Harikrishnan

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  1. I saw this video last week and from what i remember He called illiterate youth after saying youth are guided by people with vested interest.
  2. I was fascinated by these quote after reading it somewhere in osho's book 10 years ago. I thought it like everything happens at its own time and what is meant to happen will happen even without any work. I used it as a escape mechanism for not taking responsibilty of life and Coming from a indian background we believe in destiny and use astrology a lot and live according with it and if something dosent go as planned we blame stars and planets and say we are not destined for it. My astrology charts says i will only succeed in life after 31 and i had this back of my mind also. So whenever someone asks me about my career or finances or anything i lack i would say a flower will bloom in its own time. Today a family friend of mine asked so what is my plan for future and i said a flower will bloom in its own time so no worries and he replied yeah right but the flower is there because the bud had a deep push in itself (i dont know right english word maybe yearning) to blossom that made it a beautiful flower. I was dumb stuck how did i missed it this much years. Nothing happens without intention, i am a bud now i have to take responsibility of my life so i can blossom into a fragrant flower. Slef actualization is the process. ❤ Note: i dont know why i posted it here ?
  3. It happened with me, i fully let go of her cut the connection( still we chat here and there) but now i feel good that i moved on. If you can cut her off and move on there will be peace. Then again you can see it from different angle and continue relationship and hope for everything to be peaceful and happy.
  4. Found this video really amusing
  5. @Leo Gura Which is more powerful to increase conciousness kriya yoga or Meditation
  6. In leo's ego collapse awakening blog video says when your ego is gonne you act as a super conductor to God's will your will (ego) wont be in way, there wont be any resistence to flow of universe. So what i understand from this and everything he said afterwards is that things happen according to God's will no matter what and your ego's resistence to it will only cause suffering. So everything happend because it is how it should have been no matter how hard my ego tried, it never had chance.(This is my understanding of what he said). So doesnt God's will also decide when a certain ego (hari) end suffering and opens the flow of universe. Or is it ego that says i am done with this shit and hand over the stearing wheel to God will. Isnt this video little similar to free will vs determinism. Whatever happened, happened for the good. Whatever is happening, is happening for the good. Whatever will happen, will also happen for the good -Gita
  7. It actually does. If its God's will i could get a litttle less critical of myself whenever i fails, let go of my desires, visualization habbit and be more playful.(i am not that critical and i fail a lot). Today an intresting thing happend i am having vipassana course(3rd one)tmrw and i got prepared and packed bags and suddenly resistence came up something pulled me back from going. Anyway i with power of whatever will went to train station. I stood there for 10 min completely blank and last train went. ? i am confused was it my ego or was it God's will. (I was actually preparing for this vipassana course for 2 weeks)
  8. Whose will is it to focus in this work ego's or God's? ?
  9. I have connections there. You wont get it in kodaikanal. You have to go inside.
  10. My last 4 mush trips i meet machiene elves they told me many things, last time it was like they where operating me my lower back. After that i thought how can these machiene elves be real since i am only one there is and they dissapeard and then it was pure non duality.
  11. Something tells me you have reached it. Anyway i am so happy for you and wish you best in realizing more if there is any. ❤
  12. I actually realized what leo said a couple of moments ago. It felt like my heart was mealting with pain.
  13. I was reading a article on genocide that happend arround Nellie a crop field in Assam (India) in early 80's 4000-10000 peoples where bruttaly killed. Bangladesh muslims where killed so as not to enter and mix with assames tribe. Narrator description of what happened there made me loose my sleep (article was in my native language and i dont know if i could express the terror fully). One man who escaped genocide said They came praising Assame Ma (Godess of assam) with swords and fired the entire field where muslims where living. They chased womens and kids first, I ran with my two kids, my youngest son tied behind my back, they where behind us with swords and i ran fast as i could and fell in the wall, i looked at my son who was tied in back and his head was split open by the sword and blood everywhere. He was dead i gave him to God and droped his body in water and when i crawled back up i could hear my elder son cry being stabbed by sword outside. (It felt like i was there witnessing everything, i dont know whether i was one among who ran for life or one who was with sword running arround killing) This is one of the incident written in the article made me loose my sense of being a human(and there are many more). I dont have any morality, i dont think its right or wrong.i dont have any hate towards one who did this crime, i can easily love and accept them. But i cannot escape the pain i am having for things like this happening. What the fields Remember.
  14. Is there reincarnation if so is it illusory self reincarnating lets say Harikrsihnan reincarnating as someone or something else or is a new illusion alltogether.
  15. I was sleeping in train and had to wake up coz temperature getting high, its not normal my childhood days to have this much temperature in december. Climate is changing and i would like to know how on a individual level apart from planting trees what can one do to stop from temperature soaring up
  16. I had posted this video in forum last year or something but lost it. Anyway thanks and is pretty good
  17. Is he really enlightened or is he acting like that. I think his smile is fake. Maybe i am wrong.