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@cistanche_enjoyer Not into spiritual ego trap because I’m not even associating it with being spiritual or anything. Am judging from a pure basic instinctual level. I’m open to friendship as long as it’s worthy and aligns it’s just that am not expecting, needing or looking for it. I’ve been like this for about 5 years. Have also lived half of my life as a loner and only at this stage of my life am truly starting to enjoy solitude. Not only for peace and spirituality but for everything. Silence, freedom, power, deep thinking, no expectations and compromises, self-sufficiency, confidence, etc. I combined this with all my past burning sexual karma and am really happy alone, I literally feel like an alien God. I love celibacy. And am more than ready for a deep spiritual/material life at this point after all the preparation. Even though I could get a beautiful wife and probably will it feels really good not having a woman nagging or trying to manage you. It’s so much freedom. I feel at one when I go into a forest on my own. There’s no better sensation. In fact I always saw people as so much good that they couldn’t even understand. Most of humanity is simply not ready for love and goodness. My love is to alien. Is something so supernatural that not even women can grasp. Everyone will try to explode it as it happen once when I was young and was self discovering. And that was exactly my problem. At this point I just see them mostly as long term problems. I’m open to helping but on my terms and in my way. Even helping others can bring you problems and bad karma. It’s too much unnecessary drama. In conclusion, relationships and friendships are amazing but mostly only as an extra tip not as something fundamental. You should socialize but not need to for validation. It took me a long journey to get to this point and I still love people and socializing, but I’ve had to learn the hard way to self respect and self prioritize. Even in friendships you will have to learn game as ugly as that sounds. There will always be a power and advantage factor unless the person is really advanced in morality, ethics and consciousness from past life karma which is literally like an ingrained blue print. For example, I’ve done immoral things for the sake of necessity and even if I may appear as a monster to someone, I’ve never lost my true morality and inner values. I can hack my inner system them temporarily but I never get lost from it. Online friendship like this forum works great. You can avoid so much unnecessary crap and go straight to the point without all the social conditioning.

@cistanche_enjoyer That’s a gone wish. Got betrayed by all my friends, family and everyone around me just get envious. Even women, ex-gfs… Probably it’s a lesson for me to completely eliminate external validation and become as self sufficient as possible. At this point am more prone to contact spirits, entities and deities. Am done with human beings.

@Infinite Tsukuyomi People are the biggest trap. I would never have got into weed if my best ex-friend who was literally an undercover enemy had passed me that blunt innocently. How naive I was to trust people. The guy literally tried to destroy my life and reputation with his psychic abilities, long story… If I were you I will test your brother “in law” to see what are his real intentions. You can get a lot of information about who he truly is by his behaviour. Pretend you want and pullback but never accept it even if he forces. See how far he will push it. All the people in a weed vicious cycle will try to drag you in. Even family members did to me. It was the hardest part of getting out. If you ever do it, do it alone and far away. No one should even suspect you did it by the smell or they will snitch on you and ruin you. Happened to me thanks to that friend who I almost wanted to kill with my own hands. No one can be trusted these days. I have learned the hard way to not even trust my parents.

@paradiseengineering Thats what happened to me. Remember the mind doesn’t register the word “no” or any negation. When you try to stop thinking on weed or to stop using it or you try to think on forgetting weed, you are still thinking on weed in a negative way. So weed stays in your mind. Then you fight yourself and bla bla… weed is still in your mind. All you have to do is not buy more weed. And slowly you will forget about it but not buy trying to stop it or not to think on it, but because the karma will wear off by itself by not giving thought to it. Right now you think is hard because you recently did it or have not been able to quit and you are like omg I’m addicted, no. You are spinning in a loop you have not gone out because your anxiety of fighting it still gives life to it so it seems like it will not stop. It’s an illusion that only goes away by not giving any type of energy to it, neither positive or negative. And as I said. Get busy by the moment. If you don’t have a vision or mission right now, entertain yourself with many other things. That will replace the old weed thought pattern. And after some time you will be like hell, what was the relevance of that weed anyways… control and self belief will be back. After a month you will see how good sobriety feels again, there you will have choice to think clearly and see things correctly to choose weed consciously or not. And another important thing I almost forgot. Are you smoking with friends? This is the biggest trap that will keep you in the vicious cycle. You have to cut them all or tell them you don’t smoke anymore and never do it with them again. No one should know you smoke if you want to have full control. Smoking with friends just brings problems and ruins the spiritual highs and insights that cannabis can offer.

@paradiseengineering Here. Been on and off for 4 years. Just get busy and have a vision/mission. Don’t buy weed and get busy. The trick is to control your mind. Develop willpower and if if you are busy and don’t have weed don’t think of needing to quit just forget weed all together and the thinking habit will wear off. It’s your mind playing games on you. Win against your mind. Observe it and outsmart it. If you sleep on it will come back to trick you with past karma. And don’t feel bad if you fall again. Keep trying again and again until you dominate your mind and self belief/control increase and start winning on that habit.

