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Hey everyone, since one year my 26 years old small girlfriend (11 inches) is chronical depressed. Furthermore she had several big trauma from her childhood, but now she has suicidal thoughts almost every week for months because of her study. I went long time ago with her to a psychologist, he said she should look for a shaman because she could have special abilities. Then I went with her to a psychiatrist long time ago, he scanned her brain. found nothing unusual. she has no schizophrenia. He diagnosted psychosis, gave her pills, she took 1/4 of recommended pill and felt really bad and never took it again. Besides she doesn't drink alkohol, takes no drugs at all just some coffee. My girlfriend is spiritually gifted, can see auras and energys since childhood without any spiritual training. She also sees ghosts everywhere. My girlfriend told me also that there was one situation in where she became the whole room. Furthermore I saw her having a real life ego death in front of me while meditating for just 15 minutes (rarely she does meditating, I sometimes push her), glad I know what happend so I did not intervened, I just hold her in my arms during this and her eyes were complete dead for some seconds, she looked completely through me. As she came back, she told me she were in the ocean and she dont want to talk about because I dont understand it anyway. There was also some situations where she had clairvoiance abilities. She also is very sensitive, feels pain extremely strong. Also when I give her a massage she can enter past lifes easily. When she uses healing stones, her reports from these sessions sound stronger than any lsd trip I ever had. Overall I think she is really tripping naturally all the time. I gave her 2 years ago first time 35 μg AL-LAD. She was back then in normal mood. She said, she almost had no effects at all, just had one moment during the trip where she had a little panic because she had a very deep insight but she forgot it. Now she want to try AL-LAD again in stronger dose. I think about giving her 75 μg AL-LAD. But I dont know if it is too strong for her. I know I have many responsibility for her, nobody can give me the right answer here. I just look for some people with similar situations like my girlfriend. Are there some people here with depression who took some psychedelics? Maybe also some girls here, who did this? What was the outcome? I know everyone is different but maybe I can learn something.

had one near death experience during obe. I can confirm that you can use obe for enlightenment. it is just brutal training too in the beginning (4-6 month 3 times per week) but then it gets easier

@Elisabeth you are a woman. May I ask you what is your psychedelic history? I have the feeling on this forum psychedelics are using almost men and the tips which are given for psychedelic usage may not work for women or are total different. I dont know how woman react differently to men on psychedelics but they definitely must because of different brain structure. Would be exited to know from a girll here shares her experiences or some guy know another girl who did this. My girlfriend doesnt inform herself what this drug is about, she trust me because she knows I used it a lot. She comes from another country where such thing does rarely exist and her language is not well enough for researching on her own. So I need to make the decision.

Start with friendly soft psychedelic like ALLAD

Has it value to use healing stones or crystals as a technology to enhance consciousness / heal the body in a more profound way than just placebo? There was a study of 80 persons who meditate with real and fake stones without knowing. both reported same effect on them. I think this study is not really valid because if I choose normal people who are not in tune with spirituality it will have weak results. Is there more to it? Has anyone tripped with these stones/ used in combination with psychedelica?

@inFlow honestly, I have no idea. Thought maybe someone on this forum played with this stones Edit: My girlfriend use these stones to heal herself and she describes effects similar to a strong dose of lsd

@inFlow the theory about healing stones says so that you always need to charge these stones with energy after a session. they even can save your negative energy and then become negativ itself. It needs then extra effort to charge them to positive energy

what about other tools beside meditation/breathing/music playing to reduce nervousness before tripping? I heard cola nut powder also helps, any experience?

@Sombra no one knocks on your door. As I said again, just your ego tries to scare you so that you stop to go further. it is a test if you are ready for the spiritual world or not. if this simple trick is really freaking you out, you are not just ready for this stuff. I know exactly what you mean, this happens when I use my hair dryer sometimes. My brain translate this sound into weird heavenly orchestra music I heard during some out of body experiences. This again is your mind playing tricks on you. That is nothing paranormal going on, just your mind interpreting this stuff. So dont take this seriously. Can you tell me about the ghost stories?

@Sombra can you exactly tell me about your poltergeist activity? I had experimented with out of body experiece a lot. There were many situations like somone is knocking loud on your door. But this is just your ego defense mechanism which tries to trick you so that you stop this activity. I just laught when this happens, I can see through this simple trick my ego plays.. I ask me if this poltergeist activity is just your mind tricking you or something outside

AL-LAD. It is much more gentle and soft than LSD.

