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I think i got this belief with me that never ask a girl/women for dating/pickup advice from corey wayne or someone else in rsd. So i used to skip them in whole relationship advice thing. What are your thoughts on it, since you are open to her advice. Is there something valuable there to learn that you dont find getting from Men dating/pickup guru's

Leo's video on danger of spiritual work was a blow to my heart. For first time meanwhile seeing the video i asked myself whether my journey to pursue Truth was genuine or not and i couldn't get a answer and i felt bad, bad in the sense it has been decades of seeking for Truth and still i couldn't make my emotional body be there. But i am happy coz i now know, i cannot rush the process. Am planning on moving like a snail but i am moving and that is what matters.

Two weeks back i had one of the most profund mushroom trip. (I am having a mush trip every month and this was my 5th). It was fresh mush and method was limetek. It took close to 20 min to come up body load was high i stood near the window and was looking outside and trees pattern started to change so i went and sat in bed in meditation position. first thing that came to my mind was everything i am doing was for getting more care. I started to vomit(not literarily, body movements was like that).I couldnt sit straight and fell down on bed and a alien like thing came inserted somekind of tube on head, it said like it is taking away toxins from my body. Visuals changed suddenly there was nothing and then i was falling into some deep hole visuals was like i being a paper falling down for infinity. My legs where moving uncontrollably, it was flapping. I dont know whether or not leo's video on reality impacted me someway coz everything he said in it i got a glimpse of like Everything is a story of mind, parents and all are imagined by me. And in between i had a fear what if i die now? I soon realized my ego is holding me down so i let go of fear and was open to die. When i let go of fear it took me to insight like you are always alive, there is no one outside of you, oness with everything and leo, sadguru and everyone is my own creation. Slowly trip was coming down it took 4hrs and i slowly moved from bed and stood straight and walked near to window and looked outside at trees. At that moment the real mindfuck happened, i couldn't tell the whole thing that happened on bed was real or not. Was all the things that i saw and felt, imagined as i was standing near the window at beginning of trip. It was a profound trip. But there are some question that came to my mind after watching dangers of spiritual work I am sure ego death happend, but why isnt my ego acting neagtively after the trip? Its cool, and thinks things i experienced will make me grow in other areas of life (money, relationship etc) it is thinking like so there is no one expect you so you could do and be whatever the fuck you like. (I was nihilistic throughout my teenage, finding no meaning in anything, now its different) While my legs where moving uncontrollably and was flapping an insight came like how much pain you are putting on yourself by desperately seeking sex. I think my energies are trapped in lower 3 chakras and i need to set my priorities straight and enjoy lower needs and slowly move forward, instead of rushing the process. If it so should i stop my psychedelic once every month plan?

Read it again to find whether it was dried or fresh ?? Mushroom soaked in lemon juice

@Sahil Pandit do you take notes from this podcast? Or is it watch and leave.

I was reading it and on 1st chapter under 2. it is said something along the lines of divine energy wont be there ones you die. And above that lines it is said God is omnipresent. so if God is omnipresent then isnt dead body also God. How stupid is my question ?

Positive thinking should be accompanied with positive feeling. At first positive thinking is voluntary then slowly it gets involuntary with busting limited beliefs. Hear criticism from a point of view like the person who is criticising you really want to see you improve so he is criticising and it will be fine.

I dont mind having some siddhis like making money out from thin air. Keeps me well of from doing job. ?

If it was you, you would have defended him, but you cant be him, dont expect to get treated like u treat them. Maybe one of his value is not to defend anyone. Maybe his values are so high that he knows there is no point in defending anything. That watsaap group is not for you, if you are on self actualizing path. and try to avoid topic like politics and religion its not worth your time and emotion. Imagine leo talking concious politics 6 years back, people here supporting him now would have gone mad(maybe not)

Maybe because everything already exist every possibility of you in every scenario is already there. And i guess u jump through realities according to your emotions,feelings and thoughts.

I just imagined that. ? Buddha would have been dope in it. With his presence itself women would have craved for him. And about business he was pretty good at gaining support from rulers at his time.

It happens when u put pressure on forehead space when u meditate, stop forcing pressure there and it will be gone. I started my meditation practice thinking i could easily open third eye and with third eye i could manifest everything in a split second, and travel to other astral relams. four years later and 1000's of meditation hours now i laugh thinking about my thoughts then on opening third eye. See there are 100's of video on Yt on how to easily open third eye and all but i will say those people who are making video havent even opened it, they are putting info from some textbook or article they read. Or maybe iam wrong they have. But from my understanding this is a looooooong journey, and on the way maybe u will open it maybe u wont it dosent matter what matter is enjoy the jouney. And what Nahm said about deconstructing beliefs helps you get there.

Indian news paper cartoons on politics where always great, there where cartoonist in past who got put in jail here during emergency era for drawing against prime minister. This pic got my attention today and i find it very important Is UN failing at peace initiatives in middle east.

+1

?. That was one of his best videos. After my hero dose of shrooms i came to understand really what he said. Everything is real and unreal.

I dont know about past trauma, but you can change memories. Imagine yourself in past memories with a different outcome. Or imagine a memory where u overcome your fear. Imagine you in skool giving a public speach and whole stage claps

Yeah. I will put that in my mind

So finally i think its time for doing a retreat alone. I have previously done vipassana 2 times. But this is first time am doing alone and place i am staying will be having lot of shrooms. I am planning a 15 days stay. I have previously done 4 shroom trips and all where great all was arround 2-3grams. And all where awesome with non dual moments. I will be increasing intake this time and i want to know how many days gap should be there between two mush trips? I would like to know how can i use this retreat for helping me from moving away from learned helplesness and integrate some good orange and evolve further? I will be practising Meditation, kriya, self enquiry, contemplation, journaling and will also be carrying book of not knowing.

Any advices?

Good idea. But who will reply?

https://youtu.be/YMPzDiraNnA

What are minimum infrastructure required for self actualization living in a 3rd world country. How to move away from learned helplessness in 30's. A motivational videos for 30's+ year old. How to deal with belief no good business ideas are coming in my mind? I dont have study background to have a good business idea? How to trust yourself when a business idea comes? How to turn that idea into a plan and then turn plan into action and then to result? Can i sit in my comfy couch and imagine myself living a extraordinary extragavant life in future will i get it without taking action(massive action)? ?

I have finished my life purpose course half a year back but couldnt move it further cause of various resistence. My impact statement was Entertain people and make them better. Top 3 values where Self actualization, Art, Conciousness Strength Kindness and generosity, Humor and playfulness, capacity to love and be loved High Conciousness virtue i want to build my career arround is Entertainment. I loved writing and acting, directing while growing up,( but also had fear then will i be sucessfull or not and it stopped me from going creative route) but for past 1year after lot of meditation and especially after 4 psychedelic trip, i really dont give much time for it or i dont feel like writing anymore. I was a movie addict also but havent watched a film in last 9months. When i made impact statement i had in mind of a movie director/script writer who makes movies and after some good fan following i will quit movies and concentrate on doing Self actualization videos like leo do on Yt. Thereby bringing more people into self actualization/spirituality. That was my initial plan but i lost interest in movie making halfway and put the full plan to rest. (I am restarting my life purpose course and is now in value assesment) My career was also not that good as i was not having job much of time and wasted 5 years without doing anything I found out today after quitting my sales officer job i had a belief like I cant have a sucessful life with this job/I cant live my dream life with this job. it happens to me always whenever i am at a job, i see myself to future having not much money(coz salary is low).

Are this from divination or your thoughts?

Mother of all Martial Arts https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kalaripayattu