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@Ry4n Yes, it really is the feminine version of 5 meo dmt. Comeup is almost not noticable and smooth. You dont have twisted thoughts, the ego is fully intact if you dont have a breakthrough. It has a dissociative component so you are not attached to the actual effects that happen. Plus Mdma like warm energys. I never had serious fear on this conponent or had the feeling of being forced to something I dont like. The visuals are beautiful. Duration 1 to 1,5 hours with often a nice afterglow effect. In short I would describe 5meo malt as a combination of the best effect of following psychedelics: ketamin +Mdma + Lsd(for the visuals) + 5 meo dmt.

@Romer02 so every two days for 2 to 3 month?

@Romer02 How often does this happen to you? A reactivation some month later can happen, is normal and it will pass.

@Scholar women love guys who are in the Moment. Your improvements are great, thats some nice effects lsd can give to you. Good luck for your first real trip. If it gets spiritual embrace it, you can learn a lot. If fear should arise, this will just be for some seconds /minutes and will pass. You dont need to do anything about the fear. Fear is not your enemy so welcome it.

@RickyFitts there are two sides of that. Most of us dont trust themselves how much they really can handle but the human mind is capable of handling a lot of difficult stuff. Some of US need to force them to go out of comfort zone.

@Leo Gura @Leo Gura Would be of much value if you correct the Image of awakening. You said it's not so like many spiritual Gurus praise it, including you in your past. Hope you make a next Video about it one day.

No shaking, no tremors, almost no visuals. It's very pure. I am plugging it. No experience with other roa @framu it opens up your chacras and energy flow through your body. You can work with light energy healing your body. It is a very unique psychedelic. Try it out and see for yourself what it brings to you.

@Francis777 Wow, I am exited for your Post. It's quite rare that someone awakened his kundalini so I am very interested to hear what happened to you and how you lived with it.

@framu @framu yes absolutely, 5 meo malt is great for this work, it has way more healing potential than lsd of psilocybin because trauma stored in your energy System will be healed. Watch also this description of 5-meo-Malt:

@Francis777 the thing is who said 3 months? On which research study is this based

@D2sage is it ok to buy Mdma with already crushed rocks so you have rough powder? Or is this also risky

Congratulations for your first trip! 1. I would recommend stickig to malt. Why giving up after your first trip success? You need to work with this substance many times, it's not like a one time Event which resolves all your problems. 2. Malt is the best here, especially for childhood trauma. It has a very strong healing component, no other psychedelics can compete with that. And it is gendle to you, it respects your limits and fears. 3. If you order bigger amount (1 g) it should be less expensive. Also you need to put this into perspective. Healing from childhood trauma (which can ruin your whole life living with it) should be more worth than some hundred dollars for you. Even if you would spend 10.000 dollars to finally heal your trauma, that would be totally worth it. Living with trauma leads to all kind of disfunctions in your life which can sum up every day of your life to a giant shit ball (damage costs for sure over 100.000 Euro with deep trauma). 4. On good trips you get a nice afterglow effect which holds on for days but no guarantee that this will increase your baseline consciousness long term. But healing Trauma will for sure increase your baseline consciousness so indirectly yes. You dont need 40 mg next time. On your trip you redosed 2 times, you need to know that already tolerance kicks in on your redose which makes it less effective. also you need to know, that the comeup is not so strong on malt. Malt unfolds it's Power slowly and subtil until 30 to 40 minutes. So you have to wait patiently until it kicks in. I think 35 mg without redosing on a empty stomach next time will be good. And I told already 6 mg cup is not 6 mg malt. So if you dont consider that then maybe your dose was not 42 mg but 30 mg or even less After your first breakthrough experience you need probably less mg to reach a breakthrough again.

@ActualizedJohn no apology needed, Update your enlightenment Guide when ever you feel it. You are on your journey, where you always go deeper and deeper. Your Guide will be outdated soon. So this is normal

@Karla I dont know the experience of Heaven, but must be profound. Congratulations on that! Did you Do it alone with music playing in the background? immediately after the trip is over, hangover starts until next two to four days. But it doesnt happen always. If you did not experience hangover already you will not anymore

@Breakingthewall Yeah so for men this energy could be feel a bit different /unknown because it's not their usual energy.

@Breakingthewall could be that women experience that different. Still good advice

Oh you are still on it enjoy the ride Take your time

@Karla@Karla Can you describe your intense experience in Detail? Maybe you experienced a common normal dose. If you never took psychedelics before you cannot Know the reference how intense something can get. Maybe you are very sensitive. So would be good to know Do you have hangover effects? @Jowblob

1 g and 1,5 g, how Did you come to the conclusion to try this extreme amount of Mdma first time?

@Ryan M I would recommend 5meo mipt. It is not exactly like Mdma, but it is save to take. No hangover. And very lovely, energetic, erotic energy

how much did he donated last year? It seems he tries to correct his image through donating (if this is even true, I need proof)

@Someone here I can see it on psychedelics. Sober sometimes, but not 24 h a Day. I dont know if that is even possible. But great reminder! Everything is pure beauty

@Verg0 wow thank you for your Trip report of the Mdma Plus 5 meo combo. Martin Ball interviewed two 5 meo facilitators who do this combination to hundrets of people in a safe way and they say it's the best combination. No serotonin syndrom report so far. And what you describe doesnt sound like that, more like a typical Mdma hangover. I would stop taking psychedelics for a while until you are baseline. 200 is pretty high, I think 120 mg Mdma (crystals, 80‰ pure) would be fine too. Besides that, was this combo really your first time of a breakthrough and god realization? How did it changed you were you surprised /in shock? How Did it changed your relationship to other beings or reality overall

If you are in the 4. Dimension, standard scientific research (reproducable Events) cannot be applied there. So all your scientific methods dont work there. Soo how do you want to do research paranormal events there?