OBEler

Moderator
  • Content count

    4,865
  • Joined

  • Last visited

Everything posted by OBEler

  1. @Leo Gura What holds me back from this is, I am afraid of ego death. That after this Event nothing will be the same anymore, no turning back and maybe insanity awaits. You wrote even an articles about it. I heard there are many degrees to ego death. would like to test the waters with ego death if that is possible with 5 meo. Or is it like on or off? Eighter you are death or not from one second to the next. This Event scares me I want just as much as I can handle. @Aaron be a brave plugger, have a good shit before. Plugging is not a master skill, Leos plugging tutorial helped a lot.Trust this substance. I am exited for your report ?
  2. @Ar_Senses Very good observations!! I had similar thoughts on Octvio People here dont know that these people Octavio retreats are HARDCORE Red Addicts. These have build super egos. Of course he understand their ego and how to crush it, because he was one of them. I would trust Octavio more than anyone, after helping 8000 people he knows what he is doing. Dont judge him, not everyone on the path is a spiritual Mojo hippie who needs to be treated like a princess. Some people need to be kicked to wake up
  3. Can somebody translate what the doctor says? Maybe spanisch/mexican people needed to do 5 meo this way. It seems like He wanted to kick the ego out of the poor guy Every culture do their own cereomnies. Dont judge so fast
  4. So here comes my fourth try. I just did 5 mg hcl plugged yesterday. What can I say, I finally crossed the threshold dose!! This is how the trip started: First silence, more silence, I felt a little afraid..what might come? I am afraid of ego death..it is so silent now. Then after 15 Minutes in waves there comes energy, AWESOME ENERGY !!!! Just pure ENERGY!! Like my head is like a lamp and energy rushes through body, especially around my head. No special insight. No visuals. Just enjoyed this. I thank God for experience this energy. Tears came out of my eyes... After 40 minutes it went off but this energy accompanied me for some hours later and it felt fantastic. I am very happy for this experience. All in all this substance is quite amazing on low dose.. Nothing to be afraid of, really. But still cannot think of higher doses right now. More low doses will come until I am total ready for a normal dose. So plugging works very good for me as a beginner, just don't do less than 4 mg because then you may have almost no effects. Thank you Leo and other forum members here for sharing your wisdom how to approach this stuff
  5. Wow, I wish I realized what you realized on this young age. On your age I was just discovering Pick up lol. You have Potential for sure
  6. @zeroISinfinity can you explain further? Maybe see it from another perspective: Never moved anywhere? Hmm facing immortality? but you as a human you are not immortal. You will die. eternal loneliness? you are never alone, here are trillions of beings in this universe your old person is gone? you are a new person now with new desires Sounds you would undone this process of awakening
  7. @zeroISinfinity what implications make you not happy? For me top 3 struggles: Not grounded idealism of happy mojo spirituality crushed with brutal raw spiritual reality Feeling alone, not connected to others Nevertheless, best decision of my life to go spiritual path. A lot of growing
  8. @Dutch guy Yes vaping may be good for healing and breakthroughs but not for beginners who are not ready for a breakthrough or other ego death experiences. As far as my research goes, plugging should be therefore best option for beginners like me who just want to test the waters. Or are there other opinions on this?
  9. @kag101 you forgot that his brother saw the UFO, too. And I asked him already if this UFO looked like a hallucination. He said it was total physical. And He was sober. A hallucination does very rarely happen while sober How Do you want to explain then that it is nevertheless a hallucination. (of course everything is a hallucination from gods perspective but I hope you know what I mean)
  10. @Dutch guy thanks for your report, this helps me to understand that it is normal to have no effects in "low dose". I ask me what your first effects will be, if they will total strong or very soft. I will test in some days and also post my report here. I buyed microscoops for better measurement by the way, here is someone who calculated average measurement of 5 meo dmt for each measuring spoon: https://www.reddit.com/r/5MeODMT/comments/6ctodn/advice_on_precise_measurements_of_5meodmt_dosages/ Are here some other people on this forum who tried rectal low dose 5 MEO ? Please share your experience, this would help
