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@Gianna yeah. Seems like the best option for deep, integrative, trauma healing if you don't know about psychedelics. Do these experts tried psychedelics on their patients? Surely not

@Michael569 thanks, but she is total ready and it seems difficult and nasty with lsd so she is on her way to heal

@Gianna really? did you experienced on your own? how long did it take, how strong was your trauma A save bet but I heard you need years to heal with this.

@Jodistrict can you elaborate? which plant , how often did he and how long did it took to heal his trauma

@The0Self Also on the first try? I thought how often you use it is the problem. Ok thank you for warning me, can you give me some resources or a list how not to do it? "You just have to know how not to use it and I guarantee you, you aren't entirely aware of the dangers -- almost no one is". That really waked me up, thank you. So many party people take NO in Amsterdam, buy it in club or on street and consume it for fun. This gives the impression it seems not so risky

@acidgoofy interesting. I searched for others and no one mentioned in an mdma hangover a migraine update: On the third day of mdma hangover with a migraine (strong headache, fiber, light sensitivity) she was feeling like this is not a normal migraine but something spiritual is going on. She felt there is energy in her head which wants to be released. So she drank 3 liters of water and puked. After this puking she felt amazing. The headache and fiber was gone immediately after this purification. This was two weeks ago. Unfortunately yesterday she had a mild migraine again. And today she took today 350 microgram LSD ( 5 days ago she took 200 microgram). She see that her self love is shattered. She has a blockade which hinders her to get self love. She will look deeper

@Leo Gura If you quote me, at least with the whole context. I clearly said, it is well known as the savest method to have an ego death experience. Just for that. And your quoted just it s the savest method. Your superficial health advices in this forum lately will not be good for those of serious work. I know Connor Murphy and Sou Hei are the reasons for this

@Leo Gura I speak about one time experience. To finally know what ego death really is like. After that I will explore ego death without the help of NO. I can finally know with this 20 seconds what you all are talking about this ego death experience. This is worth on its own From my research, taking NO for one time or with long breaks in between is not damaging at all. And you will not turn into a NO junkie if you follow this rule not to take it again. Even dentists use NO

@Leo Gura nitrous oxide is well known as the savest and smoothest method to have an ego death experience for those who never experienced one. Yeah you can have it with LSD too, but most people need many trips to experience one and lsd is a little hairy So take just one time a normal dose lsd and then NO. 20 seconds ego death. Sounds exact for that I am looking for ( if I really want to experience ego death. still a little frightened)

@Vynce Could this be the softest ego death experience you can have? Sounds too good to be true, to experience it just for 20 seconds with almost 100 % guarantee On which time after taking lsd do you need to do this nitrous oxide

@Javfly33 As McKenna said, if you dont get anxious before tripping your dose is not high enough

If you keep going blaming Leo for speaking directly his opinion without caution on mental ill people, then he will more and more hide his real opinion until he becomes Mooji or Tolle who just gives soft answers to everything. DO YOU WANT THAT? Please to all blamers, go to Mooji Satsang or Tolle circle and leave this forum

@Leo Gura but the higher the dose, the more likely unresolved traumas can be released. The higher the dose, the more truth you can get (for normal persons). High doses have advantages, you know that too. Maybe that is the trade off, anxiety for wisdom. As long as you do not get traumatize this is a reasonable way. McKenna also recommended to take high doses so that your ego cannot fight against the experience, it will take over you nevertheless. I know you will prevent that in this forum more people go crazy and blame you for it. So you give safety advices. But I am free of this so I will recommend to stick with high doses as long as you don't make big jumps from the last dosage.

@Onecirrus how is Art survival Tool? I contemplated this and here are my points: -Because it reduces cortisol -Because it makes you more creative -because it gives you another Perspektive - because it gives you Prestige - because it is an expression of your ego and therefore stabilizes it - because it gives you social Value

update: last week Migraine came back two days after an MDMA session (100 milligram mdma crystals). Too bad.. hope this was just an hangover from the MDMA session. I will report

@kag101 you are right, psychedelics alone is not enough. You need to combine with therapy, this would be best I think

@Azrael hey long time not heard from you. Would be great to hear an update how your life, Spiritual progress and so on is going on. You were one of the first in this forum who had an 5 meo breakthrough

@Zeldor call it then Now with a captal N like leo would say

@The0Self lol social love Explosion, this thing I had really not experienced. Ok maybe 115 Milligramm is too weak? Or it is so that I am too old for this(35 years old). I recognize how emotional the youth is compared to older people. How much laughting while playing games, how much energy on something. The older you get the more Zen like you become (at least if you are not taking drugs like alcohol)

@The0Self sorry I meant 115 milligram. It was tingeling but not strong exctasy. I was just chilling mostly. No Love at all. Maybe for people who do not try LSD this is like extasy?? For me as someone experienced with LSD it is emotionally pretty weak experience. Do I somehing wrong? I drink it in water with grapefruit juice. I sit and have no distractions (No music). I sit there with open and sometimes closed eyes. if I close my eyes I go deep, the experience sucks me in its own realm somehow, am a little afraid if I keep closing my eyes, cannot feel my body anymore and this is freaky so I open them. What happens if I close the whole time? Maybe this is the key?

@Insane butterfly how can you do that with mdma? I tried twice with mdma crystal (80 microgram and 115 microgram), but no love feelings at all, just acceptance, a little warm feeling and calmness. No big emotions did come up. Do I need to close my eyes constantly for this?

@spinderella my girlfriend has also a problem with love in general. She has a lot of blockades, it is a lot of work. She took 15 times psychedelica so far in mid dose range (LSD, 2 x mdma). It helped a lot to resolve blockades so far but still the main blockades are there. she did just one time experience self love on her first trip. I just want to say you are not alone with this problem (maybe this love problem is more of a problem for girls?). Maybe 5 meo is the right way

@Javfly33 Very powerful, thank you! Do you have an idea what let to this experience? Your previous psychedelic experiences?

@Terell Kirby take allad. Most friendly psychedelicum out there

@StarStruck then lsd is nothing for you. Lsd s increases thinking. Thats one of its characteristic Try something different(allad, 5 meo dmt)