Leo, so regarding your blog post on how women will never sexually satisfy you, did you actually simply meant that the best source is masturbation, self pleasure in all its form (self body massages, toys, porn, etc)? In my case I got to a similar conclusion. After having a bunch of sex and adventures to burn the karma, am sick of it. Even though it would still be nice to have a good sexual wife who’s loving and intimate am at the point that I don’t care if I get it or not. I got to the point that instead of doing pickup or going to a sexy massage spa, I just prefer to masturbate. I just saved my self from all the hoops, money, time, energy and karma by handling it myself. Even if the girl wants money she will only satisfy you because of the money not because of your needs. Still, I think the sin comes from abusing masturbation/porn. But, what are your thoughts on sexual transmutation? Why not do that fully? Do you think you can make a future video on this? This is actually pretty important because such unconscious sexual needs are the main drivers and problems of people’s lives.

@Terell Kirby But even if there’s deep spiritual and emotional intimacy which is crucial, the sex can go wrong. If there is no energetical compatibility, chemistry and actually a desire of devotion of the partner to SATISFY the other, you will always end frustrated. I have experienced spiritual relationships that left me sexually unsatisfied. Even if there was some chemistry and attraction. The problem lies in the partner not being OPEN, WILLING and fully DEVOTED. Thats the only queen that will satisfy you. Even if she is intimate, emotional she can still half ass the sex, suck at it or just not need it much and don’t care. Or worse, selfish to care only about her needs. There has to be a desire of improvement from her and devotion. Plus being sexually confident enough to not feel bad from enjoying a lot of good sex with you. It’s complex.

@Schahin There are many good ones, but I will share the strongest I have tried. These first two are responsible for giving me ego death: 1. GMO: craziest shit I’ve experienced in my life. It makes you relaxed/sleepy yet euphoric at the same time. That shit took me to alien space and was so strong I had to go to sleep to calm down. If you listen to techno while on this, good luck / sayonara. 2. Jokerz: Another ego death encounter with the absolute nothingness. Heard GOD laughing in this trip literally. 3. Girl Scout: Get ready for an epic adventure. 4. Blue Hawaii: Get ready to an exotic travel.

@enzyme that’s the thing, you got to study the channels and get mentors. That’s where the training and consumption of time goes depending the game. I was going to play csgo and lol but fck that, lol. There is too much work to do. I rather play assassin creed, god of war, Mario, Zelda, etc. Ofc you can have fun, but after a while you will want to level up. That’s the hook that came when I was in csgo. There’s no point just playing for fun and being trash. It will start to crash your ego and self belief at some point. The only games worthy for me are sims because you can transfer that skill into real life like racing simulators. I’ve friends that learned to do burnouts in traffic lights by practicing on sims.

@enzyme The thing is that to get really good and if you play strategy games you actually want to be good or there’s no sauce, it requires a lot of time and tradeoff so it does becomes a distraction unless you are streaming or competing to actually gain something out of it in this case money. You can play it casually but the problem comes when the ego wants to improve and wants more which is the hook of strategy games. I was actually about to start playing some strategy games but decided not to. There’s no point. Better to play adventure games. The only competitive game I play at this point is brawl stars on my phone because it’s quick and casual. I’m not expecting anything out of it other than tranining my mind to act fast.

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Regret not focusing massively on money, business and investments. Forget life purpose, you can have both later. And regret wasting my time in pickup, superficial relationships and hookups. Give me my years back.

It sounds cute but it’s not safe. Also, it is anti natural, non-organic to merge with stuff. I’m not saying it wouldn’t have possible positive side effects if you were looking for some specific result, but it’s unnecessary. Remember what happened when man reached its weapons full potential? World wars and violence increased. Having a gun is amazing in one sense yet it sucks on the other. I actually like the neuralink idea because it does the function I have been looking to max my memory matrix game correctly but it’s too risky. You simply have no idea who is behind you and your memories. Maybe if it were your own chip, but again it’s inorganic and unnecessary. I believe there has to be another way to do this with some external virtual headset. Still, this doesn’t mean that it won’t happen. There will be a lot of competitive, ambitious and greedy people, specially npcs going for this. What will be good is all the robotic and AI. Or getting inside robots to fight, fly, swim. But merging with stuff, meh. Like if you lost an arm or leg, then whatever.

@CARDOZZO No no. Don’t compare into lack. Compare and compete from a GOD point of view. GOD competing against his other versions. Seeing how to improve its potential everytime infinitely. Is there any better competition than two GODS?