Do you still have reduced short term memory up to this day? Are you really sure this comes from 5 Meo DMT? If it is so, do you recognize an improvement of short term memory over the years back to normal again?

Finally I realized, I god fired as a programmer because of ADD (not ADHD). I need to fix this, my focus is jumping around, multitasking all the time @Leo Gura I look forwarrd for your detoxification video I have a ultra clean diet and do 5 x a week sport but never tried to detoxify intentionally

Hello, one of my goals for self improvement is reducing sleep time from 8 hours to 3 to 4 hours. i know a woman at my working place who just needs 2 to 3 hours. she is 60 years old but looks like she is 40. She is a strong character with a happy face. In her case it is genetic, she always just needed this time and has full power the whole day and night. I tried many techniques, like 4,5 hours at night 1,5 hours in afternoon. It worked. But some days it doesnt work and then I feel very low energy and get headache. Therefore I cannot recommend this. Are there some of you who could reduce their sleep time to a few hours? How did you do that? Do you feel great with low sleep time?

@Commodent I just ask me if there is one in this forum who could do that

@Annoynymous sadghuru propagates that it is possible for almost everyone to drop sleep hours to just 3 to 4 hours

@Aquarius the difference is, this woman dont need this "sleep hygiene" and she dont need these rules like no coffe or chocolate after 3 pm. I dont want to trick my body with such hacks, my goal is that my body really just need 3 hours sleep regardless what I do over the day

@undeather Many people talked about his eyes, they said he could see through them and it was so powerful, some remember for their entire life. You are on to something. My eyes shine when I do hatha yoga with a lot of physical movement. mayby good blood circulation around eyes help. But this effect holds on for just one hour Hitler was very spiritual, he said he is god. Some people said, he also had some demon possession. If you read the biographie from his best friend, you will come across passages, where hitler had mystical experiences. Shining eyes you can get on drugs too. maybe it is also a certain state of consciousness

May I ask you how did you activate it, how much did your life changed for the good for the bad? I had one kundalini rising during weed trip, it burned as hell, I thought my ass were on fire. Then this powerfull energy shoot up my spine up to the head where it dissolved. You need to check your diet. Look for the book biology of kundalini, there is a lot to cosider. You cannot eat like a normal human anymore, you need spiritual nutrition

@pluto I am training in the gym every second day for muscle building and I am interested in detoxifying the body. How can I keep my muscle mass during this detoxifying process? Is this even possible? I need high protein level every day. I dont want to loose my gains

thank you!!!

@Mada_ good idea. this deserves an own topic

@MAYA EL I want anti aging. Living a good long vital life in every aspect (body and mind). I am 33 years old. I train in the gym 12 years long, I have perfect healthy lifestyle (100 % no shugar, no alcohol, no meat, no wheat, whey supplement, Vitamin supplement, sprouded buckwheats every day, low carb, once a week 30 minute cardio, meditation and so on) I got old in 2 years. Everything declines. strength goes down. my skin is not so elastic anymore. I have stil a well defined 6pack, but my belly gets bigger, maybe because of the decreased elasticity of my skin. Concentration goes down, sexuality goes down. eye sight goes down. intelligence goes down. Normal aging I know, but I want to be vital my whole life. nothing extreme

Hello there, I just want to talk about leos last video. because he gave some very important messages. He quite good adressed all the dangerous points I went through this journey so far. But here is still one problem I and maybe others have: as a follower who watched every video I got ideologized because of some of his repeated statements like "Reality is imaginary". My subconscious made an beliefe about it and so my worldview changed slowly. @Leo Gura can you say that this special statement "Reality is imaginary, litteraly!" is not absolut truth, it is just truth from a certain point of view like you said in this video? So in other words, Reality could also not be imaginary? I know you already talked in this video indirectly but I really want to be sure to understand this. So is this statement just an oversimplification, overgeneralization, a way to talk about it?

@Michael Paul I will do this on top of kriya yoga. Thank you ! I will be careful. I already can feel once a day spontaneously a strange liquid cold energy in my brain. It lasts for 2 seconds. It feels very good. it is different than the energy I feel during meditation. It feels like it wants something.