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@acidgoofy How do I know "I get there?" My last mdma trip nothing special happened. just a little enjoyful electric waves rushing through my body. Like the onset of an lsd trip. It was as strong as a good meditation session. Should eyes keep opened always?

@acidgoofy what is the best dose for maximum love with mdma 80 % powder for a 27 year old woman who has a weight of 48 kg? is there a limit where more mdma makes the trip just longer but not stronger?

@Ry4n lol are you seriös? 2 days of comedown vs healing of life long suffering

@Barbara yes, but as far as I know deep Spiritual insights resolve not Migrain. There is something in lsd which does Balance to the Brain. Something with the biological clock. This helps to resolve Migrain. There is already Research going on. Look for companies like mindmed

@Barbara she did not took again. it was very small dose. nothing really changed. However she wants to do 100 microgramm lsd tomorrow she also wants to try out mdma next week. I ask me which would be better doing first. Mdma or lsd?

@Heinrich Faust I get hangovers (forgetfulness, confusion, headaches, slow thinking) after al-lad trips in 30 % cases. Total normal and I get only hangovers if i dont sleep well or if I dont drink enough water during/after the trip.

Do I have free will, so that it makes sense to regret your past decisions or is it all gods will and I have zero control? edit: Ok this question was already answered

@IamMystic no, please dont waste 5 meo dmt. I think your plugging technique is not efficient. you should get strong effects on 3 mg already. Stick in the ass 3,5 to 4 cm. Follow the boofing technique. With the wrong plugging technique I also had no effects with 12 mg 5 meo. https://www.reddit.com/user/WeirdOneTwoThree/comments/98o55b/guide_to_per_rectal_administration_of_opiates/

@Muhammad Jawad video dont exist, can you post it again

You recommend you simply remain aware of awareness. Can I also use the breath and concentrate on it in the strongest mind storm? Is this the same anker like remaining aware of awareness? Or something less?

comeon...tomorrow..valentins day.. those who follow you know, you are talking about how to get fucking laid

Hello, I already asked a lot for my (ex)/ girlfriend. She needs serious help. I did many things, all were helpful but just a little. A little background to her: she is 27 years old she has a lot of trauma in her: was heavy bullied in school (over 200 people) for 2 years she was raped one time she moved to foreign country after school and it was hard rude living time at the beginning she lost last year her grandfather, grandmother and her cat she plays professional trumpet since 5 years old. But an chronic arm injury (doctors say it is all right, maybe psychic) which began 2 years ago and holds until now forced her to stop playing trumpet. Also in these time 2 years ago a professor told her about the hard life of a orchestra player which was her dream. her dream is now broken and she lost the love to play trumpet. And with it her life purpose. This is very hard for her because playing trumpet was the only reason to live otherwise she already would be dead because of her traumatic past. Actual her biggest problem: she is in her last semester and she dont know if she can finish her study because she has lost the motivation to finish it. Because the only reason she began to study music was to be better in trumpet to play later in orchestra Now what we already did to heal her from all these baggage she went to so many doctors, psychologist and so on. No one could help but we look further here Meditation (10 minutes a day, not more. helped a bit) a little yoga holosync music (helped a little) massage (emotional therapy massage). Helped a lot first times Psychedelics 2 times AL-LAD. Biggest healing first, but after some weeks nothing was left. 1 time MDMA. This was 1 month ago. she now has bad dreams and some panic attacks. which was before mdma also. But now a little stronger. Dont know if it healed a bit. It is too early to say so. Can you give some useful tips how to help her with any of these issues (trauma, arm injury, lost of motivation, life purpose)? Or how she could finish her study at least (she has anxiety to go to university because of her old traumas)

@Nahm Ok that sounds too good to be true. She comes to germany at the beginning of march and wants to talk with you. Thank you for your offer!

@peanutspathtotruth we live near Hamburg. I never Heard of it, looks like years of therapy this ifs what I read so far. But if it will be paid we give it a try

@Barbara You are right! No pressure at all. But it would be of course good if she still finish her study on time

And Leo said consciousness is always maximizing Love on the screen. Your Version sounds random, like no purpose. Where is the infinite Love developement aspect

@Barbara yes. Of course She has so many issues. But at lest give her the strength to finish her study Anxiety and no Motivation are the biggest reason for her right now

@Nahm Thanks for your offering of the session. She is from Japan and only can speak rudimentair english and very good german. I dont know if the language barriers are too high. She is very in spirituality, but on her own. She can without practice go at will to a place where no time and room exist and where she is free like a bird (without skeleton). Lately she calls it the universe (because she read in spiritual texts about it). However this state of consciousness is just a short time and if she is back in her body her problems are still there. @BarbaraFinding professional help for psychological problems in germany is very difficult. we already tried. Most of psychologists we met are not very good. And solving problems through talking alone can take years. She needs something fast, which can cure something in weeks/months. Not years of talking

Yes She wants help. She seeks it on her own. She also Do a lot of contemplation with herself. She has her own healing collection with stones. And Do other things like journaling. She asked for the psychedelica, I never wanted to give her. When something helps her a little She is very thankful @peanutspathtotruth so yes She really wants help. Thanks for the advices, Motivation is some big issue for her right now. She already know all music Films I think

Hello, my girlfriend plays professional trumpet as a music student. 2 years ago her arm began hurting during holding trumpet. She went to doctors they all say she and her arm are total fine. They could not find anything. She went to physiotherapeuts, masseurs. It did not help. She also cannot use her arms for other things too. Since then she could not resume her study. she is deeply traumatized from her childhood and is very spiritual. Maybe the body want to tell her to stop playing trumpet? It could be a psychosomatic problem and meanwhile she thinks also. How to treat such things if it is an energetic/psychosomatic problem with her arms? How can this be healed?

@Ananta Thanks for the advice. Hmm why did not the doctor do an EMG already with her

@acidgoofy Yes, very open. She already tried and had positive results. Nevertheless this did not help with her arm @neutralemptyThanks, she is now 27 years old. arthritis should not be the case on such young people. But this could be a hint. She eats meat. Maybe she really should radically change her diet to plant based and see what happens

In these 2 years She went to 6 doctors, 4 special masseurs for arm pain, did accupuncture. Had physio therapy. No one found anything. Her body is in perfect health. What else professionals she could go? I dont think this has something to do with dietary, she has this pain for more than 2 years and she changed her dietary often during this long time She rest her arm for two years. this cannot be the issue The time her arm started to hurt was the time where she really questioned if she want to move on with being a professional trumpet player. She also had issues with her study because it triggered her childhood trauma (she was bullied in school). I think that could be a root cause. is this really possible that parts of the body hurt because of a psychological blockage? I ask me if it would be psychological, why she cannot lift with her arms other non related things to the trumpet like a heavy box or something.

@Breakingthewall what changed in you that you See infinity not as Terror. And how Did you have such will and strengt to Explorer again this Terror? I never experienced it but I am already afraid to experience infinity for first time.

He faked his dead, because he thinks jesus did it too. He made a 40 day fast, because jesus did it too. He just want to show the world that any human can be jesus. I think Connor is a genius for this crazy plan he made out from the beginning. He has over 2,5 million abos and he shocked all the ordynary fitness guys with truth. His audience is the most unconscious one in terms of spirituality.Really funny to read the comments from these on his youtube channel. Connor Murphy, my RESPECT!