Yup. I have experienced the astral body while being awake randomly, the soul, spirit and bliss body (anandamaya kosha). Don’t follow everything Leo tells you as to only focus on what he thinks is important. If you are into spirituality I would highly recommend you to study spiritual/energy anatomy, chakras, kundalini, third eye and get a mentor/guru. And also to reduce the use of psychedelics to almost 1% once in blue moon. Or else you will get stuck, burnt, fanatical, possessed. I have been influenced by dark entities as I didn’t knew in the past that even though psychedelics open your energy blockages they can break the filters of your chakras, thus making entities from the inner world influence/attach or at worst even posses you. Some damages on the chakras and energy structure by psychedelics can also be irreparable since the movement is explosive, random and uncontrollable. Such damages may later manifest as a physical and mental disease you got no idea where it came from. The thing is that the human body is not wired to embody such forced infinite-infinite alien truths. Specially not someone prepared. And there is a thin line between seeing such truths and hallucinating depending how your body soul mind system process it at that time. You also can end in unwanted dimensions that are not the most preferred by you given the chance to choose another one. You could see but to live in such reality or even keep pushing is just damaging to the system. Use them after you are highly developed when sober not otherwise. It will just bring problems like negative solipsism and interventions from entities you won’t know how to deal with. And automatically trigger a dimension from the dark night of the soul you got no idea how to deal with too. Or even permanent. Happened to some friends of mine who are lost in a dark realm with entities. Even before tripping you should seek spiritual protection as you are opening and bridging worlds. Weed is no exception. I personally experienced entities and bridging of worlds. Would highly suggest everyone here to cleanse themselves with a remedy bath from astral parasites. Crucial also from sexual past karma. Leo is highly awakened in one sense alone. There’s a lot that he has not tapped into yet. And I believe he is under high influence of entities that can deceive his mind. Has happened to me too. Spirituality ain’t no game. To enlighten the physical body is only the first step. All of those other bodies have to be enlightened as well and that occurs only through divine sexual alchemy by imploding/transmuting the kundalini to them without spilling your semen. This is specially done with a spouse who does the same as 2 kundalinis working together is a lot more powerful than one. Alone you can only go so far. Thats why each special avatar was always married. Krishna, shiva, Buddha, etc. Having all those bodies enlightened brings higher health and power. Physical enlightenment vs all the bodies Is like comparing a v12 car vs a Spaceship.

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I have already seen multiple channels using this feature and it’s really game changer sharing it with others not being English speakers. Why hasn’t Leo done it yet? Specially at these critical times where people are fully lost.

@Leo Gura Very well. I just noticed they have limited languages so i googled for another alternative. Checkout this website. They provide dubbing in all languages with your exact voice https://www.vmeg.ai/ Ofc you have to pay a minimum for the sub but it’s totally worth it. You can try the free 1min trial to test it. I just placed a clip from your other channel in Chinese and it’s simply hilarious. With that option I think you could create multiple actualized.org channels in those full languages plus adding the new YouTube feature. And from there on clips on multiple languages can be spread virally on TikTok. You could get famous in china/japan. New gens there are comfy nerds genius that can be easily reached. Dubbed reels on instagram too. And on Facebook for older people. I noticed older people don’t use YouTube much. They are mostly on Facebook or just doomscrolling reels on instagram. From this just occasionally pay the marketing on those medias which is low cost starting from $20 but it’s totally worth it. You will appear on everyone’s phone out of nowhere. AI agents and other tools will make your marketing automatic and exponential. With this massive improvement, people from other languages might wanna visit the forum but not be English speakers by which the forum might need AI automatic translation mode to their language.

@Yimpa It will reach whomever it needs to. When the student is ready the master appears. People can start with the self improvement part. The thing is Leo is not really seeing the potential of this. It can just reach more and more people as a chain of word reference to someone that really needs it and is capable of getting it. Most people in US are dull. You have no idea if there is some lost genius from another nation/language to whom this clicks perfectly. Specially from Asia. (Chinese, japanese, Arabs, Indians)

@Natasha Tori Maru I do feel a sense of agency now because I had to stop the path. It’s too radical. I would need to at least live for some time in nature alone, a temple or with someone that understand and support my path until I can integrate such deep insight into material/social life in a practical way. Thats why there are degrees of enlightenment. That which you described of no more attachment to outcome is the ultimate level of avatar, which Krishna teached. At such point of perfection then there will not be any type of feelings/thoughts. It can still be managed and processed but for it to vanish fully it has to be on the ultimate level. The thing is that it goes very deep. The attachment to outcome and control can be deeeeply unconscious to degrees that not even enlightened you are still aware (again different degrees of enlightenment- advanced,saint, master, sage, avatari). This is why Hindus pray to Devas and divine feminine (mother) for their help, blessing and mercy on their path and overall life in order to succeed into unity-perfection (total lack of control-acceptance/love/embodiment). When I say depersonalized and detached from the mind it goes to the extent of not being able to function properly because the mind is literally detached from being stable to unstable (psychedelic and fluid). In a radical and spiritual sense it’s good and liberating. It gets you closer to enlightenment but it create other problems at its cost. Since the mind is unstable you can’t function properly in normal situations, there is no interpretation of the matrix conditioning. You are in different dimension to the normal survival day to day conditioned experience. If I were in a space ship with aliens and robots with AI working for me then it wouldn’t be a problem at all.