  11. @Space interesting, thanks! I dont want ego death now. Just little first effects to see how 5 meo feels like. I need to weight extra carefully not to get into ego death area some people on this form said low dose 5 meo can be very blissfully low dose. Hope between 10 - 15 mg I will get this experience
  12. @Dutch guy ok please report here, would be interesting to know what the first low dose effects of 5 meo are. Good to know someone here is in the same situation like me, plugging more and more until you get a threshold dose of 5 meo for the first time. Hope this threshold dose will not hit you like a tzunami Good luck!
  13. @Dutch guy Here you see my finger to have a better look at my dosage. For me weighing is also challenging, I use only cups and make fotos from it to remember the last dose. So how many do I need for a threshold dose
  14. @Dutch guy So you have the same problem, interesting. Which method do you use? All three rectal hcl and nothing happens? 10 mg MEO, this has to be 3 times my dose as in the picture, if my eyes measure correctly.
  15. @Leo Gura Ok but should I not experience something on low dose like this? How many of these litle crumbs should I add so that I can exerience a threshold dose (= first little effects, so that I know that it works). I just want to test the waters, as I already told. Also there are tiny tiny particles swimming in water, this hcl cannot dissolve fully, even if I stir for 5 minutes @Dand as far as my research goes, both ways have their advantages and disadvantages. I think this really depends on the person in the end how he wanna approach this 5 meo. What do you think of my dose? Is it really too low to experience anything? I estimate that this must be around 2-4 mg. @Aaron p sorry that I push my problem into your topic. Just wanted to show that you are not alone with this problem
  16. Maybe I have the same problem, I tried 3 times low dose rectal with HCL. I use a black micro scoop (6-10 mg). Nothing happens. Can you look at the two pictures below is this not enough for a threshold dose? What would normally happens to you with this low dose?
  17. @zeroISinfinity " Yeah Everything so cool." what is not so cool is that you are all alone. no one to share with. that sounds for me as unawakened person not so cool
  18. @samedm9 Ok sorry for this, but that constantly moving light sounds really like an Airplane with light. I believe your report. It sound credible and therefore my worldview has changed. Genetic modification of human and animal races through aliens also sounds interesting. Also the question arises, what to do now with this information. Maybe there is a method to have contakt with them. The story with your brother indicates that there was a communication between the ufo and him was going on.
  19. @Enizeo Did you have visuals or something like that ? You need to know that on higher dose the 5 meo experience is a complete difference. people often here talk about their experience from higher dose
  20. "groupings of 3 orbs that move together...and the most common one, which I still see nearly every single time I look at the sky at this point, objects that appear simply as moving stars, that move at a constant rate." These are normal planes with a Light. Also 3 orbs that move together are 3 lights on a plane. No UFO here
  21. @samedm9 Very interesting! can you paint what you saw? Did it Look like a physical object or like a hallucination manifesting in Front of you? Why Did your brother know that there will show up an UFO? What is his explanation for this Were you and your brother complete sober while this ufo came aroud? Your brother could manifest it for you to see
  22. Too sad!! This guy was incredible and had interestig Theorie. Like the hieroglyphs are a technology to teleport you into another Dimension during mushrooms. They become alive. Will test that hypothesis one day
  23. @Member Looks like you had an astral projection. That means, you were in the astral realm and there are all sort of things materializing and also disappear quickly like a thought. These orbs were not in this physical world.
  24. @StarStruck Very interesting report. Thank you, this will help others on their 5 Meo journey to infinity. Do you think it is better to close the eyes the whole time? How does ego death feel? Like the feeling you did something very wrong x 1000 plus nausea and fear? Is there more than a feeling to this? My goal is also to test the waters first. I will use plugging as a method
  25. is it even savety to take 5meo for user on opiates (heroin, methadon etc) ? They should be careful, because 5 meo potentiate every drug, am I right?