OBEler

Please I have a honest question, which needs to be answered directly. Please dont beat around the bush and just answer my question you would help me to understand. Here is my question: If you say only your screen of awareness exist and nothing else in reality, so not the Earth no moon, just the screen of my little human awareness and this is the ultimate reality there exist nothing outside this little sensations then how can you love everyone here in this forum? They dont exist. And you say you hate deluded people but they also dont coexist with you according to you. Because they are not in your human awareness. So how can you say that contradicing thing? You say "The only reason humans suffer is because they keep creating filters". But there are no humans, just your little bubble of sensations according to your Definition of solipsism Again. Please answer as directly as possible my question and dont talk your way out of it

when I take psychedelics it's like my normal Tunnel focus goes away and expands and I see and feel so much more Details. Details I never noticed before. Also food tastes 10 times better or worse (depending how natural it is) You can even feel little particles in the air. It's absolutely clear for me that psychedelics makes me more conscious. Take it and you will see for yourself

@Holykael to create diversity, contrast and a good entertainment

psychedelics can solve life problems. but god realization? thats unknown territory

@Razard86 which psychedelic do you recommend? Do you think watching movies is better during the afterglow phase rather than at the peak?

@Leo Gura I am a software developer (mainly C#), know some unity. I was into game design too and created an rpg with two others I would like to join if the indie game is something interesting my all time list: Zelda Oot, zelda mm, shenmue, WoW, warcraft 3 , james bond golden eye n64, resident evil 1, mgs 1, 2, 3, dark souls series, die hard trilogy on ps1, xenogears, battlefield, terranigma, secret of mana, mario kart, quake 3, half life 2, siedler 4, bioshock 1, chronicles of riddick, operation flashpoint, dead or alive, skyrim, skies of arcadia, halo 1

I would only take them with a goal

Mdma is the way to go. just one to three times with long breaks in between. If you need therapist, I would contact the one I recommended you. There are too many out there with almost no psychedelic experience

Hmm this sounds like being in absolute God Mode 24/7 is the greatest thing. If it is so good, why Do you want to forget this State? If normal life looks so sad /boring compared to this absolute state, at least you know there exist a place where you can go once a week with 5 meo And whats the problem with the insight that you are God?

I microdose here and there. No addiction at all. Dont worry about this

@Vlad_ you really went through a journey. Whats the worst aspect for you knowing the truth about being God?

@Schizophonia Yeah because some facilitators do it he hard way

@Yimpa to make something ugly is more easy than to make something beautiful On lsd I want to hear something beautiful and not just noise of instruments

@Razard86 I am glad that you are here on this forum trying "others" pointing towards awakening. I am not awake, just see paradoxes but I respect your teachings and try to understand where you are speaking from. This leads to a lot of contemplating and questions

@Yimpa that was not a bad trip at all! Also my girlfriend said it was ok. Just a waste of a trip and therefore a mistake. I never experienced really a bad trip (over 100 experiences)

@Yimpa my girlfriend Today we heared the music again. Was a bit better sober. But somehow boring. Just noise of instruments for me, not creepy, not sad. Just noise

@eggopm3 @integral I will hear this music sober today again. Or maybe take rest of allad, but allad is not the drug for this music Yeah it was the first time I heared this, Did not know the title even so I was completely irritated and hoped minute for minute when this music will finally end

@integral we took 60 micro 1v lsd. It is enough to get subtle visuals and stay clear headed the whole time

Just today it happened. We took a good dose of lsd and Visited a Concert for classical music for which we previously buyed expensive seat tickets for. As we entered the Concert Hall we found out that our tickets were for the next day. But we had luck we got tickets for the standing room. The standing room was very crowded and not very comfortable to stand. Then on our peak of the trip the Concert started with surprisingly not classical music but one of the creepiest nasty songs I ever heared on lsd. The visuals I got from the music were undescribably ugly and were not enjoying at all but also not shocking. Just ugly. Here is the music which was played :

@LSD-Rumi I know 5 meo mipt. Me and my Friends took it with different results. Everyone say it's great for different reasons. One had instand God realization and he said his body cells exploded, it was such a great energy For me it is a very beginner friendly drug. Not very deep for me and great body feelings no other psychedelic could give me as afterglow which lasterd for over a week. Overall I highly recommend 5 meo mipt to everyone because there is no substitute so far for this unique drug

There is already a thread about this

@Leo Gura a game like shenmue 1. Just this and I am in your Team as Software developer

@Razard86 hmm Yeah I kinda get something what you say if you look at infinity screen but I need to experience nonduality Hope it will not shock me

@Razard86 please for one time think about the following : Yes you can never proof there exists something other than your reality but just because you cannot proof something doesnt mean it does not exist. Like back then science could not proof that gas exist but it existed the whole time

@Razard86 what about multiple screens where each screen Shows different aspects of reality. You dismiss that just because you think your screen is the only thing in existence. Yes, but just for you My screen coexist and it can be linked to your screen