@Carl-Richard Finally someone brings this real topic! I would like to know if you are living such current reality of no control at all? In the past I was going far through such path but I had to stop because I thought I was doing something wrong. It just feels crazy and completely alien to society. You basically can’t fit in anywhere by chance. could you please expand more on this because the line is really thin between such liberation and total insanity in the bad sense. How would you even survive? Keep a job? Etc? How do one understand such path if that’s even something. I had to stop because I was about to leave my job, university and while even living with my parents the stress was real since they thought I was crazy and did not understand. Sadhguru has scratched this topic saying that you need control so you don’t go mad. I think he fears fully letting go and created and ego again through magic or tantric means just to perform since I once perceived hidden anxiety in him by holding hidden veils just as I had to do so I could perform into society expectations for the sake of survival. Did you experienced dissasociation and depersonalization? Some say this is a problem and others don’t and that it’s part of the path. I experienced in the past and it was liberating yet crazy and had to force a stop through karma gluing. This path is serious since it triggers the real matter of the dark night of the soul which is an extensive theme that go through different stages as you evolve and expand your consciousness. You will continue having different dark nights until fully avatar. The dark night manifest through different forms and dimensions not just feeling lost. It can manifest even through chakra problems of energy leaking and past life karma surging up that you are not even aware of and don’t know how to handle. Or past life karma congestion when surging up that later manifests as disease.

I’m not lying nor joking but the best women I have met in my life for a potential match appear to me when I least expect to even want to talk to them. Either im down, busy or there is something in the way that makes it very difficult for us to match. Like one time being with my mom in an embassy where no phones were allowed and my mom was so jealous I couldn’t figure how to approach the girl which was a pure diamond showing IOI. Or that time I randomly had my first love awakening in my job and went out the office to take some air and instantly another girl who was also in the love frequency crossed me walking a dog while blushing and said hi, I said hi but couldn’t even think of anything else since I was processing the immensity of that dimension in the moment. Yesterday, I got high and went to take a walk on a park and even thou I was taking the farthest path to walk where people don’t wanna be bothered, a hot rich girl from that area approached me to ask where to rent bikes. She clearly showed IOI by insisting, getting closer, open body language and curious eye contact. I couldn’t think of anything right at that moment since it was so unpredictable and my mind was flying. Now I can think of what I could have done to go there with her… So yeah, like the best girls I have seen in my life appear exactly when I’m not even capable of thinking right. I’m curious if there is any reason for that. Anyone else has experienced something similar?

Lol Your friend can probably like you so much that she hides it since you guys see each other consistently. I’m aware women can fake interest just to play you. But also the type of interest varies. For example, she could be curious and that’s a probably. There is also an interest in which she is looking at you with desire (it’s so obvious you have to be blind and stupid not to get the clear signal), which happened with the girl at the embassy. Ever have I seen such a perfect petite luxurious girl, damn.

@Princess Arabia You can notice when a woman just want to ask a question however she looks and also notice the difference when she does it with a different energy/intent behind it. Women are not direct! They communicate interest indirectly with body language. So I clearly know when a woman is doing so. For example, yesterday I met a very hot girl in a boxing class and helped her get her hand wraps. She liked it how confident I was to approach her even thou she is beautiful while all other men where just wishing to talk to her. She liked me touching her hands and chit chatting with her. I noticed her looking at me during the class and also saw her desire for me before she left and said goodbye. Okay she is a possible dating outcome and is hot but is not as “THE BEST” as to what I mean! See, in this case I could easily approach her. It’s a different situation. That’s why I said the best women for “ME”. The ones that I know are the best for me, my type in looks, energy, class, style, etc. you didn’t get my point. Now I see how limiting language is for communication. Real communication is telepathy. This is all just blabery. Nvm, you wouldn’t get it anyways even if I keep explaining. I just found out this is some karmic glitch. It’s like the women I really want and can’t find even when I look for them they appear in the most difficult situations. Why don’t they just appear when am all happy, free and in an easy outcome possibility. That was my question and was curious if anyone has experienced it. It’s the women that I have been remembering still from those days I saw them. Extremely unique/rare and beautiful pokemons. Everyone is on a different spiritual path even though it’s one Truth. So not everyone will experience the same things… (this case)