excited. Ever. Just a little reminder that the most beautiful moments in life can come from very "insignificant" experiences. Don't battle duality. Don't fight your ego. Even such an ego driven sport like football can give a person unexpected joy. Of course this is applicable in any other "insignificant" area in your life. Peace out

Hi guys, For the first time ever have i experienced unconditional love. I'm at the peek of my truffel "space" right now and i've been crying for the past 2 hours. No matter what. I will be loved. No matter what the fuck i am, have done, or will do. I am loved. This taste of absolute unconditional love is so incredible guys. This love is your true mother, your true father, your fucking everything. I feel so unworthy of this love. I feel that this love is the true fabric of existence. I don't even know what i'm typing right now guys, but who gives a shit. I'm loved no matter what. You are loved no matter what. We're unworthy.